perf

damn i hate my wrist, but i love the way it bleeds
get a jug of ice make sure ill forever sleep
this shit wont ever heal, gotta use some fucking ink
they say im a junkie, shawty these my medicines

fuck that bitch, i dont want shit
drown my anger in these pills
stitch my throat, i cant speak
tie my hands and let me sink

why do people kill themselves.... in such unoriginal ways

till death do we start - surf with u

loop this till it’s stuck in your head

i’m shitty
i’m shitty
i’m always fuckin rude
i’m shitty 
i’m shitty 
and so obsessed with u
i was
wai-ting
for u
i really wish you would fuckin stay

imshitty

https://soundcloud.com/keshibeats/bandaids not prod me

made this cuz im sad

u shouldve told me...
idk what to say
why are u sorry ?
how did things get this way ?
my heart is broken
down to the core
this is not what i wanted...
idk what i want anymore

im afraid the bandaids
are no good
for heartache

not okay...
so tell me
when ur world comes crashing down

if i was perfect - why are you sorry?

cover by magnittone on ig

https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge?igsh=NW50bGhrbGNvaDkw&utm_source=qr
cat fucking a handbag

@suicidalloser
doing hella lines 
i got coke all on my nose :3
i cut my wrist all da time 
and i lik no1 fucking knows :(
swear i hate my fucking life 
wanna stab out all my eyes ^_^
she don’t really die 
so i told her get da fuck home >:(
im outside ur house 
im watchin thru da windows :3
i come when ur not around 
and smell ur pillows >^<
im creepy fuck 
i’m such parasocial weirdo 
baby if give me a chance 
i’ll replace ur dildo :3

i still have your apartment key (*≧∀≦*)

living in ur shadow edit

sorry marry first day out

march x april

your body parts
your parts 
yeah they make me drool 
i wanna use you 
and abuse you 
like a fucking tool
oh you know
i love 
when you fucking struggle 
i’m just not the one 
you should go and try to snuggle  
i know it’s subtle 
do you hear that chuckle 
when your walking down that tunnel  
and you hear it 
ur in trouble 
i can’t :/
keep my hands in place 
your waist 
is looking good babe 
 and if you don’t 
wanna give it up
i might just have to takeeee

i cant seem to control it
im such a evil rapist
i dont know what you want from me
you dont even say no 
you jus sit there and take it
i dont know what you want from me

did i traumatize you?
take this gun to my head and shoot
i dont what to do
now im running from the cops
theyll find me it wont be long
all because i didnt know what you want

atleast im self aware :/

prod. @requiem-for-you + @kiheir

lyrics:
hold me, closely 
oh control me, only 
i'm obsessive, reckless
only me

valentine collector

as long as you are sc version

ohhhh you lied
i couldn’t forgive you
if i tried
oh my eyes
them nights 
i stayed awake
and fought to cry 
oh can you rip and tear
through my insides? 
i know that stories often differ
from on your side
oh alright 
alright
i could forget you
but it’s eating me alive
i kept your letter
in a box 
underneath my bed 
next to my dirty socks
with all the words you said 
and the hair that you shed
and the cigs you said you’ll leave 
but you left me instead 
 i reach for you
but you just pass through
i know these drugs won’t 
make feel as cool   
but you know
i’ll hold on to my guts
and cover everyone i love 
like im bullet proof 
but no
i’m not :(

bulletproof demo

i wanted to kill myself on july 4th

lyrics: light myself up in flames
just to keep you warm 
cause it's you i adore
even when you're cold 
i'll give you my warmth
if it's what you need
tell me that you're sick and tired
of fighting over the same shit 
i can't comprehend
if only you knew i'm getting to my end
yeah i found what i need

i wish my last suicide attempt really worked.
then i wouldn't be stuck 
in this agonizing carousel with no end
i'm not what you want 
i don't even want myself

i don't know what to do or what to say
i don't know what i'm doing
i just don't know what to do anymore
just writing songs, 
over songs, over songs, over songs

i don't know what to say 
i'm doing it in one take 
cause i can't take it anymore
now i'm crying for help

everything all around me 
is crumbling to pieces 
nothings staying the same 
and you know how much i hate the change 
yeah you know how much i hate the change.

the ends.

hope i have enough time // prod w. falls

100,000 feet (prod. E L I)

I looked across the water. I looked across the sea.
I looked beyond, before, and back, and saw how it used to be.
I looked, and wept, I wondered, how did it get this way?
No, we weren’t perfect, not even close, but somehow we managed anyway.

Then we all fell down. Can’t put my finger on the where and the when.
We all fell down - but we’re getting back up again.

Sure, there were signs, we ignored them. We let it slide through our hands.
Hard to explain, how time and again, we did not see through the plan.
Guess we assumed love was winning. Isn’t that how it’s designed?
No, we weren’t perfect, not even close, but we held on, we kept trying.

Then we all fell down. Can’t put my finger on the where and the when.
We all fell down - but we’re getting back up again.

bulletproof demo

im sorry i was born nervous

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