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Nga Che Lu Ga By Yeshi Choden - (4songs.PK)

The Masquerade's End: In-Depth Explanation

This song reflects my journey breaking free from the toxic influence of two people in my life: my father and my ex. Though different, the emotional scars they left are painfully similar. This track calls out their manipulations, lies, and how they both reawakened old traumas that I thought I had moved past.

Verse 1:
I start by addressing how both my father and ex labeled me as flawed. My father was rarely kind—often harsh and critical. My ex, on the other hand, hid their criticisms behind “niceness.” This verse represents the moment I began to see through their facades, recognizing the deeper, manipulative intentions.

Chorus:
In the chorus, I declare that I’m done with their games. Their actions—my father’s harshness and my ex’s deceptive kindness—were just a masquerade. Now, my anger drives me to erase their influence from my life.

Verse 2:
Here, I highlight how they tried to justify their actions. My ex would admit they were flawed, as if that excused their behavior, while my father never admitted flaws but still caused damage. I’m not perfect, but I don’t deserve to be weighed down by their issues anymore.

Bridge 1:
I confront their shamelessness. My father didn’t bother hiding his harshness, while my ex used their “niceness” to deflect blame. Despite everything, they twisted reality to suit their narratives. I see the truth now—they were living lies, and I refuse to let them shift the blame onto me any longer.

Verse 3:
This verse is about how my ex’s actions triggered old traumas caused by my father. These were wounds I thought had healed, but my ex brought all that pain back. They knew about my past, yet they pushed me into reliving it. I’m not the same person I was, and I won’t let them break me.

Verse 4:
Even though I said “it’s okay” to keep the peace, inside, I was raging. The anger and pain from my past were reignited, and it’s been hard to contain that fury. Even though I appeared calm on the surface, they had unleashed a storm inside me.

Bridge 2:
This bridge is about reclaiming my strength. They thought they could break me—my father with his harshness, and my ex with their explosive anger. But I’ve come out stronger. I’ve walked through fire, and I’m not a fool anymore. I’ve made mistakes, but that doesn’t mean I deserved what they did to me.

Verse 5:
I’m done with their fake attempts to make everything seem okay. My ex often played nice, trying to smooth things over, while my father didn’t even pretend. I’ve had enough of their games. I’m taking control of my life and moving forward on my own terms.

Bridge 3:
This verse tackles their excuses. My ex claimed they didn’t know the impact of their actions, but I don’t buy it. They knew exactly what they were doing, especially when they used their DID to manipulate me. I’m done letting them erase my history or make me question my reality. I’m standing my ground now.

Verse 6:
I discovered that the people my ex said hated me actually don’t. They saw through the lies, and that truth hit me like a spark. It gave me the clarity I needed to break free from their deception and manipulation.

Chorus:
The chorus returns as a final, powerful statement: the masquerade is over, and there’s no going back. My anger has burned away the lies, leaving no room for reconciliation or second chances. I’m done with their charade.

Outro (Extended):
In the extended outro, I address the most painful aspect of this journey. My ex used their DID as a tool to manipulate me, intentionally triggering parts of me that I’ve worked so hard to protect and heal. They knew how close I was to being triggered into reliving old trauma, yet they pushed me anyway. But now, I see through their game. I’m walking away for good, leaving them behind as nothing more than a ghost of my past.

The Masquerade's End

Wisp Wolf Dissonance

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not just a name. It's a pulse that doesn’t follow rules. A howl wrapped in static. A signal flickering through smoke and memory. It’s me, Willow. And it’s us. The voices that live in me. The parts that don’t always speak in words, but always make sound. What you’re hearing isn’t just music. It’s a transmission from a body that never settled into one shape.

We don’t just sing. We don’t just write. We do it all. The noise, the melody, the movement underneath. Every lyric, every scream, every glitter-drenched drone or stripped-down whisper is something we crafted from scratch. No producers. No teams. Just hands and heart and code and chaos. My partners sometimes help me with ideas or inspiration, but what you hear is something we build ourselves, from the inside out.

We shift. That’s the truth. You might notice that no two tracks sound alike. One might be soft, nearly a lullaby. The next could cut like broken glass. It’s not a gimmick. It’s not mood swings. It’s something akin to dissociative identity disorder, though I’m not formally diagnosed. I’m fighting for that clarity. I live with psychosis, CPTSD, and other neurodivergent conditions that impact how I perceive reality. I experience episodes. My sense of self fractures and reforms. There are different voices, different moods, different ways of being that move through me. And when we create, that shows up in the sound.

This is not an attempt to fake or force anything. I’m not gatekeeping or trying to claim something I haven’t earned. This is just how I process my world. How I make sense of myself. And how I stay alive. Our music shifts because we do. And every version is real. Every voice is part of me. That isn't inconsistency. That’s truth in motion.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is a sanctuary for the shapeshifters. The fae-drifters. The glitchcore kin. The neurospicy. The queer. The system-made and soul-scattered. The ones too strange for genre and too honest for silence. We don’t fit. So we make spaces that do. Our music is jagged and gentle. Loud and trembling. It's holy and haunted. It's everything we are, stitched together and humming.

Some tracks are sorrow. Some are fury. Some are hope with teeth. Some are just noise because the silence was heavier. Everything here is a timestamp of a moment we lived. We don’t polish it into perfection. We offer it as it is. Breathing. Changing. True.

Wisp Wolf Dissonance is not a brand. It's a den. A portal. A system of signals. A love letter written in distortion. This space is ours. But if it speaks to you, it's yours too.

More about us: https://willowborale.carrd.co
Stay wild. Stay soft. Stay strange.
We’ll keep building. We’ll keep singing.

The Masquerade's End

Wisp Wolf Dissonance

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