Lullaby Playlist

lol she won’t know this is abt her

words:

and i'm down bad 
she said how bad?
on her right hand 
and your coming right back
hope you find the right man
you don't wanna fight back
switching like a hihat
you know that i like that yea

shit don't feel the same without you
you know how i feel about you 
god i really wanna talk but baby i don't know how to
i'm so glad i found you 
we could go a round 2
got me in my head and i'm thinking all about you

yea i don't wanna be this way 
baby i just want you to stay 
when i'm with you i know things will be ok 
no i'm not afraid
yea i don't want us to change

(ooooooooooooh)
(ooooooooooooh)

and i'm down bad 
she said how bad?
on her right hand 
and your coming right back
hope you find the right man
you don't wanna fight back
switching like a hihat
you know that i like that yea

and i'm down bad 
she said how bad?
on her right hand 
and your coming right back
hope you find the right man
you don't wanna fight back
switching like a hihat
you know that i like that yea

like that (prod. malloy)

Life Cycle In A Fish Bowl (prod. metlast/5head)

music vid - https://www.instagram.com/p/CWmeAgiMNAS/

@aimemia
itz not ur fault :/


im wide awake
senseless how im drifting
on an old mistake
u tell me to just let go
but im wide awake
with my eyes ashamed
the silence screams 
so loud inside my brain
 
no icnt sleep
no i cnt sleep
no icnt sleep

been up4 weeks
been up4 weeks
been up4 weeks

my brodie tol me slow dwn
but ithink im gettn closr
sumbdy shlda told ya
im off1
fck it im off1
said im off1
fckit imoff 1

off1 (pr. emia)

https://soundcloud.com/0arid
https://soundcloud.com/7ripp0
https://soundcloud.com/okeefey
https://soundcloud.com/ev333

me: 

ill take the blame
i kno that its a secret
ill try n listen
wish i could b forgiven
my past mistakes
will always be a memory
n i cant change
i try but somethings missing

n i cant scream
yh i suffer in silence
the boy who cried wolf
will always keep on crying

n i cant lie 
sometimes i wanna end it all
but i cant fall 

pandoras box i keep it
i keep it close
u n me i need it
i cn feel it

arid:

yeah i leave it all behind im on my own
i just wanna die here i dont wanna be alone
its too hard to try again
its too hard to find again
yeah i tried and tried its too hard just to cry by flow
yeah i wasted my time i know
yeah dont say u want it
i feel haunted
i dont want to fall
i dont know why i steep so low
i think i found my way back home
yeah i tried my best
yeah u know the rest i know

Spotify <33

pandoras box + arid (rippo + okeefey)

eternal +9souls (hiyori)

produced by me w/ additional melodies from @1spoof
mixed & mastered by me

released under Loveshock @loveshockrecords

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:
all i wished for is all gone
lines of sight, they’ve been redrawn
wires in my body firing out without u here…
my insecurities
they’re taking shape in me
i know that i can’t do it
but i don’t know

how much can i take
before i finally break
is there still will in me
that i don’t know

existent
inside me
my nerves feel so numb to me
and i can’t accept it
when my heart’s locked up all the way
sickening to see that my body is falling apart
but maybe you’ll just save me again

i keep expecting you 
to be my savior
but it was never true
i feel so fucking used
the truth’s that i’m no good
dependent all on you
to keep me living on
and make it to the other side 
it feels so empty without you
to numb it all
and take away
what i have left
so i can separate myself from everyone
i wish i didn’t need u
to keep me alive
all the vomit and the anguish 
isn’t it all so pitiful?
painted words with all your poison
it’s just so fucking pitiful

Lines of Death

my savior

stream

my savior (Prod. AViT & Spoof)

selfish +lovesickxo (yandere)

@k4rson
@1gash
@diligencexs

words:
[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

yeah its not getting better
i cant take all this pressure
never wanted to leave
never wanted to see
never wanted to know what its meant to be

[karson]
please don't try 
do alright 
don't you cry
well at least i know i tried

can't stand it when u fucking lie
can't stand it when they play both sides
stop tryna cry i know its fake
i don't want you anymore
ur a throw away :(

[arid]
dont try
everything i took i threw away
everything goes down
but i only wanna stay
i just wanna break out so bad
everything that we had
theres nothing to do leave it all in the past

[gash]
pressure on my chest
pr-pr-pressure on my chest now
cuts r on my neck
hollows bussin out da tec
nd its so funny that u think that im somebody youll impress
like im the best 
just a fact not a flex
think theres sum wrong w me
wats wrong w me ?
think i got a problem
w no way 2 solve it
i jus wanna die
dip my body into solvent
"put dat boi on suicide watch"
i guess he called it

dont try w/ karson x gash (diligence)

Credits://
@tdundere
@1yugenn
@bodygaard

Notes://
Rated by Suffer Center's® Quality Control Staff...
After review Top Shelf has been given (M) approval...
Handle with care...

Lyrics://
i won’t settle for less it is you i desire
we can get comfortable next to the fire
the world can be scary so cling to me tighter
come for a ride you are all that’s required
copy my fit we got matching attire
similar tastes but i think it’s acquired
indulge in luxury living life finer
ask my supplier

weird how the people that fronted on me
talk through the grapevine to ask how ive been
they send me love with no caller id
can’t carry convos i left them on seen
walk up in the room get the coroner
drop dead gorgeous there’s no besting her
full time courses dont be testing her
copped 2 pairs of ricks cuz i step with her

i won’t settle for less it is you i desire
we can get comfortable next to the fire
the world can be scary so cling to me tighter
come for a ride you are all that’s required
copy my fit we got matching attire
similar tastes but i think it’s acquired
indulge in luxury living life finer
ask my supplier

stained white tee, gotta get new clothes
at the mall, straight to uniqlo
we can me meet, up at Royal Oak
i can take you anywhere you wanna go
on the floor, feeling oh so sore
fuck my health i need to pour a 4
back and forth, like our rapport
play no games we ain’t keeping score

i think it'd be best for you to know
that i’m not gonna make it on my own
they say that you front i know you don’t

Top Shelf 🐾 (prod. tsundere & yugen)

featured artist @fijimar & @wtfscart
prod by @brknglss & @1yugenn

spotify

surface w/fijimar & scart (brknglss yugen)

w/ @jacynyte :)

produced by @prodsoma , @zekzo099 & @nicopatty
mixed & mastered by me

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
website: www.avit.wtf

lyrics:

i laid bare everything that made me weak
yet every1 knew me more than i did 
and i could never see myself from where they stood
until i finally looked deep inside my soul
and now..

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

but it just feels so fucking fake
told all the time that i should change 
in truth, u never believed in me 
to overcome what i became 
but it’s not ur fault
it just wasn’t enough
everything that you say 
(is) like a knife through my heart
and to think that we could end it all
in the blink of an eye, these lines just halt

i can see where the lines meet
and every weakness in between
my bloodshot eyes tell me all i need
so you will never have to peek
written on these closing walls
the words i never got to speak
so i embrace it, all my wrongs 
and finally i feel so free

the way i look and how i talk
don’t say you’re sorry it’s not your fault
my eyes are tired of it all
my every flaw always gets involved
already know what is wrong with me
the silent words just make it hard to breathe
try to force it but it’s hard to be who you’re supposed to see
wanna fall asleep till i…
cannot think about it anymore
let it hurt till it’s silent in my core
try to be me, just another thing i force
now every word you say is like a sword to my heart
let it all
fall apart
right where you can see it
these heartstrings tangled up with vines
let go, it’s way too much to hide

lines of death feat. Jacy Nyte (Prod. Soma, Zekzo & Nicopatty)

@arid
@1luvpurp

karson
don't worry about me
you know I got it handled
cuz I've been missing you 
and I know this is random
I cant get over you
and this is overdue 
I can't communicate
g̶i̶r̶l̶ ̶I̶'̶m̶ ̶i̶n̶ ̶l̶o̶v̶e̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶
I know it's my fault 
I always fuck it up 
no matter who it is 
why am I so dumb 
and now I fucked my chances 
I'm never enough
I took her for granted 
I'm so fucking dumb 
I don't need you by my side 
don't know how you put up with my lies 
and it's because I'm selfish 
but I cannot help it 
and I really need you in my life
keep her at a distance
little things I miss them
how'd we get so different 
you don't even listen
tell me how I fix this 
tell me how I fix us 
I call you wont pick up
I think we should break up
we fight then we make up

arid
and i cant handle all the changes
yeah i feel so faded when ur gone 
and everything i take it
always still complaining
i dont wanna start i know its wrong
yeah just leave me be
i know its hard to see
its getting hard to breathe
its straying far from me

communicate (mxsui & luvpurp)

https://youtu.be/_Di4TK4ieLA?si=m05Fyt5AP4pWSbYp

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

Watching years fly by, fake friends come and go
Standing by your side through the highs and the lows
I'll be right there for you, I'm always close
If you're down for life, just let me know

I don't like to talk much but she likes to move fast
I don't wanna fight, why you gotta do that?
Tell me I'm a mess, you already knew that
We got something special, I don't really wanna lose that
Maybe I'm just looking for something I'll never find
Baby, I just shouldn't have let you in my life
Told me you were down for forever, that was a lie
And I'll see you tomorrow if I make it through the night

I've just been tossing and turning, the bridges are burning
I'm wondering, what have I done to deserve it?
I'm living and learning and constantly hurting
And I've given it time, I swear nothing is working

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

music video

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss) video in description*

halo3 +8485

shut the fuck up.
@resolve1k

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead

and it's the little things you'd do
everything reminds me of you
I can't get over I feel used
I can't get over missing you

sometimes I miss the little things
you gave me wounds and I still bleed
I wonder if you miss me
you say these things that you don't mean

why are you acting so different now
the only thing I wanted was to talk this out
the only thing you ever did was put me down
it's like everything I say you just tune me out

I don't want to do this to end
I'm afraid to lose all my friends
I'm afraid to lose her again
never listened to the words that I said
it was nice to pretend
I want you dead
it's goodbye I guess

different (inno)

@x_fujioka @y4ndere
mix: us :P
master: fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

better than this +xfujioka (yandere)

@lilac @y4ndere
mix: 9souls & @care4u
master: @x_fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

lyrics: 
ur toxic and unstable
but i am far from able 
to resist ur touch
even when it hurts this much
so ill remove this veil 
and ill take off my halo 
i remain in ur clutch 
even when you hurt me so much 

dnt u evr leave 
please hold onto me 
be my eternity 
crush me to pieces 
and i cant take it 
no
x2

no no nooooo 

w/ a dull knife 
you took my life 
its alright 
its not goodbye
forever 
and always mine 
and i belong to you

eternity (lilac x yandere)

@lovesickxo @y4ndere 
mix: 9souls & @care4u
master: @x_fujioka
art: 9souls & fujioka

still breathing +lovesickxo (yandere)

@fantasycamp
@taylor

STREAMING: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/brody3/gracie-feat-fantasy-camp

VISUAL: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yp8px374ZQo

gracie w/ fantasy camp (taylor morgan)

ima be honest, i just winged it on this one.

production: jane remover @janeremover
mixing & mastering: me & jane remover

instagram: instagram.com/avit69
youtube: youtube.com/c/avit69
streaming platforms: fanlink.to/AViT69

lyrics:

lights out
darkness shrouds ‘round my head
my doubt
clouds my thoughts ‘til i’m dead
without you baby
i can’t stand
to even sleep inside my bed

lights out
i wish that i could forget everything
lights out
i wish this void wasn’t consuming me
lights out
everything i do, you’re always right next to me
lights out
i just want you out my head
lights out
let me breath for one damn sec
lights out
i hope this pain inside won’t last
lights out

Lullaby Playlist

William Wong