douglas fir single

douglas fir

in passing

en passant

the atlantic

anything, anymore

last summer, when i drowned in your swimming pool.

gray shirt, black eye

early august

lingerie

the pacific

novocaine & the evening sky

douglas fir [alternate version]

prod. by winterthisyear
hook written by winterthisyear
verses written by naresh

nothing i do makes this feel okay. [winterthisyear x naresh]

two demos i never got around to finishing.
one titled "poetry" & one titled "wild strawberries".
i filmed a music video in newport, rhode island with a girl who i was dating at the time, but i lost the footage.
notes from the underground is the title of a work written by Dostoevsky who was one of that girl's favorite existentialist writers.
i've always liked the upbeat melodies of these two songs and i felt like they needed to be released.
circa. march 2017.

POETRY
you write your poetry
i write these songs i sing
but every line is about you.
you drink a cup of tea
listen to morrissey
throw away the letter i write to you.
we've been growing old
don't do what we're told
so we live the lives we wanted to.
no longer 17
miss high school bravery
told myself man i was going too.

and i cannot lie
i worry that i'm losing you tonight.
and i cannot lie
i worry that i won't be on your mind.

WILD STRAWBERRIES
i know i say the dumbest things
i know i say.
but please just stay
i'm so alone
my saving grace.

notes from the underground.

circa. 2017
featuring julie timoshenko.

i'm gonna miss your house
and your living room
where i stood
where i stood
i should be more subtle than this
oh i know, i know
but those picture frames
those picture frames

i'm tried of raising my voice,
when i can't even speak
now i don't how to cope
with the sense of defeat

and
i don't know what color your hair is
because you dye it so often
i see photos of you
you're a different person

oh.

bleach your hair [ft. julie timoshenko]

winter this year.

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