featuring @h3artch3rades
circa — October 2021

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Two steps ahead, that's how I'm feeling
Thinking about me all night got you dreaming
And I believe everything happens for a reason
I want to feel like your air is what I'm breathing
I know it's hard for you
Just believe in yourself, we can make it through
You know I will always try for you
If you believe in me, let's make an attempt to push through

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

It's so weird when you're innocent, but your heart hurts
You're trying to say what you're not worth
Not meant to spite you
But instead to inspire you
To step outside of your comfort zone
We've been on the phone
Going back and forth it seems
Arguing the same things
But it's never getting anywhere
And I don't wanna see you disappear
Even if I wasn't your first choice
I'm happy being at least one of your considerations
But I can't help but feeling the way that I feel
It's okay, it's just rain, I'll dry up
One day you'll make your mind up
I hate to say I told you so
I hate to say I told you so

But it feels like every time I try
You end up falling for another guy
It feels like you don't want me in your life
It's like you would rather just fucking die
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

You're the only one that makes me feel alright
I said you're the only one that makes me feel alright
And I hate to be that guy
But I don't really wanna waste your time
And I don't really wanna be too shy
But it feels like you're the only one that makes me feel alright

Attempt (feat. h3artch3rades)

this won't work + imyzuli

bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service

yea, i deserve it, sweet just like dessert is yea
hot like furnace, crib came fully furnished yea
im just learning, how to scratch the surface
this how i prefer it, this how i prefer it

*me fucking your mom* im nothing like you virgins
serve, serve the cunt, serve it
staring at the ceiling, thinking was it (your mom) really worth it?
do some with yourself and level up, boy you deserve it
ooh woah ohh, playing with my heart don't fuck around
yea, all i wanted was you to be down
all i wanted was you to be down

uh, yea how, uh yea wow, its not an and one, its a muhfuckin foul
if you messin' with the bull, you could get the whole cow
all it take is one look, i could take your hoe out
yea, she aint lick the shit, shawty use her whole mouth
we got purple Activis, you thought it was a drought
stick-stick around when the shit go south
i cant smoke no indica no more, shit freak me out

talking bout bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service
bitch made, pockets hurt and shit on purpose
i been too locked in i think its workin
we on Melrose spending without purpose
nice Camaro, thank you for your service

002. ok servee it!! *joalisho*

prod me, og by twikipedia

interpolated lyrics that i changed up a bit
made around november-ish

[PREMIERED ON CHANNEL 25]
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=edzx97fzNDg

#blue (twikipedia)

likeme

try hard to try to be
somebody to keep close
to want something to leave
to know that isn't home
to keep yourself at bay
from everything you love
to not be one to be

washed out, the ripple is gone
(i don't see anybody else)
work out and die before long
(be just like everybody else)
lost everything i was
(i can't see anybody else)
rebuilt, then re-payed costs
(i've never been more lost)

and when all will re-enter the fray;
pseudonyms turn into names
lies of past turn into truths
stories to be told just stay
reset buttons yearned just poof
"we'll be back another day"
memory/fountain of youth
rewind, sit back, watch it play

and when all will re-enter the fray;
pseudonyms turn into names
lies of past turn into truths
stories to be told just stay
reset buttons yearned just poof
"we'll be back another day"
memory/fountain of youth
rewind, sit back, watch it play

rake me back, kill me again
rake me back, call me again
rake me back, kill me again
rake me back, call me again
rake me back, kill me again
rake me back, call me again
rake me back, kill me again
rake me back, call me again

rake me back (kill me again)

Rest In Peace, Hayden
I'm so glad I met you

inspired by https://m.soundcloud.com/negativecreeper/directed-by-your-beauty

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