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I Break Your Heart Again / This Shit Never Ends

estrogen induced brainrot

Scene 4: The Bathroom

I’m going gizmo
There’s a fallacy
Everyday I wake up and struggle to understand this part of me

Sometimes I feel like the wrong guy for the job
I wake up, look in the mirror, I swear to god
I can put my feelings aside
I’m chasing a dream—Yeah, a hobby of mine

Or maybe I’m just starved for attention
It goes way way way back, all the way to Ascension
So I built this contraption
To add to my collection
Little tiny shards of affection

I’m going gizmo
There’s a fallacy
Everyday I wake up and struggle to understand this part of me

And on my nightstand
I keep a cup of pure source
I charge all of my devices
Same place I keep my swords

(Monologue)

Alright so let’s try and think about it chronologically
I’d say the first thing to really set me off is
I tried LSD when I was seventeen
I didn’t do it for another year maybe—or another two years almost
But, the second time I tried it I had a really powerful experience:
I wouldn’t say it gave me the key to everything but
It certainly took me and plopped me on my path,
My spiritual journey, and—

I'm going gizmo
It's a fallacy

gizmo

7 of 13

Coproduced alongside @31sentinel

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-subliminal-messaging-lyrics

Subliminal messaging

If you think this one was inevitable, what does that say about the next one ⟦ and all that follow ⟧?

✧･ﾟ:*✦･ﾟ https://lfav.co ･ﾟ✧*: ･ﾟ✦

Vocal, guitar, and production contributions provided by @dynastic.
Mixed and mastered by @dynastic.

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

I could run, run, run until my legs give out
It's never far enough away
I could try, try, try to figure something out
It only ever lasts a day

Remember the nights spent making you hold me
To mimic the comfort of finding a friend
And then I would try to mend it would break and bend
And then I'd do it all again

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart
  
You could run, run, run until you're out of breath
But what's the purpose anyway?
I could chalk it all up to an ego death
And watch the colors fade to gray

Remember the times you told me you loved me
When I would make sure you'd still say it first
We knew it was ending soon, the impending doom
Of either leaving through the door or a hearse

And all we had was nothing
Wasn't made for loving anyone
You'll find my strength and preach it
I'll attach and leech until you're gone

⟦ @dynastic ⟧

Yeah, I never sewed the buttons back onto my favorite shirt
'Cause the needle fails to hold the thread of trying to make it work
So we hold each other in contempt and in each others words
Now, I express
I see galleries of faces
I see galleries

I warned you I was wearing thin, you didn't say a thing
As we lost all focus in the storm and counted the time between
When the bullet of the sky collides with soil underneath
The place we sleep
In the galleries of stasis
In the galleries

⟦ @leastfavorite + @dynastic ⟧

It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me
It was something you said in your sleep
I knew the one in your heart wasn't me

⟦ @leastfavorite ⟧

Guess it's calling
We were made for falling all apart
I know you're sick of sparring
Time to patch the scarring on your heart

We can work this out
'Cause we've got common ground
And we both want this
I know we both need this badly
I give more than you take
I take more than you have

We both know it wasn't gonna happen for us.

✧ ✦ ✧

Thank you, very dearly, for listening to my EP.

stasis, featuring dynastic.

quick remake/cover of https://soundcloud.com/janeremover/be-back-soon

thanks for listening

jane remover - goldfish (thatcherblackwood cover)

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

Linoleum

Stream

||listen to what people are saying||
~[track 4/?]

🦋 \\ credits // 🦋
+prod by me
+mix me
+master @st1cksyea
+additional prod @micahcallari
+cover art @neciawake
 
🦋 \\ lyrics // 🦋

[hook] ~ @jauntsen
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[verse]
running through this storm i swear i'd 
never tell a lie
you can't seem to listen
when i see your eyes
the good won't make no difference 
cause soon you're gonna fall 
off
realize your making the wrong choice 
cause in the end they really need you
you're biting off the hand that feeds you
but it doesn't matter anyways

[hook] 
stop trying to hold back
news flash! 
cause it's gonna pierce your soul
how does it not get old like every time 
when your the one in control
but i know you!
only wish me well...
why do i have to choose?
and sacrifice under your spell!
well i got news but i'm NOT
i'm NOT
i'm NOT GONNA TAKE IT FROM YOU!

[bridge]
(i'm sorry, i'm broken, i'm broken, i'm broken) x4
won't be the last time that i'm called an asshole
for caring about a person who's been walking a tightrope
it's unbelievable how you can always stand behind facts
but the problem that your facing can't be faced behind it's back!

[epic guitar solo!!!]

spotify !

news flash! its NOT looking good..

produced by me
written/mixed/mastered by me
cover illustration by server (https://serverxyzz.carrd.co)
interpolates jishoumushoku by sasanomaly

[lyrics]
~verse 1~
i like to keep things close to the same
got personal problems adapting to change
i always plan things so far away
but when i get started its far too late
i like pretending i know what to do
like if i really feel at home then itll all come true
i like pretending ive made it on my own
when it could all end with a phone call home

~bridge~
god, its so hard
to juggle all the things that have been handed to me
but i cant stop
ive got to get back up

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

~verse 2~
i try to sleep well, but every night
i cant shake the feeling im wasting time
ive gotta sink before i can fly
but im still afloat and i dont know why
maybe its all gonna slow way down,
thats all i can hope for, but i still dont know
i roll with the punches, i live in the now
i take a step forward and i double back

~chorus~
so im step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
maybe i just need something,
something to keep me down
it feels so lonely when i dip
my head into the clouds
this gravity's too open
sometimes i miss the ground
it feels so weird to kiss the earth
i wanna get right back to
step, step, stepping it up
im catching up in a rush
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
step, step up and jump
im reaching up and above
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop
(step, step, step step it up)
im always some ways away
from where i wanna end up
(step, step, step step it up)
im always running away
when i dont know how to stop

Steps

lil birthday gift

full song out now https://soundcloud.com/azaleabettigole/for-you-until-im-gone

lyrics:

And I can't stand to reason with 
The things that you've been speaking about me
About me
And I can't stand to listen to 
Whatever you were telling me to change
Its all the same

Cause' I heard it
As you called me
And I told you
I was lonely
And it sounded
So insulting
But I swear that it was nothing
Now I'm not there
When you need me
And its hard when you can't see me
Its all my fault

Its all my fault

Emotions on a string
Tied in a gordian knot 
For the thoughts that I will cull
It made me dull
And I can't shake the feeling 
that I won't be missed at all

And my blood pressure keeps rising
Through every step I take
Its not enough to kill me
But I think I might just faint
And I'm sorry that you're watching
With nothing you can do
How can I be there for myself
When I can't be there for you

When I can't be there for you
You
When I can't be there for you

for u (demo)

Notes:
- Pitched up 50 cents
- Ending replaced with live version, coproduced with @leastfavorite

2 of 13
Single 1 of 3

Lyrics: https://genius.com/Wishlane-selective-altruism-lyrics
Streaming: https://sparta.ffm.to/wishlane-s-a

Art by myself, LemonKeeper and Nesulosity
https://instagram.com/arcvist
https://instagram.com/nesulosityart

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Selective altruism

prod. swazy* 
vocals and beat edits by button

oh, how i wish you would call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, you notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

(//tbh i know it's not best for me\\)
maybe it's for the best that it's not best for me-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can-

call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories that we’ve seen

you talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate
talk to me lately, notice that i’ve changed
I'll talk to you sometimes, somewhere in this we can relate

\//I //L//O//V//E//Y//O//U\\/

(call me, call me, on the phone, on the weekend
you noticed, know i’m free,
we could do anything that you really wanted, haunted by all the memories)

tlk2ul8ly

tlk2ul8ly (produced by swazy*)

Cytekinesis Domesitc Anthology
02 Crystal Doll  - Cyte

2017/12/29(金) コミックマーケット93 1日目
東地区“Ｚ”ブロック-02a

Web site : https://cytekinesis-c93.tumblr.com/

立派に走りぬいて、満身創痍のゴールイン！
激動の2017年を締めくくる、Cyteinesis集大成のフルアルバム。
愛に満ちたロリコアが全14トラック。

Crystal Doll

Cytekinesis Domesitc Anthology
04 idk Kagamine Rin well - Cyte

2017/12/29(金) コミックマーケット93 1日目
東地区“Ｚ”ブロック-02a

Web site : https://cytekinesis-c93.tumblr.com

立派に走りぬいて、満身創痍のゴールイン！
激動の2017年を締めくくる、Cyteinesis集大成のフルアルバム。
愛に満ちたロリコアが全14トラック。

idk Kagamine Rin well

project mirai でらっくすを遊ぶために3DSを新調しました

New EP "I'm 11!" Release at 8/31
https://cytekinesis.bandcamp.com/album/im-11

Subliminal messaging

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