made this in like 30 minutes because i cannot make aCTUAL music and am a waste of skin

MUSICIAN

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Beakfeet - Portal (kiiri Remix)

To Disappear Instrumental

"dental_anesthesia"

this project was sooo fun ty logan and rowan for helping me bring it to life🖤🖤🖤

lyrics:
wide awake while my city dreams
remembering how the sky had turned pink
but now it's inky like my thoughts
i lay in bed while they make my brain rot
and by the time i can fall asleep
it's the next day the night's gone in a blink
lying awake or am i asleep?
the days are the same
and i don't know what to think
what happened to me yesterday?
will tomorrow be okay?
my lips have nothing else to say
it doesn't matter anyway
when the sun rises 
i sink into my mind
as if the stars had never fallen from the sky
surrounded by all 4 walls
they're closing in
will they fall?
why do i feel so out of place?
lost in my mind im lost in space 
and by the time i can fall asleep
it's the next day the night's gone in a blink
when the sun rises
i sink into my mind
as if the stars had never fallen from the sky

city's asleep

fredlaugh5.wav

it's been 7 months of semi-silence, i want to thank everyone who's stuck around :) yall are great

uni is going great, i loveeee studying music

hope everyone is doing amazing <3

-ebu

mirage

(Noah &) "The Whale"
28/10/23 - 05/03/24

The name comes from the band "Noah and the whale" which is a band me and my mother like

This song has taken the longest to figure out in terms of meaning, it's pretty weirdly structured, very chaotic, vague, but still wholely sincere
and then it hit me: this song is about my mother, alot of the characteristics of this song really come from her personality and I guess in a sense it's written about our relationship
I love my mother, she's one of the most chaotic, unapologetically "themself" people, and I owe a lot of things I like about myself to her, and I guess I underestimated how much influence she could have in my own art.
I struggled figuring out a name or identity for this track for so long, and I remember going to the shop with my mother and she made a random throwaway comment saying "I wonder if you sat here long enough if you would see everyone you'd have ever met?" and that just hit me really hard and I wrote it down as fast as I could.
In terms of lyrics it's less connected to parents and mothering, but a lot of that notion of sitting in one place and actually seeing everyone you've ever known, and that space inbetween reminiscing and when another person would come along, and how hard we try to avoid confronting ourselves and our own flaws, or even mortality in a sense? the latter half is more linked into parenthood and growing up in general, realising in the space between how your childhood has died, and that all the younger versions of you have died along with it, and you sort of "shed" yourself each and every day, leaving traces of past yous behind, but it doesn't get any lighter, and you still learn new things about yourself, like how much you love your parents, and realising that they were never "bad" parents, they were just trying their best; and there's nothing more you could ask of them than that.

LYRICS:

And they say "if you sit in one place long enough, you'll see everyone you've ever known"
Well I've seen everything and everyone I know

Are you scared of what's inbetween?
(Can I get what I want?)
And I'll move mountains from their place
(will you?)

And the sky is mourning
the death of your childhood
(reflection)

there's mould growing, on my walls again
there's mould growing on my walls again
am I supposed to be grateful?
am i supposed to be grateful

Little Faith

The Whale

Get Good

basically inure 2

have a look at alt art for WWA :nail_care:

Something, Anything

former hero - in lieu (beakfeet flip)

I'm just an abstract producer.

Important: if you want to remix / cover / edit any of my songs contact me at this email (wintersheep.collabs@gmail.com), it will be amazing.

"dental_anesthesia"

WinterSheep // ΔCatfish

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