An instrumental jam song. Where would it go sonically? and behold this is what happened. Was gonna throw vocals on it but not feeling it. Anyways, this is the first demo from my solo project "Wintersett".  If you enjoy what you're hearing please drop a like and be sure to check the other projects I've been working on! (:

A Broken Light (Demo)

Released this on FB in July of 2018, we decided to remake it for TLT so I took it down but we changed it a little so here's the original solo project version.  
It's lyrics are a suicide note. These were my last creative words as #deadname.

- LYRICS -
Firstly, an apology for atrocities unspeakable
The amount of pain, sadness, and heartbreak this is unforgivable. 
The only thing that you need to know, is that you've all caused this. 
Especially, including mainly myself is the culprit
I want continue sitting here and point fingers
However, the true problem resides within my own selfish figure 
The pain has become unbearable, I just want to end it
Tremendous brokenness, self-hate, and guilt reside within me
Constantly blaming others for problems I've created
I've lost all sense of social skills, my future has been decimated 
Striving for education, a gifted mind wastes away
Getting blamed for every problem and now it's getting old today. 
Too much time to dwell
The doctor stays away from crazy people who don't wish to tell

It's not to say I've never asked for help, that's not the truth at all
It's really kind of sad that while I rest, you get to fall

Death has become the only option, for i'm a menace if I survive tonight
Quickly it was approaching, for I must pay for my crimes
Paranoia haunts my thoughts, keeps me up at night
While longing voices always try to persuade me to take my own worthless life
The doctor stays away from crazy people who don't wish to tell

It's not to say I've never asked for help, that's not the truth at all
It's really kind of sad that while I rest, you get to fall

I haven't had the will or energy to do anything not even eat or meditate
It's been like this for months, I'm losing weight, I always disassociate
The end is truly near, you better believe that my heart fears
Yet at the same time, it's coercing happy tears
I thank you all for the good times, and the past.
Time is harsh, and so are words, 
so these are my last

Death (Demo)

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