Words To Say (Draft)

2nd Finished REAL TRACK. (THROWAWAY)
Out soon on all Platforms!
Songs based on General Life. Talking about the Future or a maybe future (A WHAT IF).
My Album "MY LIFE AHEAD OF ME" (MOST SONGS SPEAK ABOUT THE FUTURE) Will release soon.

--LYRICS--
(INTRO)
WI$H CA$H!
Tellin y'all,
2020 my Year.
Y'know I been workin on this for a long time...
Y'know but I been Slackin..
Ight, It's time to get my Grind On.
Forreal..
Now's the time.
It's Forreal the Time.
Fuck It.
Let's Get This Shit!
They Ain't Ready!

(Chorus)
(x2)
I give up
Oh I give up, 
I been thru too much, 
I never turned to Drugs, 
But my Urge, All Builds Up,
I'm so Hurt, This Love spills Blood

(Verse)
This love spillin all my Blood, 
Like we goin to War, 
And none of us have Won, 
We can't even get a Score, 
This shit was all so Fun, 
Now we alone and Bored, 
I thought you were the One, 
But there's gon be, three More,

I thought we would have a Son,
But I guest it's Just a Star,
But it was a real Good Run
Like Track, As a Sophmore,
But you were A loaded Gun, 
And also a C4
Left me Broken N Stunned,
Like they revived my Heart,

(Bridge)
(x2)
I give up
Oh I give up, 
I been thru too much, 
I never turned to Drugs, 
I give up
Oh I give up, 
I been thru too much, 
I never turned to Drugs, 

(Chorus)
(x2)
I give up
Oh I give up, 
I been thru too much, 
I never turned to Drugs, 
But my Urge, All Builds Up,
I'm so Hurt, This Love spills Blood

I Give Up

Pray For Me (Snip)

Snow Globe (Snip)

REASON (Snip)

This Money goin UP,
It aint eva goin down, 
Old friends showin UP, 
By the numbers, Like a Pound, 
Now they showin love,
With fake smiles all around, 
This Money goin UP,
It aint eva goin down,

If u really had that love for me, 
You'd be here right by my side,
But You AINT,
You wanna hop in my RIDE, 
Tell me bullshit, 
Like how you so proud 
and fill my Mind, 
With all types of Lies,
 
Like wow, 
You think that im blind, 
But I ain't, 
If I died,
You would Take, 
Everything around me, 
Like a damn buffet, 
All you can eat, 
but yo ass din't even pay, 
Damn you didnt change,
Get the fuck out my face, 
Shit's still the same, 
You still so damn fake, 
Thought you was real, 
But damn I got Played

Money Goin Up (SNIP)

LYRICS (Some are cut off cause I Improvised while recording to better fit the rhyme scheme while recording.):

Don't need no one
To hold on too, 
Cause they don't know, 
What I been Thru,
They ain't never, 
Walked in my Shoes, 
Never worked the
Job That I Do,

It's Stressful
Enough, Not u too, 
Gotta worry bout
Myself, And not you, 
Gotta worry bout 
my health,
Gone too soon.
Don't want the fam,
To cry like Monsoon, 
Heart broken,
When they see an empty room

That's not the future
That I want,
All i see is humor
If im gone, 
But I will
Never ever be gone,
Cause I will live 
through all my songs, 
Im so sorry,
If i did u wrong, 

I just keep everything inside, 
Been alone, 
My entire life, 
My phone
I just use for the Time,

No I don't call nobody,
No I dont attend no parties, 
All my friends, 
Moved on,
Without me, 
But I'm glad that 
they're all happy,

Im surrounded by my family,
Im tryin my best to succeed, 
But im stuck, 
Tryna get to my dreams, 
Case of bad luck?
Or being lazy?

It's so damn tough,
Like i'm chewin Jerky, 
Lifes been rough, 
Ever since my Surgery, 
But I've had Enough,
Burnt Out, Like a third degree, 
Im still young, 
But I'm gettin close
To Thirty,
Lotta shit in my Life,
Really Fuckin Hurt Me,
I don't really talk about it,
that's
Why it hurts me,
don't take drugs,
To get high, 
But Wanted Perkys,
That was a couple years ago,
And I'm still not perfect,
 
I had some after my operation,
Got me feelin good,
A real nice sensation,

Monsoons (Draft)

Different approach to "Monsoon". This might be the one.

Wi$H Ca$H