six days after christmas - self sabotaging goat!!

drag u to my favorite tree
ima skin u from ur toes to teeth

ready or not

popcorn ceiling

it isn’t a phase i swear 
https://www.instagram.com/dontcheckmyfridge/

smoking cigarettes 
u can catch it on my breath
yeah my lungz are hella dead
i started when i was 10 ;-;
don’t what i be doing
locked in my room
on my bed 
slicing my wrist open
man i’m such a fucking mess

all you niggaz lied :(
i’m still goth till i die !
wanna grab a razor
and start picking at my eyes ^_^
noose around my neck 
hope it works dis time :(
got some pretty long wrist 
line them with kitchen knife

r u guys still goth or did u change too

megan - its so quiet over here

ik im such a tool

maybe im just a fool 

lyrics when i can

monologue

@suicidalloser
how have wilted my friend
into a stain?
can’t seem sustain 
that damn crave 
to your see face

it feels everyday
is so cliche
just feel like the same 
you complain complain
about the pain 
say i never change 
it’s like this game 
 you will not play 
 and you know 
it’ll never be the same 
why you gotta look in my eyes
that kinda way  
 ￼yeah we fight and then we fuck
but you never just stay 
i swear ur shifting all the blame
and its infecting my brain
i wonder if you’d  change 
i got chance to have my say

can you stay this time?

should i use the gun
or should i use the knife instead

i dont think it matters cus either way youll be dead

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head

oh i wish i was dead

so i didnt have to see yu again, again

oh ur not real ur js another voice that lives inside my dumb ol head



what if i js ended my shi rn

hurting myself - heart skipped a beat then i died alone

wifi snip 1

MAINE 2025 SUNDAY ISLAND PARTY JAMS

The tents start getting folded up on Sunday morning, and the boats start shuttling dozens to the mainland, but this year, again, enough musicians and singers remain,  and, so, the Sunday Jams begin.

This music was recorded in August 2025, on an island in the middle of a big lake in Northwest Maine, where we’ve been gathering, thanks to the Loons, for decades. Many of these friends, musicians, and singers hadn’t seen each other, much less played with each other, for at least a year. It’s all improvised, a Jam, not a Performance, with no prior Rehearsals or Song Lists, so this is as real as it gets.

This album is arranged in the actual order in which the music was played, minus the many out-takes, but, when it’s all done, it seems I couldn’t have thought of a better order. The music is all acoustic Americana, though it ranges all over the place, from Bluegrass to Jazz to Folk to Country to Rock to Reggae, but it really works as an organic album, and that’s big for people like me, who still appreciate albums.

Sounds best, like you’re right on that island in Maine partying with us, when played on a good stereo with two separated speakers, left and right, or on a headset, or, one of my favorites, on a car stereo, so that this stereo recording will actually sound three-dimensional. You can hear the location of each instrument and singer. More than ever before, I was able to immerse myself (and my stereo pair of mics) into the belly of the music, literally surrounded by the musicians, the instruments, voices, and harmonies, so that, if you listen in true stereo, I can take you right in there with me.

On some songs, there’s a little too much chatter, but when you’re actually at a campfire, and people are talking, laughing, and partying, you filter that out, and the only thing you hear is the music. Crank it up, and let your imagination take you there, and enjoy. It’ll surprise you.

Recorded, edited, and mastered by
Mike Berliner, aka 'Mikethemikeman'


ready or not

im sorry i was born nervous

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