I miss my dad more than I can bear to breathe

I MISS YOU AND I FUCKING HATE YOU BUT I LOVE YOU AND JM SORRY FOR BEING HURT BUT I DONT WANT U NEAR ME WVER AGAIN

Dad, even though you’re silent and absent in this house. I miss you. And this is the last time I’ll say goodnight<3

I'm so sorry dad. I'm so so sorry I wasn't there for you. I'm sorry I didn't to say I love you one last time. I know it's not technically my fault but I feel like if I had said anything, if I had got contact with you sooner you would have had the strength to live a little longer. I'm so sorry you won't get to see me grow up. I miss you daddy ❤

Goodnight daddy, I’m sorry I’m such a failure. I love you with all of my heart.

you left me on suicide sunday

loser monologue

Track 9/9 from sign crushes motorist's album "I'll be okay".

i'll be okay

sign crushes motorist - i threw a rock off an overpass and killed a guy

Track 4/9 from sign crushes motorist's album "I'll be okay".

sign crushes motorist - loser monologue

Mindtrap - fortaliax

I wish you stayed // Pinegrove Need 2

you can't impress anyone with normal pictures of the sea

a glimpse of heaven, or wherever you are

shock videos

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my little winter.

repeat to yourself that they're not really gone
time has proven that fooling yourself into believing
a lie is the most effective way to deal with
things you have no control over

keep listening to the mixtapes they made you
overanalyse every single word you hear
"was this a sign that things were going wrong"
no no, you were the one that cared too hard, not them

stay up every single night staring at your phone
either attempting to gather up the courage to
turn these demons, these constant reminders of
your loneliness into nothing more than a bad dream
or praying just for one second you could feel
the warmth of equally returned love

go out for coffee four times a week by yourself
always bring your notebook, never stop writing
leave little comics and thank you notes with your tip
watch them smile as you get in your car

always talk down on yourself whenever possible
my life is shit because i deserve it, right?
you must have done something real bad
its nearly impossible for you to cry now

avoid your friends for weeks even though
they're the only sense of consistency you have
left in your life, if they really wanted
to see you they'd come, but they won't (who cares?)

allow yourself to lose interest in the things you love
watch as you begin to take a backseat to the
world around you, don't fight it
become a secondary character in your own motion picture

but most importantly drown every single one of
your feelings in old stolen rum, learn to
love the taste of it dripping down your throat
find comfort in the warmth coming from your
stomach, you're drinking bottled love now

you don't need other people to drive away your loneliness
you just needed to find a way to talk to it

Goodnight Dad I Love You

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