tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me

𝔤𝔬 𝔟𝔞𝔠𝔨 𝔱𝔬 𝔰𝔩𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔴𝔢𝔯𝔢 𝔡𝔯𝔢𝔞𝔪𝔦𝔫𝔤

produced by xona 

@heylog

-lyrics-
I wanna run but I can’t deny
feelin dread to our trust and I cry
and I would get everything for you
she loves him but I’m just that fool
I wanted us back, you didn’t want that
I’m pleading with this pain I held
and now I fall back
all on my prozac’s
and I just hope that I get your help

and now I’m washed up all alone
the little essence that you left long ago
the flowers wilt down to my floor
push me down like I’m nothing more

and I don’t wish the best for you
you wanted healing but I was see through
you wanted blood, now you got it on view
many voices telling me on what I knew
there’s reflections that portray all of us 
you’re sick of me and the things that I love 
I won’t forget what it meant for us
these 6 letters that stuck like a drug

stab me again i won't feel a thing
hold me down this some sentencing
taking my bliss, more apologies
i don't like this, just don't talk to me
wasting away i'm never calling you back
i'm stuck with memories i won't forget
with all this weight i carry on my back
you did this to me and i will never forgive

you
oh
i hate 
you
with
every little gut in my body

WALKING UP TO HEAVEN I CANNOT BELIEVE I'M HERE
BUT WHY AM I STILL RUNNING FROM THIS NEVER ENDING FEAR
I'M SHIFTING THROUGH LANES WHILE UR STILL STUCK IN 2ND GEAR
SURPRISING EVERYONE LIKE 2 HEADLIGHTS ON A DEER
WASTING AWAY I'M NEVER CALLING YOU BACK
I'M STUCK WITH MEMORIES I WON'T FORGET
(forget)
WITH ALL THIS WEIGHT I CARRY ON MY BACK 
YOU DID THIS TO ME AND I HATE YOU FOR THAT

you
oh
i hate you
with
every little gut in my body

i wont forget

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i won't forget w/ heylog

@with3rx
@1yugenn
@misoo74



見つめないで
im sitting in ur room and tryna think of what to say
my mind is going blank
i tried to treat this life just like a game
now i dont wanna play
tryna figure out wtf happened to me
離れないで
dont act like u dont know i see it in ur face
i get so high i wonder if i'll sober in a day
i used to be  the 1 u tripped me up i fell in 2nd place
wtf happened to me?

another day its nothing new im a NEET
it feels like everybody's picking u over me
i get too high and i cant stand on my feet
is it really how u want this to be?
im just trying not to stumble or fall
im ignoring every text every call
i try to figure if its worth it at all
i try to figure if its worth it
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
walk up in the store swipe my card and tell em charge it
dirty drugs and shoes and my Miharas on the carpet
bc i failed before i started
it didn't work out, at least i didn't try my hardest
fucked it up again and now im begging for your pardont
fuck me up again i didn't think it would be harmless

wtf (@with3rx + @misoo74 + @1yugenn)

art by ami4evr

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
i know im a joke 2 u
hurts so bad
could jus say fuck it all
im used 2 that

I get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i get what i want, yeah.. when i want it
i feel like the breeze cuz idk where i'm headed
north south east west every direction
when i close my eyes
i imagine u right there, right by my side
i can still never decide
what's wrong & what's right 
when u leave me every night

tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it
tried 2 keep it lowkey so theyd ignore me
i guess its safe 2 say i got what i wanted
hate the feeling like being lonely ion want it

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

pretty when u cry [P+ scarlet]

its a party ft b07gem

Just a dream ft. pradaaslife (prod. silver)

TU VOZ

felt cute will delete later

mig + d1v and buffalobang♯ (eera &chai)

Lunaa - Odd 1's

produced by @opal707
featuring @d1vwv
mix/master/cover-art by me

ok lets do this
i never knew shit
always getting treated like the new kid
i swear im just human
theres nothing to it
i wake up eat my breakfast and get to it

everything been diffrent for a while
it changed for the better
ever since i met her
id hate to be the one that waste ur time
ngl find it hard to maintain a smile

i hate when it happends, tragic on tragic
i love it when i get to be with you i feel fantastic
touch feel like magic, better then imagined
remember how it felt to be alone i  cant go back there

i cant do it again
(i dont think this shit is fun i wont do it again)
ill do better this time

im just trynna sleep away the days babe
wanted u to stay so i made place
calling out names like i was never there
i cant seem to cope i disappear
one last try can i just love myself thats all i need
will i hide all of the things we kept underneath
idk what to call it im lost for words
the way that i forget it thats all its worth

maintain + d1v (opal)

@buffalobang 
@bigdog30k
@d1vwv
@mrbeann

master & cover art : @buffalobang 

i swear.. i dont think its fair
i been working everyday by now i thought id be somewhere
i swear.. i dont like it here
why they controll me like a puppet and its puppeteer
you say you tide you aint tide
youre like the worst kinda guy
got bno show tonight lets try to be there on time
2 am hit the store cop a drink cus were bored
shared a bed with taher couldnt sleep cus he snored

buffalobang x d1v - i Swear (prod taher x bigdog30k)

featuring @d1vwv
produced @opal707 & @sg37
cover art, mix and master by me

who does that? i never got that
when i look at you id like it if u looked back
but tbh i dont blame u if u dont like what u see
if i acted really bad would u go and leave me be

youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
its not that i dont want you cus i really want u here
in my head i start comparing makes me wanna dissapear
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me
youre just to good for me

i stay awake all night just to get a sign from you
and i know i never try i could try with you 
baby i know that im wasting time so many things that i want to try
all day all night i just stay awake something bout u baby i dont wanna stay away
but i had to let u go cus
it was getting to my head
u didnt listen to a single thing i said
u say i overthink but i dont wanna sleep alone in my bed
the only thing i really care bout now is my bread

it just doesnt have to be so hard
i know that im overcomplicated
what i do u seem to disregard
i just think that it was me u hated
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want to
i cant get over it, i cant get over it no matter how bad i want you

who does that + d1v (opal & sg37)

okay + palmtri (snowdrive)

willow
she/her

cry_mobb: https://soundcloud.com/user-799150706

I got what I wanted, but then I didn't want it w/ m0thlab [+snorkatje]

willow.x

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