Name: 30mg by willow
Duration: 1 min 4 s
Description: first thing ive ever made be nice pls >w<

produced by me
mastered by @43u
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Last words ever spoken 
At the early bird detention 
An early bird who got the worm 
But never learn the lesson 
Lacerated ligaments
A body made of porcelain
Glass bones shattered 
One of gods frail instruments
The squelching ensemble your sleeves make when you turn 
If mother walked in it would make her stomach churn
Either you’ll get a burial 
Or they’ll choose to let you burn 
A heartbeat off kilter 
No solution to discern 
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A lifeless husk
A skin a sort of grey
Organs inside out
A chilling rainy day
If I mutilate’s my flesh 
One day it‘l go away 
Would you let me rest in your arms 
As I fade away 
Self inflicted burns 
Puss, infections: stinging pain 
What feelings would be evoked 
At the sight of my decay 
All of your choices
Have led to this day 
It’s too cold outside 
my little morgue is where you’ll stay

OFF KILTER KIN

kaneda7

Washed clothes they’re gonna be crimson soon
Staring out my window transfixed by the moon
They think they know me but they don’t really do
The air is hard to breathe , suffocating in my room 

You think it’s hard but it’s gonna get better 
there’s not always a light at the end of the road
Applying pressure but it keeps getting wetter 
I don’t think I know where I’m gonna go

Help me 
I cannot breathe 

I’m gonna die alone, no one to help me to the end 

I’m crying 
But no one can see

But when I meet god I won’t have to pretend 

On the phone, with my mom
While the severed vein keeps bleeding 

She can’t tell what’s wrong 
While there’s angels on the ceiling


Ghost in the hallway
Pay him no mind 
Just another anyone 
Ghost in the hallway
Pay him no mind 
Just another anyone

horrormovies

skinny ribs and bones 
my stomach’s empty and my wrists r bleeding 
bby pls help me 

i’ve laid in bed rotting for eternity 
i have a razor in my skin and i’m screaming 
the pain doesn’t stop im not getting better 
baby do u think i’m okay 

i’m not 
i don’t feel good 
bby everything’s a mess
buying new blades and i’ll put them to the test 
rip my fucking skin it means nothing to me
i’m rotted from the inside i fucking love to bleed 
yeah this body is not mine 
lay me in the woods and i’ll be alright 
stop screaming it won’t slice right 
bloody images of a decaying corpse

crimson w kaneda7

stick a needle in my flesh 
let my fucking bones rot
bby says that im fucked 
cuz i cut out my heart 
scratching at my wrists 
cuz i sliced too much
wow look at that 
isn’t it pretty how red it runs
vomit in sink bby r u staring at me 
ur pretty little eyes look like stars 

i’m shaking violently while i can’t throw up 
i’m fucking suicidal and i wear it on my heart

stalking on ur tumblr page 
bby i am not okay 
take a razor to my tongue 
kill my self on live for fun 
i’m dressed so pretty 
do u wanna kill me 
livings overrated 
cuz i feel so empty 
meet me in the backseat 
we can cut together 
fuck me in the backseat 
we can be forever 
pretty decaying princess 
pretty little witch yeah
would u die with me 
baby i just wanna kiss u 

i just want u all to me
keep u close pls don’t ever leave 

kaneda7

think I struck a vein 
My girl telling me I’m dying 
Think I’m gonna leave this earth 
Bleeding and crying 

If you really loved me you’d kill me while I’m sleeping 

Psychopathic slut you’d probably cum while I’m weeping


I know you love these scars 

Because they show you all that you’ve done 

Vodka with Xanax bars 

Yet the pain still creeps when I’m numb 



I can hear you vomit and your cries 
We’re together cuz we both need suicide 

Wrap the plastic bags on both of our heads 
And reunite as a couple on the other side 

Put ur makeup on 
And your favorite dress 
So they can come and find us dolled up pretty 
In our last letter 
To the world 
Tell ‘em that they should spare us pity

black swan w kaneda7

Produced by me 
Mastered by @43u
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Behave 
That’s what they say yet they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path you
Paved 
I think there’s a monster but we have to be brave 
Cuz nobody gets bit if they just
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Behave 
That’s what they say but they ignore your
Decay
Due to a straying to the path that you
Paved 
It’s dark and desolate just stay in the cave
Social butterflies left cocoons in ur brain
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Stop taking walks at night in a den of wolves 
A lamb a dozen they’ll enjoy wearing your wool

A ghost of 18 years, can you even see me?
Take a hammer break my feet tie me to the bed like it’s misery

A walk in the cemetery tombstones have no name 
You’ll die as a idiot if you slit your wrists in vain
A family photo but a need to crop the frame 
As you’re being beaten bloodied you should pay your thanks to Cain
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cheering and claps
You’re lying flat on your back 
Tears wiped from purple and black
Cum in your throat and you hack

A porcelain doll
I think whom’s taken it’s toll
Your hands they’re so cold
entrails feasted on by the crows 

sorry I’m weak and frail
pretty in atrophy  
Just run your hand though my hair
Oh so gently

fever dream then your cold 
Hold you till we’re old
Flowers bloom aside mold
As beauty fades in a hole 
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documentary featured in black and white
glimpses of color; skin under flashing lights
Do you see god when you look at the sky
Does he look back when it’s your candy at ‘9 

Will you hit the floor if you're falling back
Crosswords spelling die scribbled out in black
Kissing her hand, a peck to a lepper
Is there proof of a soul in her autopsy letter

DESPOILED PORCELAIN

ft @sativa2swag prod @kggn

[emo]
molly got me stuck
said id quit the drugs but im testing my luck
testing your trust
roll up gas then i spark up
always in love, 
ur my favorite one
always obsessed
pink molly water got me spinning
dont care bout the point of existing
i just make music bitch im chilling
its all real things, were all living

grinding my teeth 
bitch im geeked
its all on me
i do what i please
theres no saving
ask me bout my fit dawg i got this bitch for free
shawty want me

rolling im rolling im rolling
imma feel like shit in the morning
fuck that shit its all fuckin worth it
nothing feels like this shit its perfect

used to tell myself i was worthless
used to think everything was hopeless
i forgot my subs now im dopesick
i dont have a home but im homesick

imma fly her out for a show bitch
3rd year cs bitch i know shit
u aint hear the meaning when i spoke it
all those pills got my brain broken

[sativa]
i been geeked up all day off the fuckin molly
known to smoke an eighth hell yeah if i got it on me
jaw stickin out sideways like a fuckin zombie
catch me in that glow in the dark bape dont rock no abercrombie
im wet and i hit way fuckin hard like a tsunami 
im the cut and im bumping that nett yeah that tommy
i got way too many bitches tryna touch my fuckin body
i got way to many issues on my mental yeah i got em
yeah my opps they aint gonna do shit they music bombing
if u try and push up on me pussy boy im gonna rob u
i used to pour a couple lines out of the fucking baby bottle
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think shes should become a model
im with this bitch and yeah she bad i think she wanna go all the way
i might cop a pack and blow that bitch down all today
pink molly rock got me geekin i cant feel my face
pink molly rock god it melt away all my pain

pink molly water ft. sativa prod. kuru

@emorave :) <3
prod taylor morgan + shinju

Say you didn’t notice
Take it back 
then i left with your heart broken
My bad :(
I couldn’t explain my emotions
It’s sad
I’ll get better and i know this,
Cause i have

You were honest,
I went to the pond and thought about it
Reflecting to my core, present harnessed
To have you by my side is the best
I wanna touch your skin and kiss your neck
Everything i say, i meant


emo:

oh yuh
dont go, yuh
i cant be alone, yuh
west, thats where i wan go

dont act like you know shit
all them pills had me broke, shit
fell in love with opiates
now im up cuz kicked that shit

i dont wanna be here, shitt
it can all go downhill so quick
i wanna be more than this
dont ask bout it cuz im over it

downhill (taylor morgan + shinju)

first thing ive ever made be nice pls >w<

30mg

willow

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