Lyrics:

Burn

You Ignorant shit

Preaching With bigotry

Masking Morality

Having no Humanity



I thought you preached about love

Burn your gospel cus its just a grift


Lie About protection

Hate Gay Innocence

View them as subhuman

Your probably the demon


How the fuck is this safety

How the fuck is this loving

How the fuck is this morality

Where the fuck is your humanity


I thought you preached about love

Burn your gospel cus its just a grift


I thought you preached about love

Burn your gospel cus its just a grift
credits

Burn

I dreamed of insects inside of me 

eating inside until the time to flourish inside 
of my body 

cactuses planted 
mating inside 
fetal positions play 

In the crib of flesh and blood 
I feel the pressure in my abs 
constantly expanding 
veins turning black and blue' 
my legs are numb 
from their expansion 
in my intestines 

They Will feed 

I didn't hope for this 
Leave me in the cells 
with the shadow of doubt 

Wake up 
Its real 
Insects will feed

 "This songs about Anxiety"

Insects

(Listen to, every little sound....dingling all over your body and your mind) 

We stand with ignorance to be kind to absence. 
We stand with ignorance to be kind to absence. 

Sweetheart! Am I your slave, to your dime and pride? 
Sweetheart! Am I your slave, to your dime and pride? 

Black, broken heart. Heartless as we try to be. 
Black, broken heart. Heartless as we try to be. 

Sweetheart! Am I your slave, to your dime and pride? 

Honey! This is your gift. 

Lacking 
Authenticity 
Hiding 
Insecurity 

Heartless Sweetheart, Blackened Hope 
Heartless Sweetheart, Blackened Hope 

(Asking me to) birth the young when I moved on. 

I was your 
I was your 
I was your...Goddamn Sweetheart 

I was your 
You were my 
You were my...Goddamn Sweetheart 

The greatest of men is not immune 
The greatest of women is not immune...To ill-ridden sin. 

Why? 
(are you) 

Lacking blase romance to hide insecurity? 

Heartless Sweetheart! 

Why do you want to come back to me?

Heartless Sweetheart

Her cold eyes are 
Vacant 
Like the smile to our love 
Numbing 
I can't feel a damn thing 
Deathly 
And empty like our souls 
Lovely 
Like her body in lust 

I wish I cared about a fucking thing 
What are we 
We are just another play thing 
Apathetic and void from the inside 

(I cannot endure 
Trying to get out 
another day with her 
This love's lost 
Why's our love a sag 
How can we be alive with 
A fucking bitch 
Just like the way I was 
A fucking bitch 
She says I'm an 
Asshole 
I wish I wasn't) 

Her heaven is my hell 
God I wish I can help this 
Lie in life 

(Phone call's almost like a vacant home 
Her hell is my heaven 
and It's both our fault)

Vacant Lust

Home is where the heart is 

Home is where your casket is 

A hopeless bed 
With no sheets and comfort 
welcome to your sweet dysfunction 
Nothing for me here 
Maybe I'll lay 
In these sheets, until I'm deceased 
Anxiety's ecstasy 

Home Is where the heart is 

Home is where your casket is 

A place that is 
eviscerating my soul 
into a pulp 
My soul into a fucking pulp 

This is safety? 
Fight the ones I trusted 

Roam Alone 
Home sweet home 

This is not a home 

You ignorant pig, unwelcomed clown of dis 

Spit in the innocent face 

I can't put in my head 
Why I must stay here 
In this fucking hell I call a home 

Home 
Is 
Where 
The heart is 

No time for farewells 
No time for weeping 
The loathing session's over 
Exit this comfy hell

Home

Lush Noise

Ballad of the Black Sheep

Desireè

Life Death

Lyrics:

I refer to her as Lucy

She gives lucidity

Her love isn’t wrong

Yet her lunacy is strong


Lucidity is like shot of dopamine

It’s like a temporary fix for a life deafening

Whether its sex or vice it’s never enough

It never ends cus it’s based on situational luck



She thinks I’m terribly

Yet she’s always coming

Is there a placebo to cover my fuck ups

Or should I succumb depressions lust


Highs and lows

Back and forth

Pulses ricocheting

Swerving in depravity


She is no savior

Lucy ain’t a saint

I’m always seduced by this Lucy

Named lucidity



I refer to her as Lucy

She gives lucidity

Her love isn’t wrong

Yet her lunacy is strong

Raw Cuts

Lucy's Lucidity

Lyrics:

All these incisions

From a common blade

There was no rational

Expressed self hate


Heavy breathes

Hesitate

Self made wounds

Exposing

Punctured skin

Limbs lacerated

What have I done

This feels dumb



I did this to myself

There’s no relief

I said this won’t happen again

Yet I did it again

I’m in fear

I fear myself

I hate myself

Fucked up myself


Am I weak

Am I strong

Am I in control

Do I want control


My delusions think this is for the better

Wondering whether if this is what I deserve

How I Got These Scars

Lyrics:

I’m lost

With politicization

Of our safety

Killing masses

You say

To follow your orders

Stay at home

During foreclosures

We watch

Our people die

From the forces

You have enforced

This shit

Is probably

Truly

Part of this country



Greater goods

For the powers that be

Fragility

Is what we have become



Another day

Another tragedy

Another crime

From our systems


Another election

Another discretion

Another divergence

For distortion


As we shame

As we belittle

As we’re tribal

We become cowards



Our parties

Our liberties

Our democracies

Are the dogmas



Greater goods

For the powers that be

Fragility

Is what we have become

Weakening

Is our right for control

Community

Is divided and fined


Shit

No Greater Good

Lyrics:

This way of living is like I’m spiraling towards pain

All of it’s content is disappointment and shame

One day your humble and say it’s all your fault

next day you wonder if it’s the outsides fault


What fucking life

Is this for


To those that say my life matters what do you mean

Why is your statement so goddamn empty

Do You think pity and signaling will help anything

Goddamn You gotta be fucking shitting me


What fucking life

Is this for

Should I live life

Is this alright


What fucking life

Is this for

Living Despair

FKA. Blvckwill 

Here's a link of the other stuff/projects. Anything before 2020 is not Will Grudge, but the work I've done through an old moniker. 

https://volontenoir.bandcamp.com/
https://dead-pony.bandcamp.com/
https://roseburnt.bandcamp.com/

Will Grudge

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