This song feels like that one conversation you’ve rehearsed in your head a hundred times but never dared to speak out loud, until it explodes in the middle of a quiet moment. It's bitter and tender, messy and magnetic. That chorus? That’s not a love song, that’s a dare. "You know you do" cracked something in me, because I have said I didn’t want it when I absolutely did. This ain’t just about tension, it’s about truth with its fists down. And that bridge? Yeah. That one punched me in the memory 💔🖕🖤

June 2025 - Part 4



[Verse]
You say you hate me
Yeah
I say I hate you
Too
So let's stop fakin'
Yeah
And do what lovers do

[PreChorus]
I can feel the tension risin'
No need for us to fight it
Long time comin'
No need to hide it

[Chorus]
I wanna be with you
In a real way
Too
Don't say you don't want to
Long time comin'
You know you do

[Verse 2]
You say you need me
Yeah
I say I need you
Too
But not completely
Yeah
And not like lovers do

[PreChorus]
I can feel the tension risin'
No need for us to fight it
Long time comin'
No need to hide it

[Chorus]
I wanna be with you
In a real way
Too
Don't say you don't want to
Long time comin'
You know you do

[Bridge]
Just let me show you (Just let me show you)
The things that lovers do (Lovers do)
I know you want me
Too (I know you want me, too)
Long time comin'
You know you do

[Verse 3]
You say you're broken
Yeah
I say I'm broken
Too
But we keep hopin'
Yeah
Let's start actin like we meant to

[Chorus]
I wanna be with you
In a real way
Too
Don't say you don't want to
Long time comin'
You know you do

[Outro]
So let's stop runnin'
Yeah
Long time comin'
Yeah
I wanna be with you
Yeah
Like lovers do




Long Time Comin

Kosmopolites

O Gava

I love Jamie g to myself both in guitar, keyboard & drums 

BARBIE DOLL (instrumental)

Default Projectjustjim22

Beached Boys (2025)

But "I´m not that kind of man"! That´ s what a friend said looking for a partner for life checking the "Small Ads"!
Long before "Parship" we had so called "Eheanbahnungsinstitute" in Germany (lit. transl. leads a bit astray ..something like" Institutes for Marriage Initiation/Negotiation" ;) anyway these marriage agencies offered "models" on display of both sexes in their glossy brochures (nobody got to see or even meet these  good looking Ladies and Gentlemen!)
Hubert and I had the idea for a song with an ironical story ..we both liked the chorus lines I came up with...and the demo was made in almost no time... here it is..  better use Headphones!

Music     Hubert Stytz
Lyrics     Pee Gee

Lyrics

You want me six foot tall, blonde and smart
A gentleman with a broken heart
If I approve of a candlelight dinner
I´ve got it all it takes to be your winner
You want me strong, tough and generous
Full of esprit, good manners, humerous
A passionate naturelover by all means
I could almost be the man of your dreams

Maybe I´m not that kind of man
Maybe I´m just the way I am
Full of life and open to almost everything

You need a shoulder for your sorrow
A lover for today and tomorrow
One for romance, one for the money
One for  the heart ,one for your appetite ..

Mabe I´m not that kind of man.......

Let´s talk straight, I´m not that kind
Your wishful thinking makes you blind
Let´s say, I´m  just a curious guy
And you are a curious girl

Maybe I´m not that kind of man
Maybe I´m just the way I am
So if you try me be aware
I´m still untrained....

Maybe I´m not that kind of man................

Not That Kind Of Man

cannnone

Lyrics: 

The American dream was more like a nightmare, 
But it kept calling, so I gave it a shot. 
At first it was hard, then it got harder

I’m an island girl born from the ocean, 
But I heard a buzz and it never stopped.
 The loudest city made me go quiet

I didn't always have a bed to lay in
so i had to choose between a home and my dreams

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I met a girl and everything changed
Not for the better, but for the worse. 
She was extroverted and colorful, 
Showed me love could be a curse.

We shared a room, eventually got married
But I felt trapped like a coffin in a hearse. 
I pretended to be happy
 Just to be strong enough for her.

I felt clipped inside, my smile was a lie
 ‘Cause as soon as she’d go to bed, I wouldn’t stop crying.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

we moved to Pennsylvania to afford the rent
then she stopped taking her meds
by the time she crashed her car, our life was a wreck
and i didn’t have much stamina left 

for as long as i could, i stayed
i laughed at her jokes even on my saddest days
but at some point i had a hard decision to make
do i keep pretending or do i get on a plane?

so i found myself again with nowhere to go, 
no money, and in love with a broken soul 
and i still feel guilty for leaving her behind, 
I feel guilty i couldn’t cure her mind

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

I can still hear the sirens when I close my eyes, 
I left the ocean for that concrete jungle life.
 I gave it my youth, my pride, my blood, my time
Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

Now I’m back home, but the ghost of New York  still
haunts me sometimes.

the ghost of new york (Demo)

feeling like a rock on water skipping do i make it to the end or in the end im sinking 

Anxiety

Background Stories Ft. DMAC

Concretion

I have had this album stashed away for a while now, so you now have 2 albums for a couple months now. I have always loved the 80s it's my favorite decade for music just the sounds, soul, melodies, and rhythms hit different. Have fun and enjoy!! 

Take a Chance on My Heart

Gorilla

song i wrote and now been recorded by a pro and it sounds good even if i do say so myself

the bird

Strane percepcije

Pucketa stvarnost

About Me
Hi, I’m Krissie 💜 I have high functioning autism, which I proudly call a gift, though sometimes it drags me into beautifully bonkers territory. I played saxophone for over ten years (seriously, I could wail).. until I got ill and my arms went on strike. But music? It stuck around. So now I do what I can, I write, engineer, and produce my own songs, shaping them with whatever magic I’ve got left, plus a few emotional plot twists. I mostly post them here on SoundCloud because, let’s be real, this place is easier to manage than the rest of the digital circus.

Since joining, I’ve met some incredible, like minded humans, some aliens too I'm pretty sure. If you want to be friends, yay! Come say hi, I don’t bite unless provoked 🐍 Just please don’t offer to promote me or “grow my following.” This isn’t a career move, it’s not business, this is soul work, glitter therapy, a creative outlet with mood swings. I’m here for the music, the honesty, the connections that don’t feel like marketing.

PSA: I’m a little insane. Hahaha. But in a “lost my sock under the bridge of my own song” kind of way. 🎶🧦💫

To the SoundCloud community, thank you 💜

All my life, I’ve had to hide who and what I am. I’ve never been what the world calls “normal.” As I say in 'I Don’t Write Songs "I Survive"', my brain just isn’t wired the way it should be. I’ve been called weird, not right in the head, bonkers, even crazy. So I learned to mask, to shrink, to pretend. But here.. here, I get to breathe. To be.

And it’s not just the music. It’s the comments, the replies, the strange and sparkling conversations where I finally feel like I don’t have to filter myself. I can be full volume, full chaos, full heart, and somehow, that’s not just accepted, it’s welcomed.

You beautiful humans (and possibly aliens) have given me something I never thought I’d find, a place to be fully myself. To speak how I feel, to show what I see, and to turn it all into sound and words without shame. The way you’ve welcomed me, supported me, seen me, there are no words. (Yes, I know. Me. The Queen of Words. Speechless. Don’t get used to it.)

My heart is so full of love and gratitude, I’m honestly surprised it hasn’t burst into glitter. Thank you. All of you. From the very bottom of my shoelaces 🖤🎶🧦

PS: I think I may have reached my final form. Please advise the fridge accordingly. 🧃🌀👽

I'm a songwriter and lyricist who loves music in all its forms. Growing up surrounded by a wide variety of sounds, from classic rock to R&B, pop, old school soul, hip-hop, foreign music, and beyond—I developed a passion for storytelling through lyrics and poems. I believe every genre has its own magic, and I let that diversity shape my type of sound Whether it's raw emotion, catchy hooks, or sometimes thought-provoking lyrics, my goal is to connect with listeners on all levels.😅

So hit play and join me on a journey through words, rhythm, and heart.🥰🎧🎶

"Song writing is directing people to a doorway of their own emotions"❤️



Long Time Comin

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😏 Krazy Krissie 🧦

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