(part three: i feel like you been slipping away, you haven’t texted back in a while, am i being too annoying double texting you while your busy? im ready to commit now but i dont think you feel the same way about me anymore. it affects my life drastically, you dont even know i love you. i truly feel sick)

lyrics: 

its been like 19 hours

so sick to my stomach when ur away from me
away for so long i got tired of believing 
that youll really ever need me like i need u
tears fall on my bed dont know what to do

so sick in my stomach when ur away from me
away for so long i got tired of believing 
that youll ever ever ever need me like i need u
tears fall on my bed dont know what to do
tables turning now u cause all my pain
how cannot u see ur filling my life with some rain
got scar on my eye forever from u like a stain
and i guess i’ll never heal seems you’ll always be this way
those pretty brown eyes they’re driving me insane
they’re driving me to the point i wanna blow my brain
u have no idea
how badly im in love
id give up forever just to feel ur fucking touch
just to forget you girl id date anyone 
but i guess i’ll kill myself bc ur the only one
for me for me
girl why cant u text me?
im tired waiting
lost my conscience dont know what im saying
so sick to my stomach when ur away from me
away for so long i got tired of believing 
that youll ever ever ever need me like i need u
tears fall on my bed dont know what else to do
(she left same day i made these lyrics)

sick to my stomach (ash left me pt 3) prod sedate

(part one for ……) the beginning of our toxic relationship

lyrics:
heather, heather do you hear me
say it again, say it again dont fear me
say its a friend just a friend not nealry
your scared for our future i see it cleary
i know i fucked up i got no one to love
i spend all my nights here your the only one
id grab the rope for you the knife girl id grab a gun
i cut my self like 20 times last night u cannot ever run
i stalk u at your fucking church girl im so in love
we went to turnabout
our love it turns around
we break up get back together 
likes theres no other route
we’ll probably kill each other by the end theres no doubt
your my veronica in heathers i guess im jd now
you ruined my life
forgot my memories
now all im good for is making melodies
who wouldve thought wed turn to enemies 
now all you are, your just a no one
you cut me so deep
you got my throat cut
and im waiting for your text
can you unblock me
you think that you know who i am
well its not me

heather ft. sedate

lyrics:
being with you just makes me wanna die
i can’t really listen to ur pretty little lies anymore
and that’s what she said to me
and now if we break up that’s the end you’ll hear from me

being with you just makes me wanna die
i can’t really listen to ur pretty little lies anymore
i drop down to the floor
she told me she don’t like me
then i call her a stupid whore
and she thinks i’m an asshole
she don’t know i’m on death row
i know i might die soon
everything i’m entitled too
it’s gone
if you fucking leave me then i’ll fucking kill myself
been talked to too many girls i don’t want nobody else but you
lobotomize my brain
you make me go insane already
i just want to fuck already
take her eyes like coraline
you can’t leave ur always mine
i’m a losing dog and you done bet on me
endless gallery 

being with you just makes me wanna die
i can’t really listen to ur pretty little lies anymore
and that’s what she said to me
and now if we break up that’s the end you’ll hear from me

pretty little lies prod deadaux sedate

lyrics:

shawty wanna fuck, i just wanna hang
i'm gonna hang my fucking self if she won't be my bae
can you tell me what you need
tell me what you chase
i'll only like her, take her eyes out her face
she feels just like molly, makes me wanna die
she don't know where i'm at
she don't know when i cry
don't know where my head at i be fucked up sometimes
but i know she gets took back listen to pretty lies

gomi:
me and her we just fuck
we don't ever go on dates
she got slits on her thigh
i know that she love to play
she gonna listen and obey
every word that i say
she be on her fucking knees every time she misbehave
running up, getting bands, she want me to be her man
i don't really understand, why she always wanna chat
off the molly, she gonna dance
when i'm stuck in a trance
shawty take off them pants

no date w/gomi

made this right after our break up, this song gives me nightmares :(

every night i cry for you
why you lie to me
you said you loved me
woke up and your gone
we slept in the same bed
tell me what i did wrong bae
i got 14 cuts on my arms with this song bae
why’d u burn me baby you didn’t have to
you said i’m too possessive 
what’s that gotta do with us
2x

burn me prod neofanstaia (mara's song)

lyrics:
i feel so far gone
you took way too long
would you kill yourself for me
stab me in the back and then burn me
can you tell me why
you want me
discard me and %#!$ me
take me down the road
so my screams they can't hear
no one knows
it's not fair
the way you treat me
take my eyes so i can't see things
lobotomize me, can't feel things 
degrading all my feelings
slits on my wrist skin peeling
i take your heart till i die
if you go, kill myself tonight

kill yourself for me (m0rgue)

djmix by me,sprinks+m0rgue
prod deadaux+sedate
cover by dani kiyoko

laceypetshop.exe ft. sprinks ##1692 prod ME + SEDATE

s'il te plaît, pardonne-moi, nous ne sommes pas parfaits. laissons nos moments s'épanouir à nouveau

embrasse-moi <3

prod sedate

lyrics:
so hard to communicate 
plz say you won't be late
cuz i’m on my last string

like oh my god
can’t believe i did that
like oh my god
must’ve hurt you so bad
like oh my god
your the best i ever had 
like oh my god 
can i move on from my past
girl i hope you can forgive me
because i did some things that i can’t live with
oh my memory’s bad 
but you i can’t forget
your the closest to heaven that i’ll ever get
wanna roll in ur blood, wanna give you a kiss
ur the reason i wanna die and the reason i wanna live
so give me the chance let’s dance and reminisce 
no i’m not a perfect person, there’s things i shouldn’t have did
like oh my god
can’t believe i did that
like oh my god
must’ve hurt you so bad
like oh my god
your the best i ever had 
like oh my god 
can i move on from my past

oh god :(

aime-moi

maraphernelia

je peux être ton petit ami psychopathe
i can be ur psycho boyfriend :)

lyrics:
now im so insane and ur skin turning
 ๑ˊ﹏ˋ๑ 
blame me for problems @$&!? you don’t deserve me

made me a pyscho girl it’s concerning 
blame me for everything you don’t deserve me
  (๑-﹏-๑) ɞ̴̶̷꒱♡
baby @!$# me till i bleed then u go and stab me
i don’t wanna go if ur not there
no matter much i hate you, know it’s unfair
and i miss my heroin (you)
got me itching hair
i don’t wanna love
but darling can you take it back?
can you take my heart and eat it
tell me it’s your snack ´﹏`
cut my eyes out 0_0 fill up all the emptiness 
give you a reason to live
ur psycho boyfriend :)
and i can’t kill myself cuz there’s still a chance
so i sit in my room waiting for your text
now im so insane and ur skin turning
blame me for problems @$&!? you don’t deserve me
but i'll let you have me

psycho boyfriend prod. sprinks

my sacrifice for mariah.
my mara

lyrics:
I'd give my self as a sacrifice if that means I'll hold your hands tonight
oh my god oh my god (oh god)
oh my god oh my god (oh god)

mariah:
why can't you ever be by yourself
you always need me
I can't do this shit anymore

I can't have you
but I can't stay away
can't stay away from the drugs
and the mistakes that I make
I can't always say sorry
the abuse that I've paved
the hate she had in her diary
builds up the pain that I have in me
I'd give myself as a sacrifice if that means I'll hold your hands tonight
oh my god oh my god (oh god)
oh my god oh my god (oh god)
oh my god oh my god (oh my god)
oh my god oh my god (oh my god)

oh god can you please save me
from the problems in my head
so I can treat mariah better. FUK THIS WHORE FUK THIS SONG LYN CUNT

mariah's sacrifice

zombie romance x_X

lyrics: 
why can't you ever be by yourself
you always need me
and i can't do this
you can't see me
we can't even kiss
i'm a ghost to you what don't you understand

bae i carved your initials into my hand
so i can see you until i can't 
cut my legs off to feel your touch i don't care to stand
why can't i
ever be by myself
you always need me and i can't do this
cry my brains out til i feel stupid
got my eyes out
bae i feel like coraline ๑0_o๑
i don't think sally wants her jack this time :(

cut myself for every promise that u made to me
im a zombae i guess its meant to be
now ur posterz on ur wall they'll be me
wanna be ur ghost to u you'll never see me

why can't you ever be by yourself
that's what u said to me
but now you feel bad
gut my ribz out 
i can't feel shit
ur a ghost to me
what don't you understand ๑•᎑<๑

im a star now (understand) xxxx
i done changed alot now oooo

why can't you ever be by yourself prod. sedate

late valentines drop
i can’t believe i made this ab a cheater i was so dumb
happy bday mariah, hope you burn in hell with him

prod harlot

i can't forget ur face
there's no other girl to replace
you (you)
i watch u sleep
u watch me die
girl in my dreams
i know ur close
open up my eyes i see u there
anytime i think i see u there
haunted by ur love
taking all these drugs
i can't enough
so baby put me to rest
feel ur heartbeats in my chest
(i feel you)

come back to me ;(

girlinmydreams

Should Lacey give up ? 
Can you help her ?

U said i lov u bad
but im afraid to cry
ik i make U mad but
let me Make it right
just let me be alone
just let me be alone this time
& when i talk to u i sWear to god i wana die
yes im a monster
afraid and alone
im a monster 
leaV me alone
im a monster 
watch yo tone 
I’m a psycho yea ik
Like I’m the worst I always fold
Gave you my heart you turned to stone
I have your heart I turned to gold

winona: 
i dont
want tO forgiVe myself
do i GiVe uP?
no rEason to live in This heLL
this house is screaming everynight and everyday :(
****** in the ******** dont want to go that way
woke up and i lost my soUL 
another host i have to throw
these pRetty little dReamS might just becomE my Own
mY pretty little Nightmares might become reality
i swear i dont want to work FoR HIM
God, why do U stab at me

m0rgue:
U said i lov u bad
but im afraid to cry
ik i make U mad but
let me Make it right
just let me be alone
just let me be alone this time
& when i talk to u i sWear to god i wana die
yes im a monster
afraid and alone
im a monster 
leaV me lone
im a monster 
watch yo tone 
I’m a psycho yea ik
Like I’m the worst I always fold
Gave you my heart you turned to stone
I have your heart I turned to gold

pretty little nightmare ft m0rgue prod deadaux sedate

we made it at the BnB 

taKe HeR EyEz LiKe She CoraLine
liVing liKe star now Still WaNa Die
WaNa die WaNa Die WaNa die 
FuK my Life Fuk my Life Fuk my Life
no its Not my fault that she Want me
Bae dont LooK here too Ugly
posterZ on ur wall Im ur gore Zombie
Bae I WaNa know if u eVer Kiss a zombie
And if u die Ima kiss ur body
Cuz ain’t no one wants to love This psychO
Now ur stuck With me go where I go
I have my Knife have ur eYes closed
Cuz everyone kNows that I like those ;)
Keep ur eyes in a Jar
Told you that I’m a psycho

CoraLINE (slayton kamalei isaiax winona)

lacey cant die ft. m0rgue

a man who makes a beast out of himself gets rid of the pain of being a man .

lyrics
i cant feel my legs
I can’t feel you
i cant kill myself
I don’t know what to do with you
i cant feel my legs
I can’t feel you
i cant feel my head
Let’s go for round 2
tell me who you wanna be
&& who you killed too
Know i love you but you hate me
blood all over my head like I’m Carrie 
im more than a ghost ihauntu you , you can’t bury me

my morals leaving my soul forever 
lydia can see ghosts like me so did Winona kill too
I cant find my head can you forgive me my lord I didn’t mean to hurt them
Oh no

story: battle with psycho personality

cant feel my legz prod irisu

wind me up and I’ll work for you

lyrics
im your toy
you can wind me up
control me i wont let go
sold my soul just to meet you
always stay with me but they cant see you
i cant take this pain
i might die alone
God take this soul away from me
i got skeletons in my closet
they cant $&@?#%! solve it
body i dissolve it
hiding $@&!# in my basement
my body filled with hatred 
bae im losing patience 
so obsessed ill kill
nightmares really do come true
nightmares really do come true 


I don’t feel alive 
I don’t even wanna wake up
you just watch me die 
bedsheets soaked in my blood 
too late 
scars all on my face 
no pain 
I don’t wanna wake 
and it’s too late bleed out with my vein split 
push em all away I don’t wanna fake it
you tell the same lies jus wanna hurt me all the time 
emptiness inside there was never life inside my eyes

wind up doll ft. ch2rms, marceline prod. sedate

comebackimnotdoneplayingwithu

left for nthing thought i was someone
left for nothing, thought i was someone
u left me for nothing thought i was someone
someone to u
take my heart out my chest
the circus tore us apart
u gave me my scars
im a deer can u hunt me?
ive been so fuked up lately
u ran from me am i scary?
can u burn and carve me?
yayayaya
looking at ur face 
i can tell ur lying
tell another lie im ending my life
taking so many drugs to get u out my head
i cant get rid of the thought put me in my death bed
am i just an online loser
just another deer to throw away
im a doll u can sew my cuts bae
i thought i meant something to u
why do i mean NOTHING
do u know what u mean to me

thecircusrippedusapart

look me in the eyes
tell me what u see
ima take ur eyes
put them in my jar
cutting off ur legz 
u not running far
im crying on the ground
how did i get these scars
im a psycho baby
u could never see me (coming)
wana be ur ghost
so u could never leave me

turn you inna ghost
so u wont evr go
im a murderer
baby ur a psyhco
gonna murder you
so u wont ever kno
gonan rip off ur skin
turn u into doe

i got 5 personalities
which one do u want
im a ghost of a deer
youll die if u come near
im a bunny wipe my tears

poke out my eyes
so i can never see
my brain so messy 
i need a labotomy
im so fcking crazy
lets do a blood ritaul
turn you into stone
they call me medusa
stab u in the heart 
show you what im made of
dont think im capable
well beilve it
make a stradgy
im so strategic
do whatever
for you to stay sick

ur eyez r mine ft. 2doll prod me

@oscni @xokimono

just like a deer, just like a doll
can u cut me up, can you sew me up 
ever since u left i got hella cuts
cut myself 20 times i cant get enough
if i kill myself right now would u know?
would u find out, feel it in ur soul?
just like a deer, throw me away
im just dead, who cares anyway

aprildeer ft xokimono (osani)

winter naturescross

deadaux:
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
cigarettes burn my skin
why God, cant i win
she put a stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
fell asleep cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die 

oyrx:
walking round my town i dont rlly know nobody
i dont wanna be nobody, wanna be somebody
joint smoked up, ash burn on my skin
every day is pain and im struggling to live

deadaux:
pull my hair all out
locked inside my head idk whats wrong

oyrx:
u dont even care bout my heartache
ill die slow
i got this feeling in my stomach when u talk tho
n ill js smoke all my weed n pack my bowl when i get low
sometimes i think abt shit that happened 5 years ago
no matter the time i still got scars on my wrist
some days i wake up alrdy pissed
every chance that i missed, i wish that i'd go
now im focused on getting more dough ooooooo

deadaux:
stake in my heart but im not a vampire
can u stitch me back up im a doll just crying
they threw away my key im locked in my dollhouse
wake up cant speak they sew my mouth
i cant see anything they cut out my eyes
im just a doll that wants to die

im not a vampire ft. oryx

i have the devils eyes
but i was born from God
bae can u take my hand
ill help ur suicide
i want u to poke my skin
i want to be euthanized
show me what romance is
ill love u if ur dead or sick
roll in ur blood my skin
baby i can tell ur scared
well try to stay with me
ill make all ur fucking dreams (come true)
and if u go, find my blood i sink
i dont want u go
ur the only way i see
God i must confess
i messed up all her gears
the way she hit me
i must be a deer
like its coraline
i need u to stay here
if u go ill die
ur my puppeteer


dollphernelia (sedate)

piece of me dies every time

lyrics
i jus Wana die
come and take me
come and rip my skin
baby rip it Open
i might sell my soul
end up on Death row
Love you like a zombie
never eat ur brainz
i can be ur pretty girl but you make me feel insane
"look Me in the Eyez
tell me what u see"
buttons in my eyes baby I can’t see
can u tell me
ever love a zombie?
they take my love
they wan copy
you could never steal
Cuz you don’t understand me

tell me who i #&@$%?#% killed
i cant #&@$%?#% feel
baby i don’t know what’s my deal
i cant feel my head cant feel for real
i got five personalities inside me
all this dark pain taking over me
but
I gotta live for my brother sedate
i cant die it can never be too late
gotta lead for the 1692
mental alyssum they crazy niggas too
i can’t die 3x
live a lie don’t live a lie
11/20/24


porcelain doll
a little child has
cracked your skull
your tears like
beads of amethyst
your lips for years
have not been kissed
the cracks have filled
with dust and mold
your soft shy heart
has turned so cold

buttonsforeyes prod irisu

when i look inside the mirror i dont see me
when i look at ur picture
thats where im supposed to be :(
if i could kill myself
and return
thats what i do cuz
hearing u ur my lie
u already rip my soul
into pieces
the man i want to be
dont think i can be it
im a zombie
we both know that
ill die soon
we both know that :(

are you even worth living for

Zombiethatmightdie

name is winona 
say it three times in the mirror

deadaux

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