I feel numb should I ease it with something permanent?..

Imma get that car and crash on autobhan at 300kmh

My mother has been dead for over a month now, i can’t take living like this. My world feels grey, more than before. I thought i was depressed before but now i can barely move, stand from my bed. go to work, go to school. I shall continue to rot in my own body

As the scars burn under the soft shower stream

13 September 2026 remember this date yall will see me on the news

The birds laughing  make me want to give on life.     Life been so hard.   I don’t remember when the last time I had PEACE

kendrick? kendrick? did you hear that kendrick?

Mindtrap

to be loved is to be changed

i tried to kill myself two days ago and no one noticed

Stream "in another life" a sequal to "see you in heaven"

https://lnk.dmsmusic.co/lochhaven_inanotherlife

released via @listen24seven

Watch on Youtube: 
https://youtu.be/BDf0HngLDU8

see you in heaven - single

see you in heaven

Stream

nothing is real tracks (soundcloud): https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/nir
all 20 NIR albums(spotify): https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6H7FT9Um7zb7aRgFbSMLX3
download: https://tidecruz.bandcamp.com/album/nothing-is-real-part-xviii

thank you for listening <3

nothing is real, part XVIII

NIR playlist 💛

make everything make sense again.

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

playlist with songs like this : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/1gBKGsn4v0dUPp9H9W7ayS?si=7Z0jHKvoRMitr27P5XmXqA
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Spotify

my little winter.

in another life - single

in another life

not recommended for listening if you have suicidal thoughts.

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/album/40njHIBZY0OnjuKEPKC9pu?si=Dgpu5ZQ9RqGJrE62MYVpCw

if you need more of this you can follow me - https://www.instagram.com/lesmusicprod/

Lyrics: 

My footsteps tread
Lie low and lone the silent dead,
Beneath the turf, beneath the mould,
Forever dark, forever cold,
And my eyes cannot hold the tears
That memory hoards from vanished years
For Time and Death and Mortal pain
Give wounds that will not heal again,
Let me remember half the woe
I've seen and heard and felt below,
And Heaven itself, so pure and blest,
Could never give my spirit rest,
Sweet land of light! thy children fair
Know nought akin to our despair,
Nor have they felt, nor can they tell
What tenants haunt each mortal cell,
What gloomy guests we hold within,
Torments and madness, tears and sin!
Well, may they live in ectasy
Their long eternity of joy;
At least we would not bring them down
With us to weep, with us to groan,
No, Earth would wish no other sphere
To taste her cup of sufferings drear;
She turns from Heaven with a careless eye
And only mourns that we must die!

derealization

DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

the morning after.

stream: https://open.spotify.com/track/2btLchuHTdHf9T128wudwu

Empty Hours

let me rot in your arms.
DISCLAIMER : This track explores themes of mental anguish and self-destruction. If you are struggling, please seek help. You are not alone.

let me rot in your arms.

The Old House Next Door.

Fallin in luv pt.2

world so empty

i have no one

peace in the unknown

Field

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my little winter.

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