Brush with Chaos

Watch the OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO - https://youtu.be/3BAH6buyelQ
🌑Stream on Spotify, Apple, Amazon, etc.  - https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/abyssalbehaviour/i-feel-nothing🌑
Produced, vocals and mastered by Abyssal Behaviour 

I Feel Nothing is open to interpretation, exploring struggles myself and those close to me face. The production pushes innovations within Trap such as mysticism, screams, clipping and distortion abuse, as well as the drums unique to the genre to its ultimate form. All this, while maintaining a progressive minimalism that is vital for invoking peak euphoria, artistic inspiration and mental detachment I think is essential to fulfilment. I Feel Nothing marks my first steps post the 'Apotheosis' album. I feel like the scene is prone to fall into a destructive and unstructured loop of recycled energies and themes. There is a lack of subtlety, respect and depth sometimes that I’d like to address through the aesthetics presented in ‘I Feel Nothing’ and its music video. I wish I had a better singing voice, better camera, better computer to edit with and more wisdom over all to truly honour the development of this brand new scene, but this is the best I have for now. Still, this is the beginning of a new album that pushes forward fresh visions, as well as refining my best moments from the Apotheosis album. Thank you to my wife for all her support and for helping me film this video and materialise these visions.
 
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Lyrics:
 
open again
Ive put my soul away in defense
All of my pain
This peace helps me maintain  

I WILL NEVER FEEL LOST
Only once ive cleaned the canvas ill cease to distort 
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

I’ve given me this time to shine
Everything’s in place for the stars to align
Perfect by design
Thinking of the lessons that I learnt
Committed to the ideas that I claim to be the first
Its in the sweat that never reaches my skin
Its in the blood your mind bleeds way deep within

I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

Suddenly it starts to come clear
Inspiration hits 
And the cracks start to split
Suddenly not everythings shi
And I can see whats at the end of the abyss

Creation
It puts my livelihood aside! 
With a brand new meaning fabricated from my mind

I still feel nothing
I still feel numb
I still feel nothing
I still feel numb

I FEEL NOTHING by ABYSSAL BEHAVIOUR (𝖔𝖋𝖋𝖎𝖈𝖎𝖆𝖑 𝖛𝖎𝖉𝖊𝖔)

Save 'temat.' ➡️ https://ffm.to/temat

[Credits]
Produced by Cold Melody - https://www.beatstars.com/coldmelody
Mixed & mastered by Zacc Lee & twoside

[Lyrics]
Ja nie mogę teraz nigdy spać
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Zaraz się tak rozwinę

Zaraz temat się rozwinie
Napiszę coś od siebie
Z serca tak głęboko
Pomyślisz że jestem loco
A ty szukasz kogo?
Wyjebane masz na logo
Każdy da co da nie?
To tylko jedna wielka gra yeah

& I'm feeling like this every single day
Forever scared of what you'll say, say
Now I've got this heart locked away
But these scars are here to stay

Ja nie mogę teraz nigdy spać
Ciekaw jestem na co cię stać
Ile marzeń spłonęło w tym ogniu
Ile razy chciałem odejść w tym tygodniu
I ja robię tylko jedno
Tonę, tonę i tonę na dno
I ja żegnam to całe wredno
I think it's time to let go

Zaraz temat się rozwinie
Napiszę coś od siebie
Z serca tak głęboko
Pomyślisz że jestem loco
A ty szukasz kogo?
Wyjebane masz na logo
Każdy da co da nie?
To tylko jedna wielka gra yeah

& I'm feeling like this every single day
Forever scared of what you'll say
Now I've got this heart locked away
But these scars are here to stay

Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Ja nie mogę teraz nigdy spać
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

temat.

[Stream]

Come Back Home 

 

Verse 1: (Baby Cooing in the background) 

(A) Hey you, how gently you (D) sleep 

Hey you, I hate to leave 

Sweet whispers of (B) love (promised to you) 

Speak into your (D)  dreams (into your heart) 

My (A) everything 

 

Verse 2: 

(A)Hey you, light of my (D) life  

Hey you, in my arms by night 

To have to be (B) gone (to miss you more) 

I wait for (D) you (you wait for me) 

 

Chorus  

To come back home to (A) you (G>E) 

 

Verse 3: 

Hey you, the sound of your voice 

Hey you, just enough to get by 

You know I can’t sleep (away from home) 

I lay here awake (into the night) 

I miss everything  

 

Verse 4: 

Hey you, counting these days 

This room is so far away  

To miss you this much (with all my heart) 

To carry this pain (too much to bare) 

Yes, I wait for you (I long for you) 

And you wait for me (you wait for me) 

 

Chorus  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

To come back home to you  

 

Come Back Home

Composed, produced, sung and played by Carlos R (Carlos Rodrigues)

Teus olhos eram a luz da minha vida
Agarravas meu polegar ao adormecer
Foi aquela decisão irrefletida
Que sem pensar deitei tudo a perder

Na minha alma guardei a tua imagem
No meu caderno desenhei-te uma flor
Esta ferida que não cura com o tempo
Sabe a derrota e com ela vem a dor

Mas o que sinto mesmo estando distante, ás vezes penso que tudo podia mudar
Pudesse eu ser aquele amigo gigante para contigo sorrir e te abraçar
Deixei-te um dia sem nenhuma reserva, e uma voz me dizia que te iria perder
Agora vivo nesta imensa tristeza quando te vejo numa foto e não te posso ter

Passamos juntos alguns belos momentos
Da tua voz não me vou esquecer
Se o homem não revela os sentimentos
Falta coragem naquilo que quer dizer

Os anos passam e aumenta o silencio
Se ninguém fala não podemos escutar
Não existe nada contra um argumento
Se for sincero só devemos aceitar

Mas o que sinto mesmo estando distante, ás vezes penso que tudo podia mudar
Pudesse eu ser aquele amigo gigante para contigo sorrir e te abraçar
Deixei-te um dia sem nenhuma reserva, e uma voz me dizia que te iria perder
Agora vivo nesta imensa tristeza quando te vejo numa foto e não te posso ter

Não te posso ter
Nesta nossa distancia
Para dizer que te amo

Triste por não te poder ter
Nesta nossa distancia
Para dizer que te amo
Para dizer que te amo



Nossa distancia

Carnival of Flesh

Split the night into all its parts

Snatching souls for fun

Buried in shadows

Shadows All Around

The monk warriors Lantern

Nanakorobi yaoki

Kusunoki’s Last song

Tomoe’s Gentle Blade

Silent Steps of Musashi

Athenian Shorelines

I love bending genres. I've been making and producing music for over 20+ years but I'm brand new to Soundcloud and social media. I am always looking for new collaborators to work with so please if you're interested DM me.

New music will be available at least one song a week. I take requests too, I want to get in touch with my audience so if you have any ideas let me know and i can take those suggestions for a new song.

Thank you!

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Split the night into all its parts

Wirth-X

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