@mental

[ mental ]

so tell me why it hurts so bad
or why this feeling never lasts
i feel my vision turn to black
just tell me that you love me, or hate me
im having a heart attack x2

[ angel ]

I know it's been a rough day i'm falling down
when I reach the earth i wonder if you'll be around
to hold
me 
like a parachute

i'd say i'm sorry but i'm wrong and i don't wanna lose

is this what you wanted to see?
you broke me down and now i'm bleeding
on and off
i can never stress how much you set me off
think it's best that we split apart

[ mental ]

so tell me why it hurts so bad
or why this feeling never lasts
i feel my vision turn to black
just tell me that you love me, or hate me
im having a heart attack x2

heart attack +mental (spotify)

p. xtasane

angel



moving on, they say it's easy but i feel rushed
i can't seem to touch the ground, my hearts still crushed
everytime i try to talk i feel my feelings turn to dust
every day's a struggle i just need another blunt

but it makes me anxious everytime
when my mind's clear i can't feel satisfied
walk out the function i can't change the tides
everytime i lie, feel my vision extradite

i feel so awful
talk to me but don't ramble
my mind's in shambles
i'm so confused i can't find a way
but you're aware i'm still begging you to stay


i9bonsai

no i don't wna talk
it's been way 2 long
wht can i say now?
it could all go wrong

give it to yourself
i don't needa go after anyone else
i don't needa do that all again oh no
i dont wanna be stuck here and stay bound

angel

moving on, they say it's easy but i feel rushed
i can't seem to touch the ground, my hearts still crushed
everytime i try to talk i feel my feelings turn to dust
every day's a struggle i just need another blunt

but it makes me anxious everytime
when my mind's clear i can't feel satisfied
walk out the function i can't change the tides
everytime i lie, feel my vision extradite

i feel so awful
talk to me but don't ramble
my mind's in shambles
i'm so confused i can't find a way
but you're aware i'm still begging you to stay

stay +i9bonsai (spotify)

presave for spotify
 https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/ang3l5/heaven

yea life's not fair
i'd bleach my eyes and cut myself to prove that
i need a breath of fresh air
cuz this argument is pointless n we're getting nowhere 

this room is getting cloudy and the curtains closing
i know when you're upset cuz i can sense the poison
n when i'm all alone i feel my choices open
i'd rather rot in hell than face myself in heaven

this brain rot is slowly gnawing at me from the inside it's deadly
but i'm still kickin heavy until the day i'm

i don't wanna wake up after i sleep tonight
n my self hates gettin too powerful
i wish i loved myself like she did
i'm barely eatin, anemic

got some raindrops fallin on her face
and my name still plastered in her veins
if my heart stops know it still remains
in ur love lock till the day fades

heaven

heaven p. yashio

nosgov & angel - latched on

angel
my girls a little crazy psycho freak she likes to make me bleed
bloody lips, hearts been been dark for a while
shes got a scrapbook of chaos, pages soaked with a smile
if you ask her to stop then youll be met with denial

she ripped my heart out, ate it, left me bleedin on the floor 
i thought i wanted this but shit, she tearin me apart
blood on everything you'd think it was a work of art
she fucks me up but i still love her cuz she match my spark

u don't have to try to breathe, you wont breathe again
u dont have to try to see, u wont see again
every time u try to run she gone see thru the plan
knife in hand, skilled chef, u gonna be put in cans

x2

cloudii
yeah my girlfriend was a cannibal 
she ripped apart my soul
she’ll eat u up and leave no evidence of u at all
now i’m all on my own 
but my taste for blood it grows
she chewed me up and spit me out now i’m a wendigo

my nails so sharp i could rip out ur heart
every night i file my daggers 
watch me tear the world apart
my canines so sharp she said 
“please sink them into me”
i prescribe blood letting cause i luv it when they bleed

my gf is a cannibal +cloudii (p. geam)

(angel)
lets party like we aint gon get a chance to live again
i count the days to my descent it's nearin every day
think she forgot, ima pop star, i party every night
feels like a dream, heart skippin its beats, lost in ur fantasy x2

(k1lltr4sh)
I get dreams of ur dreams 
Bby I’m too fucked up 
I got the shakes I can’t sleep 
A living nightmare till I’m
Drunk
Bby I’m all sin 
Feel nothing robitussin 
Shawty stop that barking 
Turn the bass up n u love it 

(angel)
here's my prescription, lets go hit the pharmacy tomorrow
im out of adderall took x2 many now i'm boggled

don't wanna feel these fuckin maggots crawlin under my skin
ill dig this blade into my arm to numb the feeling of it

lets party like we aint gon get a chance to live again
i count the days to my descent it's nearin every day
think she forgot, ima pop star, i party every night
feels like a dream, heart skippin its beats, lost in ur fantasy x2

lost in your fantasy +k1lltr4sh (ne1ro)

pill poppers ft. squidy & kalia prod. dxnilukx

take my life +lunagrace

Entertainment w/ Clover (Spotify)

Depart w/ Clover (Spotify)

#bwa
#maidcafe

[ang3l]

get out of my head, i tried dreamin
it gets hard , i forget how to breathe in
all i do is sleep in
i keep seein shadows
n its hard to think its just in my head

so get out my bed
i tried eatin
it gets hard all i seem to do is throw it up
n ion wanna do that
u rlly good at false promises
n its hard to think its just in my head

so would u let the past go?
cuz ion know how to hold on longer
got my chat sayin L not poggers
broke me but im still not bothered

i just gotta get away for a lil bit

[blxty]

i dont know
can i leave?
made me fall
to my knees
go far
overseas
im the lock
youre the key
girl its too bad
that youre all i know (all that i know)
how can i go
miss you is what i wrote
just you is what i know



[ang3l]


yea its what i know
jealousy disguised as pure hope
n i dont rlly think i plan know copes
u got me sittin here alone with a rope
n im losing control, of all the things that i know

know im better alone, but i feel so opposed
and my hearts made of stone, in a world full of diamonds
i rlly thought youd be worth it
before my life made a turn, now i forfeit


get out of my head, i tried dreamin
it gets hard , i forget how to breathe in
all i do is sleep in
i keep seein shadows
n its hard to think its just in my head

so get out my bed
i tried eatin
it gets hard all i seem to do is throw it up
n ion wanna do that
u rlly good at false promises
n its hard to think its just in my head

in my head w/ blxty (branwen) (L not poggers)

switchin up w/ bvrden.cr (prod. aki)



you could see future in her damn eyes
saw the world stop turnin, everyone died
i got blood in my cup but its disguised
bleedin blue blood, i don't think im human anymore

anymore

id say i care but i really just dont anymore

anymore

so leave ur roses, im about to show u sum more

how tf i lose u?

just go go go

yea i can see ur lies thru
u gain the skill when ur always fuckin lied to
n why u think im tryna fight u?
i told u once all im really tryna do is bite you

i can feel my own heart break, everytime u say u care but then im replaced
i thought youd be the one id die with
but now all u got me thinkin is ur the one im dyin to

you could see future in her damn eyes
saw the world stop turnin, everyone died
i got blood in my cup but its disguised
bleedin blue blood, i don't think im human anymore

id say i care but i really just dont anymore

anymore

so leave ur roses, im about to show u sum more

how tf i lose u?

just go go go


just go! (wantima)

one in the chamber! w/ bvrden.cr

u dont care a lot about safety, it hurts me
meanwhile i been struggling with breathin
said youd be there, even in tough times
but would u keep that promise cuz im goin thru it

yea i know it hurts n u cant get away
u trusted me enough to say how u felt
n ima do my best to help u thru hell
cuz i know how it feels to be alone

n i know how it feels to be in ur dome
emotions outta control, wish u could close that door
but thats why we got eachother for support
when it gets hard, turn to me, 

n ima do my best to rlly see
really cold here, negative degrees
u got addicted to toxin, 
but ill replace ur blood with mine to show u beauties that u cant see

u dont care a lot about safety, it hurts me
meanwhile i been struggling with breathin
said youd be there, even in tough times
but would u keep that promise cuz im goin thru it

u dont care a lot about safety, it hurts me
meanwhile i been struggling with breathin
said youd be there, even in tough times
but would u keep that promise cuz im goin thru it



affirmation (koukai)

(living puff)


yeah i know

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

--

controlled demise
im stuck starin at u from the ground wish i could fly
u think id turn away from cloudy skies but its alright
ive dealt with it before i know where beauty likes to hide
cuz if u cant get past it there's no chance youll see the light

whats the point in havin sun if you dont even want it bright
know ive felt the pain before, regret not holdin on
but ive learned the best things come from movin on
come from movin on

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

its calling for me
waitin to pull me under
when it gets hard to breathe
go stare right at the thunder

so i guess,
the rain is pourin as a sign im doin
somethin right for once i feel in power

storm

 (jameer amani)

i live a fast life, nothin bout this shit ever been new to me
quick to turn ur bitch into a hoe im talking nudity
richer by the day my bread be moldy, i got blue cheese
stupid, i aint never had a job but this monopoly

yea, all i ever wanted was my wrist froze
got my money talkin to me like im schizo
red ferrari on the freeway, know its ang3l
u want a piece of me lil bro we aint the same tho

red bottoms on steppin thru the bloody crime scene
choppa gonna blow him fast as fuck, i call it lightning
talkin shit the only chance u got to fuckin spite me
keep ur story up, these bullets wanna check ur heart beat

im like a bouncer way i find him, got his ID
knock knock we gonna break in like a swat team
buddy broke as hell, he shop at aldi for some black beans
buddy broke as hell, he sniffin fent to feel some urgency

and i call myself a woman way these verses i be washing up
send his money back, cuz i dont need it, u can have the song
why im always put in spots to beef, i just want silence bruh
why im always put in spots to beef, i just want silence bruh

yea, all i ever wanted was my wrist froze
got my money talkin to me like im schizo
red ferrari on the freeway, know its ang3l
u want a piece of me lil bro we aint the same tho

fast life

https://soundcloud.com/not-paired

ang3l



(talkin to her like i just can't get enough)

hop in the whip n we cruisin
she likin the way i be fluent
drippin like fiji, im fluid
maskin the way that i do it
i turned my dream into a lucid
u got the L ur a loser
i put that bitch right in the cooler
she wanted too much of the pool, step back

diamonds on my teeth so when i smile that flash be shinin
she said she aggressive, good thing that i want a lion
whole fit cost a rack im more expensive than a client
step into the club these bitches know im here to buy it

and i got expensive taste
4 richard milles each 1 of my limbs they know whats the date
flippin the shit i just bought i just doubled on real estate
she want attention im sorry girl i just cant step on the brakes (too much money to make)

diamonds on my teeth so when i smile that flash be shinin
she said she aggressive, good thing that i want a lion
whole fit cost a rack im more expensive than a client
step into the club these bitches know im here to buy it

snaffu:

Bitch in my face
Tell her dont play no games
Step up, then you might get stained
Blessed up, cross on my chain
Crashout if you in my lane
Talk pay when you got that pape
In the trap i jump like Ja
Post up, ill dunk like James

Big talk might lose your jaw
Small talk might lose your chain
Big 3 i aint in no paint
Dont trip i might show late
My lane stay out the way
Want pape, i dont take praise
One sec i might take 5
Leave me alone bitch i need space

Standby she might give dome
Good za i feel at home
Hey brody what you on?
Holup ima put you on
Few snakes i mow the lawn
Its time to get em gone
I make them float like swan 
Bitch you know im the one

buy it! w/ snafu! (shango)

i could be away from this whole scene and still stay on the top
ice be freezing so much think im in the north way i be up
spendin all this money, i dont check my wallet, got enough
matter fact i do not know my net worth, but i run this block

spazzin for a second, i forgot my worth
this whole hustle aint a hustle, this a jog for real
matter fact this aint a jog, this a whole ass walk
but im still out pacin bitches, fuck a damn facade

met this fag online he got pissed at me, said he want my addy
ok i got the numbers here but ion know the country
properties acrost the world, dont know where i woke up
how the fuck you gonna track me if im on a boat

losin my mind this money drivin me a little wild cuz i dont know how to handle this wealth
im finna blow it all on nice clothes, and act like i dont know anyone at all

spiralling conscious

got my boots on, rick and owen they some twins in the twin city fuckin on these bitches, liz and lin
and the club goin crazy every time that i step in
and the bud goin crazy, all this smoke that i inhale
got a forest fire in my own lungs, worse than cali

yea

my home on a island in its maui, in hawaii just to see me face to face u gon need fly out, thats a bummer
cuz ur broke asf and u cant even pay for ur own lunches
i would keep on talkin shit but all ill say is good luck, after summer

if the drugs aint first
i think the sidewalk on my street has less cracks than u smoke
and i got money in my piggy bank, its more than u own
i fuel my ego with the gas that i inhale thru my throat

i could be away from this whole scene and still stay on the top
ice be freezing so much think im in the north way i be up
spendin all this money, i dont check my wallet, got enough
matter fact i do not know my net worth, but i run this block

spazzin for a second, i forgot my worth
this whole hustle aint a hustle, this a jog for real
matter fact this aint a jog, this a whole ass walk
but im still out pacin bitches, fuck a damn facade

PEAK! (onesheid & pavelmazik)

i'm borderline, aint this a clusterfuck?

why i gotta pour my heart out if im met with disgust
im tryna do my best to please you but im wastin my time
you're self destructing, i can see it, i see thru that disguise
its crazy how much u could put me thru n id still comply

i love you, honestly i wish that i could speak to your eyes
id meet you at the spot with flowers, u could smell, they'd be nice
u try to downplay ur mistakes, im here to tell u the truth
i feel rejection everytime that u ghost, this is bad

but honestly i think its fine cuz im so used to this shit
id give you love that you could never dream its just so intense
i know its toxic, but whats perfect? i just want you to know
that u could shoot my fuckin heart out and id still be controlled

u seem to think that every problem that comes up is ur ex
i know its hard, but every thought i have is just to protect
and even if your walls are high i know they're just ur defense
id never hurt you, not on purpose, if i do id reflect

cuz every choice i make comes from my desire, to feel seen
i had it rough, i grew up hard i feel like you could agree
i know u prolly did aswell but i am not here to judge
why does everybody smart always seem to die young



btw, id still give you flowers

rotwithme.mp3 (1stress)

this aint it
im calling 
to you when you're fallin

all i need
to serve you
is patience, i feel heartache

when i can't 
when i can't 
when i can't 
when i can't 

when i can't 
when i can't 
when i can't 
when i can't 


hold on
hold on
hold on
hold on

this aint it
im calling 
to you when you're fallin

all i need
to serve you
is patience, i feel heartache



i need a woman like erika kirk (QUITAII)

im the king of every city that i walk into 
my fits be causin stares n ion even got a reason to entertain these bitches glares
they jealous of me cuz im livin with arrogance
yea im livin w arrogance
this 556 gonna treat him like a pet put down
all 5 phones on me ringin like

who keep callin
who keep callin?

my time spent well
u gotta earn it

run this town i
run every town get back
im fixin
back im fixin

ya
im drivin the boat
runnin my money up so damn much but i still aint rlly got goals
they keep tellin me focus on 1 damn thing but i just want more
fuck a import why bother, i want the new v8 by ford

who keep callin
who keep callin?

my time spent well
u gotta earn it

run this town i
run every town get back
im fixin
back im fixin

who keep callin
who keep callin?

my time spent well
u gotta earn it

run this town i
run every town get back
im fixin
back im fixin

CALLIN (nerfjayy!)

cigarettes and things that kill me
keep the stress at bay
i wonder how you'll feel one day when
death meets me, arranged

cuz i cope 
with constant fears youll leave
but then i do it first
and i know 
nothing i say right now 
will cover up my worst

cuz i feel so dumb
and stupid 
and i can't run
from you 

so i front my pain 
with medication, 
its sad, but true

i just want love
when pain comes i get too scared, run away and bruise

i fear what life may bring to me if i get too close to you

cigarettes and things that kill me
keep the stress at bay
i wonder how you'll feel one day when
death meets me, arranged

cuz i cope 
with constant fears youll leave
but then i do it first
and i know 
nothing i say right now 
will cover up my worst

cuz i feel so dumb
and stupid 
and i can't run
from you 

so i front my pain 
with medication, 
its sad, but true

i just want love
when pain comes i get too scared, run away and bruise

i fear what life may bring to me if i get too close to you





too close to the sun

ANG3L X SHIYOKO - HEART STOPS (OLD REUPLOAD)

when im alone i feel nothin but guilt
for trustin u x4

who owns u? i know that u aint nothing special
u lie all the time and expect my follow
am i to blame when u get distant?
girl im insane, but u can fix it

when im alone i feel nothin but guilt
for trustin u x4

she said this doesn't seem new to me, i know
i got a list of victims i had controlled

i said this doesn't seem safe for me, i hope
that if u waited here, i would never go

are you scared? good
my mind a void
that bitch is nothin but a toy

she said im smart
a genius
u have her now
next year, we'll see

who owns u? i know that u aint nothing special
u lie all the time and expect my follow
am i to blame when u get distant?
girl im insane, but u can fix it

cuz when im alone i feel nothin but guilt
for trustin u with the gift of travelin off
i want to eat u alive got her blood on the floor
and i dont even bother cleanin it, my victims are stored

she said this doesn't seem new to me i know
i got a list of victims i had controlled

i said this doesn't seem safe for me, i hope
that if u waited here, i would never go

she said this doesn't seem new to me i know
i got a list of victims i had controlled

i said this doesn't seem safe for me, i hope
that if u waited here, i would never go

when im alone i feel nothin but guilt
for trustin u x4

NEVER GO! (Aki) 🦇🦇🦇🦇🦇

i kinda like it a lot x8

they don't understand where im comin from
i medicate myself just to feel numb
they're quick to judge but i couldn't give a fuck
they talk about me bad like i deserve it all

i kinda like it a lot x8

and she like thinkin she know
i told her i wouldn't go
addicted to what she caused
i kinda like it a lot

im smokin more every day
i know my lungs gonna pay
i dont fear death anymore
i kinda like it a lot

OVERDOSE WITH ME

prod. everestdidthis

i'm losing myself to the thoughts in my head
you're losing yourself to the silence you fear
there's nothing i can say to you, i fear
i wish you were here, i wish you were here

i'm holdin onto memories we once shared
i hope u see the best in me when i'm scared
don't let it consume you
don't let it consume you
i wish you were here, i wish you'd get

comfortable with bein vulnerable
i want to bear ur emotions 
i want to bear ur emotions 

i wish you'd get

comfortable with bein vulnerable
i want to bear ur emotions 
i want to bear ur emotions 





firewatch

your pictures on my home screen so everytime i wake up i get to see ur face 
and it's not a bad thing
i wish u were happy
i wish i could see u smile more 

everytime i say sum nice to u i just want u to know i care
and everytime we fight know it kills the inside of me

there's a reason that roses grow on vines with thorns
the same reason that when ur gone i want u more

your pictures on my home screen so everytime i wake up i get to see ur face 
and it's not a bad thing
i wish u were happy
i wish i could see u smile more 

your pictures on my home screen so everytime i wake up i get to see ur face 
and it's not a bad thing
i wish u were happy
i wish i could see u smile more 


home screen (michael harrison)

it gets real
when i get on the line
hella fashion in our line
hella profit in our blood
when i fuck her hurt her spine

and i can't read her mind,
but i can read the room
know i didn't do the best
but i know i told the truth

can u blame me for the past?

can u blame me for the past?

and im not tryna be a dick
but there are levels to this shit
and u can say i need a fix
and u can say that

it gets real
when i get on the line
hella fashion in our line
hella profit in our blood
when i fuck her hurt her spine

and i can't read her mind,
but i can read the room
know i didn't do the best
but i know i told the truth

can u blame me for the past?

can u blame me for the past?

call my girl a beatle way i love her we in '67
and i be old-school don't fuck with none of these new metas
i need a face to love not a book to read
so fuck these texts u send
you need to talk to me

cuz this is US not the U.S.
u need to let ur walls down
and find a different way to keep these other bitches out

im grateful that she cut me off and not up
i guess that was the highways job and thats why ur mad

it gets real
when i get on the line
hella fashion in our line
hella profit in our blood
when i fuck her hurt her spine

and i can't read her mind,
but i can read the room
know i didn't do the best
but i know i told the truth

can u blame me for the past?

can u blame me for the past?













i make u feel alive (prod. vodka x ang3l)

KNEEL ft. Bvrden.CR (ang3l)

narcissistic cannibal
@angeltanks discord (inq)

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