Gravity

I Was Certain That This Was Death

War Sucks

Lguilhkhj

The Distance To The Sun 
	(a song about not understanding your own head, the unfathomable idea of being in love)
	I wish I knew how to say it
My own emotions
Where is my loved one’s face?
Let go of the past
I wish I knew
How to learn about you

No dream could be better
When I met you
My sleep became rest
When you let me in
I knew I was good for something
When your hand touched mine

You promised me
You would be home
You and I, we'll figure it out
When I wake up

I just want to see you happy
In your home
From the front door
To our bedroom
	I wish I knew
	The distance to the sun

2 the distance to the sun

A Dark Night 
	(a song for julian, day he was born)
	You were born on a dark night
	The impossible child
	I’ll never be sick
Of what you can teach

	Drowning in a sea of sound
	Where it’s chilly in the shadows
	I’m learning to start over
	
	When I wake up
	I’ll know that I belong
	(It’s a dark night and I can’t see anymore
	A disconnected head)
	And I’ll see you tomorrow

	I promise we love you
If you ever learn about the terrors
	The words don’t make sense to me
	I hope you understand in time

3 a dark night

Untitled 
	(a song about dwelling on the past, and the nature of overthinking)
	Did I do this?

Happiness, feel my flesh
	Hideous, I figured it out
My brain melts away
And I’ll forget my name

It’s the different life I knew would come
I’m getting sick, maybe I’m out of my mind
But maybe it’s just the altitude

Happiness gone
I know what’s lost and I’ve learned to cry, and
My body’s alive
	I know what’s right, but what’s the point if everyone gets hurt?

Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?

Disconnected and haunted 
Did I do this? 
I’m following the angels advice
And I feel the shame

Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?
Isn't that enough?

You oughta go
it’s just a state of mind…
Did you change?
it’s just a state of mind…
Did I pull off your wings?
And it’s just a state of mind…
And it’s just a state of mind…
Maybe in a state of my mind 
I could promise you I will
I'll promise you that it won't ever be the same again

9 Untitled

On Earth (Rest)
(being on earth more or less is relating depression and a mental breakdown as being as normal as being on Earth) 
	Wanna get up and see my friends
	Wanna get around and get some rest

	Wanna wake up and see your eyes
	Wanna sleep in the world where I belong
	
	Attractive in real life
	Attractive on Earth

	Waking up and taking your medicine
	Waking up and feeling the pain

	He can talk about it all you want
	But it wouldn’t make it any better

Attractive, don’t know why
Attractive, never been seen

	Never felt this blue before
	Always thought it would make sense

I had some time alone
Left behind

	And you thought you knew where you lived
	I really thought I had the rest of my life

And I knew exactly what I was
And I thought about the message you sent
And I don't want to hear it again
But I know I'll hear it when I rest 
Should I go ahead with your plans
Should I sleep until the world opens my eyes?
I got old and sad
My feelings have gone
We'll have to see how much it hurts

7 on earth

A Story of the Stars
(continuation, final stanza is about the day emily left)
	I don't have anything clever to say
	I haven't found any new words
	I touched your leg when we met
	I was surprised you weren’t made of glass
	
	An angel’s sigh
	Inside the room, your father’s spinning
	The tears are warm, and my god you’re alive
	Can I still be a pessimist? 

	If I only could,
	And tell you about the story of the stars,
	Would you believe me?
	If I only could,
	And make sure you were listening,
	Would you believe me?
But I’m the liar,
A liquid man, and a man of fear
	Now and then when you get a chance
Take a look for yourself, and tell us what you’ve learned

8 lavender town

I own a fax machine, but I don't trust it.

William Predicate Obeton