Name: tell myself I'm alright ft. Kado by WillV in Sad while high
Duration: 3 min 1 s
Description: Sorry for the 8 month wait. This is one of favorite songs I've made and I hope you guys love it. A ton of more music soon!

THIS IS REAL EMOTION YOU PUT INTO THIS BROTHER

omg this song keeps on ringing in my head

A great playlist with a  sad nostaglic tripy feeling that will make you rethink your existence. :)

Sad while high

GHOST

RudyWade - GHOST

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i beg u to take me, wherever you go 
i hope where u going, they receive ur soul 
and shit still the same, i pray for better days 
nothing seems to change, but good things happen to every1 who waits

it was cold in december
but it's way colder now 
so please take me back to september
when i was able to see u around
living with nothing but a little ember 
that u left in this house 
and it still hurts to remember you 
but the thoughts oh they are way 2 loud

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain (2x)

wait-
please pick ur faith up
feel it then please put ur face up
ur strong ik ur such a bleeder 
bled ur whole life without takin a breather 
laced
drugs in my system 
mixed so much shit n i can feel them 
can my life get any weirder?
nothing makes sense i feel like it's just a filler 

take me, take me back to the days
when we, when we used to be okay 
im so, im so sick of this pain
i really want to go sleep but there's no way to stop my brain

i beg u :/

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I said I’m tunnel vision get it
Slightly optimistic 
Rarely ever switching 
Don’t forget to go and mention 
All the shit that brought me here
Worst of all your fears 
I done seen em and it’s clear 
It ain’t ever worth the tears 

There no truth inside the lies it’s only pain that brought me up 
I’m a productive of environments where no one gave a fuck 
Selling drugs when i’m in school instead of out and having fun 
Only knew to chase a bag they never taught me how love 

It done made me who I am I got regrets but that’s alright 
Try to push all em aside but can’t escape it in my mind 
So imma take a couple hits to try and make me feel alright 
Don’t you see me as i am don’t you see through my disguise 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 


I said i’ll run until I’m finally lost 
Feeling get a lot 
Always hating when they come around 
and i get in my thoughts 
Never chasing as they leave I’m always loving when they gone 
You shoulda seen what i was on and all the ways i do em wrong 

I don’t think it’d be a problem if I pushed away the pain 
I know I’m numbing and it’s wrong
but i’m just tryna make it change 
i go back to where I was then I’ll get caught up in my ways 
abusing drugs I got a habit one that I could  never shake 

I float away to where i never been 
putting pain behind me
It’s beyond the time that i should end 
It’s beyond the time that i can quit 
Let’s be honest
would it help me if i finish it 
Prolly not it was prolly never true 
It was prolly just a sign for me to find what i could use 
on a journey going through 
Never seeing what i lose 
Never staying where i’m at 
You never know what imma do
In the nighttime


In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life
In the night time 
I can never think right 
It’s like I’m knowing where I’m at but I’m never going back 
To my old life 

In the nighttime 
steady tryna get by 
I said i’m thankful for the past cause it brought me where I’m at 
And thats my life

Thats My Life

(intro)
i feel so stuck
won’t you let me go..

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

(verse)
now i’m shaking 
and i can’t fucking stop it 
my world is breaking 
apart and u were on it
when all i wanted was for u to be honest
i’ll close my eyes as i beg for u to stop it

(bridge)
my bones have decayed with the winter
but still i feel her

(chorus)
i feel stuck in place
i know that i’ve seen better days
i wanna run away 
but my feet planted in my grave 
i know that i can’t stay
holding on to memories 
it’s bad to contemplate
cause i feed lies into my brain

( post chorus)
i know u have to go
(u have to go)
but just know to me u were my home
(u were my home)

i know u have to go (hero)

prod. caves

i've been stalking you
can i be somebody new?
waiting on a text from you
but you would never get it thru your head
and my head, 
is killing me right now
while you were chilling with your friends
and you'd never fuck around
who do i trust?
probably you, but
i dont love
no 
not since kyra, and
not since kai
not since the boy across the world
world
the first one was a test run
and the second one he wanted none
if you want me you should've kept me
and i dont know why i didnt respond to you
and now i feel fucked up
i think i fucked up.
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up
fucked up

if not, then rot.

Company

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
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lyrics:
livid..
why'd it get so tense?
tryna find the cause
just at what expense?

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

in motion, no i'm not the same
what i've chosen, was to leave the fray
so golden; but the sun betrayed
in search of yesterday

feelings fleeding fast
i've seen past the colors of this place
for what they truly say

i told my mind that night
save the pity
for every blemish on my chest confessed
that i am all but pretty

so listen here
this is all i have
let my stomach sear
it'll grow right back

but this'll be the one
could give a fuck bout if it's done

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

death is nearing tonight
give her my sight
into the tethered light

i feel my face is turning red
from the lack of having space
steady water i will tread
every step, i will retrace

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

forever stuck in an eclipse
but love the feeling of the dark
twist my head and let it spin
like the grinding in my heart

still stuck on yesterday
it just turnt out that way

relapse; decay

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - relapse; decay (nate2timez)

Sorry for the 8 month wait. This is one of favorite songs I've made and I hope you guys love it. A ton of more music soon!

tell myself I'm alright ft. Kado

Lyrics


[verse 1]

I had a feeling 
You would fold so quick when I’m dealin
Saw your heart change up like the season 
Didn’t know you could be so cold

I Took the wrong road
Made a left turn damn where did i go
Tried to watch my step like a tight rope
But i fell down and u we’re gone

[pre chorus]

Who am i to walk away when
All the words i have to lay with
Starin at me like a loaded gun

I was wrong for hesitating
Now it’s way too late to save it
Can’t believe i told myself u were the one

[chorus]

In my head, you’re all that i see
Guess i fell in love with who i thought you would be
In my head i don’t know how to think
If you’re not here to tell me what to do or how to breathe
In my head

[verse 2]

I try to make sense
How a girl like u broke a promise
Let my guard down shoulda been cautious
But i thought i knew too well

I didn’t like that
How our love just come wit a price tag
Took it all from me couldn’t fight back
Holding on to love i can’t sell

[pre chorus]

Who am i to walk away when
All the words i have to lay with
Starin at me like a loaded gun

I was wrong for hesitating
Now it’s way too late to save it
Can’t believe i told myself u were the one

[chorus]

In my head, you’re all that i see
Guess i fell in love with who i thought you would be
In my head i don’t know how to think
If you’re not here to tell me what to do or how to breathe
In my head

[bridge]

Who am i if I’m not with you girl
Who am i if i can’t find my world
Pull a match out watch it all burn
Do it again guess i won’t learn

Who am i if I’m not with you girl
Who am i if i can’t find my world
Pull a match out watch it all burn
But it’s all just

[chorus]

In my head, you’re all that i see
Guess i fell in love with who i thought you would be
In my head i don’t know how to think
If you’re not here to tell me what to do or how to breathe
In my head

In My Head

idkjack, ylm shwty - Held your Heart

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I Know You’ll Forget Me

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burden

With this song I really tried to put myself in the mind frame of someone who just got out of a relationship, but isn’t necessarily upset with their former partner, and is instead more upset with with their self for letting themself grow away from the person they once loved so dearly. 

It's out on Spotify, Apple Music, and all those other places as well if you use those platforms too!

tell myself I'm alright ft. Kado

WillV

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