produced by my friends @sxthsns and @willowindhi
i love u

//

(chorus)
ya ya
im always first to me
she tellin me dat im the worst
it honestly hurts 2 see
u act like ur hard when ur nottt
dunno what ur tryna b
she think its the end of the world
no babygirl   Thought ur over me  ?

(verse 1)
lil buddy gon throw up da peace sign
gun in the jeans
50 on the tee i
u know im top 3 aint no e,i
dgafff if u tried  it like 3 times
im watchin u try to play god
nd its funny to me cus im god
but ill b nice
im god but i sit on a throne
dis this on ma own
ya ya ya
bro idk why u tried that
i jus sit back .. let tha time pass
nigga trash lol u shld die man
hear dat bang ..  hear dat What?
lil buddy  gon throw up da 4
get shot in his head  now his brain ontha flooorrrr and
talk 2 tha  feds if u wan go to war man
talk if u wan go to war

(verse 2)
3o i lost need this to end
i cant feel love
its like damn man i cant stand it
i walk in and shoot dis whole bitch up
her new boyfriend hope he dies
talk a lot i slit his throat
shes taking over my life
i js need to let her go man
i think im way past getting help
taste the blood up on  my lips
i hope they catch me
cant control myself
cant control this gun
ill kill them all i hope it hurts
and to everyone i ever fell out with
i wish the worst man

i lost (sxth sns, willowind)

a gaze

https://solo.to/willowind

@papercuties

[lyrics]:

I remember those nights
Just like they were yesterday
I don’t really wanna fight
Cause I’m always in your way
Send my best in a letter I don’t remember writing
Cause you're gone with spring and it feels so cold like winter, I’m hiding 

Could you stay 
With me
My arms around your waist 
And the fresh moss beneath my feet
Cause I don’t wanna be lonely
I can’t forget your face
And all that we had used to be 

dont wanna waste my time 
on something ion wanna do after
youre crossing my whole mind
theres nothing i can do to keep quiet
your noise
cuz youre so hard to avoid
ignore what makes me sore
dont wanna lose control

dont text soon
i think im over the thought of you
for the first time im doing something that i can
and i dont guilt trip my head
and i wont text you back
but i wont leave you on read
im grown, youre getting there
i think of the time thats left

Could you stay 
With me
My arms around your waist 
And the fresh moss beneath my feet
Cause I don’t wanna be lonely
I can’t forget your face
And all that we had used to be 
But I don’t wanna find out again
I don’t wanna be your friend
Give me a reason as to why we should play pretend
Cause I don’t wanna be lonely
I can’t forget your face
And all that we had used to be

moss w/ papercuties

https://solo.to/willowind

prod me

lyrics:

Falling out my window 
Chasing something I’ll regret
Might not see tomorrow
Some things are better left unsaid
Looking back see nothings left
I’m spending time with you instead 
A pretty little lie in a black dress
And I can’t fathom what I’ve said

I took the long way home
I’m staring at my phone 
And the gardens overgrown
I’m tearing it down again
Every road leads back to you 
And even past all we’ve been through 
Think of all I can’t do 
And I’ll fall at your expense 

I been on my own too long
Wondering where things went wrong
And I guess I wrote a few songs
About you, hung on for a bit too long
Does it make sense when you look back?
That was so obscene, didn’t mean that
And if we pretend maybe you’ll show up 
And you can be the one that I forget

I took the long way home
I’m staring at my phone 
And the gardens overgrown
I’m tearing it down again
Every road leads back to you 
And even past all we’ve been through 
Think of all I can’t do 
And I’ll fall at your expense

overgrown

verdant

fleeting

https://solo.to/willowind

produced by @iamperto

[lyrics]:

Pushback on my instincts I feel tension
Crack down on the things I shouldn’t mention
Can’t fake me out, girl don’t need to learn my lesson
Can’t trust anything, I blame my apprehension 

Turning your back again
What a surprise
Can’t feel a single thing
Cover my eyes
Wearing your lies on your sleeve 
Felt like a fool at sixteen
Cant avoid what you can’t see

Falling back, don’t need to hide
Staring at the window like I’m traumatized 
Just call me back when you decide
He said, she said, girl just pick a side 

And Im way too far gone
And it’s been way too long
And your boyfriend he’s great and all
But I hope things go wrong
But our lives still go on
And we replay those songs 
And we dance along but it feels so wrong cause everytime you

Pushback on my instincts I feel tension
Crack down on the things I shouldn’t mention
Can’t fake me out, girl don’t need to learn my lesson
Can’t trust anything, I blame my apprehension 

Turning your back again
What a surprise
Can’t feel a single thing
Cover my eyes
Wearing your lies on your sleeve 
Felt like a fool at sixteen
Cant avoid what you can’t see

What you can’t see

tension

https://solo.to/willowind

Lyrics:

(willowind):

She got me stumblin around again
And she’ll lie to me and tell all her friends
She fuckin hate to be upfront but she not gonna pretend
And I can’t wait to feel like someone again

an I got flowers growing outta my brain
reliving memories, and going insane
and if It swallowed me whole, would you stay?
the vines twist around my arms and they break

(viridity):

havent felt like someone in so long i
this shit would be so much easier if i was gone
everything i say is so wrong
mean nothing to no one
i cant even tell what you want

no matter how much that i try
i just cannot take my
love yours hate mine
no matter how much that i try
there’s still nobody in my
that i like
it’s almost not even worth to try
did you think i would enjoy this
reliving the worst year of my life
it’s so important
i hope every single person that i love dies
and then i’ll realize that i don’t 
i think the world will change it won’t

corrupted w/ viridity

@swazyhq

lyrics:

You don't know what to say now
And everything is grayed out
You know that this shit happens every day now
Every day now

I heard the memos and I don't even wanna text you
I'm in my room, wishing that I never met you
Severed a nerve tryna figure out what ain't true
And what's a lie worth if you know that it's see-through?
Can't push through the dread
Fuckin it up cause it's all in your head
Making me sonder, I don't care what's left
Blade to the chest, fuck I'm leaving the rest

One, two, callin' me a fool, I
Criticize everything I do, I
Can't see things through
I'm wasting my days making my own tomb
One, two, fantasize bout you
Can't double down if what you say ain't true
Can't seem to see things through
I'm wasting my days making my own tomb

[Verse 2: swazy*]
Waste away the day, but I don't give a fuck, huh
When it's least expected, you gon hit me up, yeah
Ain't no, "Hey, whats up?" Like, ain't it been a month?
Fuck that, man, it's been a couple, I guess I been in a rut
Fuck it, man, it's getting rough, like, when's enough?
Know you around tryna call my bluff
Sickened mustve been disgust , i ain't never said that you isnt tough
Falling out and I'm sick of throwing parachutes
I can't wait for the day that I can say that I don't care 'bout you

epinephrine w/ swazy*

sample: https://soundcloud.com/syzymusic/take-my-energy
@gemaji

helmut lang prod shampoo1

lyrics:

I dot my i’s and cross my t’s
I’m feeling weak up in my knees
You know I’m sick of feeling nauseous 
I say you’re right and I agree
Take my hand from the debris
Can’t trust my friends, I feel too cautious 

I’m swerving down a road that I just can’t remember 
Gave me a heart attack I’m burning every ember
I feel it everywhere I go, left right and center
And I’m hiding as I bleed into September 
You smell the roses and you’re cut by his deception
Losing my mental, yeah I’m losing my direction
Quit telling lies, know you’re obsessed with your perception 
Can’t tell my friends, spreads through my chest like an infection 

You take your time like you always do
I’ll take your word, what do I see in you?
And when you wake up, do you see the truth?
Isn’t it in your head? Girl that makes two

I’m swerving down a road that I just can’t remember 
Gave me a heart attack I’m burning every ember
I feel it everywhere I go, left right and center
And I’m hiding as I bleed into September 
You smell the roses and you’re cut by his deception
Losing my mental, yeah I’m losing my direction
Quit telling lies, know you’re obsessed with your perception 
Can’t tell my friends, spreads through my chest like an infection

leftrightcenter

https://solo.to/willowind

Lyrics:

I miss it too
But we don’t talk about it
You’re gone for two 
Months, and when I think about it
Wanna see you
Can’t wait to see each other
What can I do?
I cried for a whole summer

And now you’re calling
Thousands of miles from home
I remember falling
About a year ago
Searching for something 
I don’t have it in me, I know
You think I’m bluffing
But I can’t take this no more

I’ll laugh until my chest hurts
I’ll smile until my teeth ache
Tear earth up in my sneakers
To get away from this place
Winters never been colder
I see myself in your face
I can’t stand getting older
I know that I’m just disgracing you
When I tell the truth
Like I’m supposed to do
And I’ll wait out in the snow till my hands turn blue 
And I’m talking to myself 
You know that I can’t take it

And now you’re calling
Thousands of miles from home
I remember falling
About a year ago
Searching for something 
I don’t have it in me, I know
You think I’m bluffing
But I can’t take this no more

corrupted w/ viridity

willowind

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