Lyrics:
This town is way too small
My mind it longs for more than what I’ve seen here so far
I haven’t found where I belong, but no matter where I go I still feel this way

Cuz I just don’t seem to fit in
and in real life people aren’t as forgiving as I’d like
I’m tired of being judged and pushed away
But a normal life is not my plan for me

So I dream my dreams beyond the city limits  I won’t stop till I’m finished 
Finding out all the answers to all my pain
Cuz I forgot who I was for a moment and now I’m stuck with all this wondering
who am I really meant to be
Cuz I’m just a clown, in a white collar town, trynna figure out who I really am

People they play games, tryna stay safe in this big old world 
But I I just can’t hide
who I am it bursts out into song and dance and laughter oh

But I still don’t seem to fit in
and in real life people aren’t as forgiving as I’d like
I’m tired of being judged and pushed away
But a normal life is not my plan for me

So I dream my dreams beyond the city limits  I won’t stop till I’m finished 
Finding out all the answers to all my pain
Cuz I forgot who I was for a moment and now I’m stuck with all this wondering
who am I really meant to be
Cuz I’m just a clown, in a white collar town, trynna figure out who I really am

In the streets of Berlin, oh In California in LA I still don’t seem to fit in
In my home town or wherever I go around I still don’t seem to fit in

But I still don’t seem to fit in
and in real life people aren’t as forgiving as I’d like
I’m tired of being judged and pushed away
But a normal life, yeah a normal life, a normal life

CLOWN

What do you do when you've been shamed for who you are? Do you change and become better, or does it stay with you forever?

Lyrics:
I’m at a crossroad
Wondering where I’ll go in life
But looking back I, I regret all I was
What do I do with, what do I do with all this hurting, with all this hurting

I’m ashamed of what I’ve said and done
and everyday I hear about how I’m not good enough
what do I do with, what do I do with all this shame, with all this shame.


I don’t know where to go when the sky keeps falling down
Where can I lie my head to rest
If I try to change their minds, by doing better
Will I stay like this forever


Cuz who will I be if I can’t be myself
And where can I go to feel, to feel safe
And where do I put all, where do I put all of this pain, all this pain


I’m easily hurt by, people’s words and actions 
cuz I already feel like I’m judged and rejected.
But isolation, doesn’t fix being lonely, being lonely


So where can I go when the sky decides to fall down
Where can I lie my head to rest
If I try to change their minds, by trying a little harder
Will I stay like this forever


But who will I be if I can’t be myself
And where can I go to feel, to feel safe
And where do I put all, where do I put all of this pain, all this pain

I wanna live 
I wanna fly 
I wanna dance , and say goodbye 
to all my past, and all my pain, all my hurt, and all my shame
I wanna go into the dark and not be afraid to be myself
Oh I want to be myself

Cuz who will I be if I can’t be myself

Who Will I Be

Falling Apart

Hi there! I finally mustered up the courage to finish and "publish" my music. I am working on improving the quality of both sound and work, so let me know what you think ;) Thanks for listening!

Willoy