Lost Stars

The Scientist Cover

I love you too much cover

Just a little bit of your heart (cover)

I'm so sorry if i sounded bad, I'm very sick hahaha and I still had to do this cause people haha and I really wanna finish this song that I've been writing for forever. So I hope you adore it, you don't have to but you know,a little love is better than none.

And if you're wondering what's with the "last song" it's the last song i'm going to write for someone and you probably know who that is, anyway anyway I hope you still kinda like this. :) Stay Wonderful.

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STARS (The Last Song)

i hope when you look up at the stars you'll remember
my heart's been waiting for almost forever
can't you hear the sound of my voice
or are you held back with useless noise

i'd still wallow in the dusk of your heart
and tell you i'm not afraid of the dark.
the sky isn't always pitch black
so i hope you try to look back.

** you see darling, i'd collect all these pieces
to form constellations and plant some lovely kisses
to light your way back home
so come home, please come home

and when i gaze above, its your eyes they resemble
i cant help, in your memories i crumble
i'm still writing love poems on the parts of you
that you can't stand and rather choose to argue

* don't put our rain kisses into the forgotten
please don't let our memories go rotting
don't put our rain kisses into the forgotten
our memories go rotting



STARS (The Last Song) Original

....
i can't sleep.
....

hey,

i know it's been such a mess, all the things that we've been through and we haven't talk in a while but i want you to know that i've been doing a lot of thinking lately and i want you to know that i miss you, i really do. honestly, it's been really tough just how loud the world is with all these voices that doesn't seem to matter when all i just wanted to hear is your sleepy voice when you say good morning and now its just me waking up next to an empty space that you should be in. most of the time, i try to forget that you ever existed  because it's easier lying to myself that i live in a world without you in it but there's never a day that you haven't been on my mind, i see you everywhere the places where we used to go, and the places i want you to be in, all those tiny remarks and just a little something that would remind me of you no matter how tiny and simple it is. we had all the reasons why it has to end, and yours is as valid as ever but i'm always going to wonder why did we have all these useless reasons that we didn't need back at the start when we fell in love and there's a part of me that just craves to kiss you again, to hold you again, to love you again. i guess what i'm saying is just i hope you're happy, i hope you're doing well, i hope you find the love that ours couldn't be. but just a little part of me hopes that you still remember what it's like to have the love without all the reasons and how i poured all that i had just for you and that maybe, just a little bit... you miss me too.

music: Kai Engel - Morning Placidity

12 a.m

can't stop playing this song

instrumental: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vj0rmHSadW8


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