this is what my brain sounds like when me got no choccy milk

holy shit  this is F I R E 😈🤟🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

SAD LIL BITCH w/ ESTHXER
Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii // ESTHXER
prod. ESTHXER
ESTHXER - https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii
https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/

Lyrics:

ESTHXER:
Soft on my wrist
Slice upon my life
Lights out, I'm blind
Soft on my wrist
Numb to death's scythe 
Slice upon my life
Lights out, I'm blind
Numb to my reapers scythe
Lights out, hit the trigger, I'm gone. X3 


HELLRIDER:
I sharpen my teeth,
As I'm falling underneath.
Lights out, lights out.
Watching you pour out as you blacken out,
Lights out, lights out.
I'm breathing in,
The sweet scent of demise.
Feeding off the deathful sin,
I sharpen my teeth through the vision in your eyes.
Sad little bitch, sad, sad little bitch.
Bullet to my own brain,
Feeding off your pain.
Lights out, lights out.
I sharpen my teeth,
As I'm falling underneath.
Lights out, lights out.
Watching you pour out as you blacken out,
Lights out, lights out.
The sweet scent of demise.
Feeding off the deathful sin,
Sad little bitch, sad little bitch

SAD LIL BITCH Ft. ESTHXER (PROD. ESTHXER)

Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER
prod. ESTHXER - https://soundcloud.com/witchboiii
https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/
H£LLR!D£R - https://www.instagram.com/ofhellrider/
Inspired by Melanie Martinez <3!

Lyrics:
They'll Hear You-

Shhh, stay still, stay silent, they'll hear you.
They're coming to see right through you.
Don't let them in, stay far away.
Hang over the pretty white hollow bowl,
Give yourself a weeping hurl,
You'll feel more than just yourself.
We all know they want you to be for the shelf.
So count your minimal calories.

Shhh, stay still, stay silent, they'll hear you.
They're coming to see right through you.

You're royalty so take my pale hand,
I'll show you how to take a stand.
Don't end up like me to be washed away,
This land wants your joyful kindness to stay.
We'll fight together till the end,
I promise it's not a deathly end.
Shhh, stay still, stay silent, they'll hear you.
They're coming to see right through you.

They'll Here You~

They'll Hear You~ (PROD. ESTHXER)

BACKROOMSOULS - FEVER DREAMS
[Debut Single] much love all.

Lyrics:

Stab me with that
Serrated edge style
Blade tucked like you got
A mile, a final breath from me
From the, ghost in me

Unto the entity I be
Wish me dead too cold
Too breath, to pale to see
Too deprived to feel
Anything else of yourself

Hate me like you loved me
Bitch starve me of empathy
Find me bleeding out
On the murder scene I,
Left her bloody, blacked out
Motionless in liquid drought
Bitch you fucked with a witch
Get the fuck out x2

Run me down,
Run me, run me
Run me down bitch
X4


She's so straved of empathy,
Got them powers of telepathy.
Catch her runnin' from a murder scene,
Deprived of child filled emotions as she leans,
She leans, leans, over you.
She's crying in the backrooms, crying in the backrooms.
Still emotionless in the backrooms, 
The promised neverlands, promised neverlands of unfullfilled dreams,
Run you down x 2
Run her down bitch, run her down bitch,
Catch her crying in the backrooms.
Yeah x 6

FEVER DREAMS

BACKROOMSOULS - FEVER DREAMS (PROD. NIGHTRD)

ESTHXER x Inciede x Worm Food - ROOM666
Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER
prod. Nightrd

Lyrics:

ESTHXER:

You don't wanna live like me
Mask off when she gets to me
Mask on when the blades relfects
You would like to hate me, I can't be
Sunk my blade through his throat
ESTHXER, ESTHXER digging a moat
Soak into the dark fumes, down in my basement
Make him my puppet toy for my entertainment
Drag his torso chopped up into the river side
Bury the trash like she wants to live inside

Inciede:

It's the same fuckin' shit, again and again and I hate it
But my brain got me thinking I'll never be able to change it
You'll find me in Room 666, taking care of my business
Keeping myself sane, keeping the darkness at bay
I'm just a tick tick ticking time bomb, ready to self destruct, I've seen it all along
I was once deserving, now I just don't give a fuck
Dying just to try, but I'm stuck, I'm stuck
Aw fuck, shit, where do I go?
How will this end?
When will I know?
Fuck this shit, I'm failing
Nothing left, thought it'd be smooth sailing
All I've got is the pain I hoard
Why'd I take this shit on board?
Nevertheless, I've been blessed with this strife
This blessing is a curse, a curse they call life

Don't think too hard... It might just kill you

Worm Food:

Don't have his lyrics lol. <3!

ROOM666

ROOM666 Ft. Inciede & Worm Food (prod. Nightrd)

experimental Industrial Darkwave/ Death Trap EP by ESTHXER
!WARNING LOUD DISTORTED NOISE!

WRETCHED EP final drop for 2022. All Platforms soon will link here.
H£LLR!D£R: https://soundcloud.com/ofhellrider
Artwork/ & follow my socials: https://www.instagram.com/entitywitch/
ESTHXER End Of Year Drop, WRETCHED EP Out Now! demonlove<3

ty all. goodbye for now, friends.

PSYCHOSIS

PSYCHOSIS Ft. H£LLR!D£R (PROD. NOCHILLGOTHEAT)

ESTHXER - Hold My Blade...
prod. nightrd
Mixed & Mastered by @witchboiii | ESTHXER

Lyrics:

Shun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Stun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Fuck me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Bitch.

Strapped on the blade, Ok.
Razor to my tongue to my smile split
Tucked away, another blade
Dick spit, gore drip, fuck Ok.
Black mask on, Oujia I'm the summon.
Pistol grip like her pussycat spit
Acidic trip, make see the holy spirit
Anto-christ I'm the one anti-virus
Bitch, take my blade, hold my gun
I'm feelin' out of it, whatcha think huh?

Shun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Stun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Fuck me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Bitch.

...

What's up with me?
What the fuck's up with you?
What's up with me?
Whatcha think, whatcha thinking?

Shun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Stun me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Fuck me, know me better
Understand me, you can't
Bitch.

Strapped on the blade, Ok.
Razor to my tongue split, split lip
Tucked away, another blade
Dick spit, gore drip, fuck Ok.
Black mask on, Oujia I'm the summon.
Pistol grip like her pussycat drip and spit, uh
Acidic trip, make see the holy spirit
Anto-christ I'm the one anti-virus
Bitch, take my blade, hold my gun ok
I'm feelin' out of it, whatcha think huh?
I'm feelin' out of it, whatcha think huh?

Hold My Blade...

Debut !
love u ;) xx - GORE
(prod. Nightrd)
Official Video link - https://youtu.be/qNA9sB-KIG4

LYRICS:

VERSE:)

SCARS LIKE AR'S TO YOURS EVER SEEN
NOTHING ON ME CROWEND, I'M GONE. NOW DROWNED
IM DROWNING 
FRIENDS WITH FRIENDS OF ME FORCE A HAPPY FROWN
I USED TO WISH FOR THEIR SOUL'S TO IT'S ABYSS
Now I'm gone.

NOW IM OPPRESSED WITH THAT, NOW IM DEAD FROM THAT
SACRIFICED MY SOUL FOR A DEATH WISH
IM FIXED ON DRUGS AND DEATH'S KISS
I WAS THINKING ABOUT THIS FAIRY BITCH
EVER HAPPY SO DEADLY; OR TRUE END OF ME

HOOK:

IM DEAD ALREADY GONE
FROM A PAST I HAVE TORN
NO MEMORY LIKE NOW THAN BEFORE
IM DEAD ALREADY AFTER
HAPPINESS AND LAUGHTER
NIGHT'S A MARE TO ME 
I CANNOT BELIEVE IN YOU
IF YOU BELIEVE IN ME
NIGHT'S A MARE TO ME 
I CANNOT BELIEVE IN YOU
IF YOU BELIEVE IN ME

...
I HATE THE LIGHTS WHERE SHE SITS WITH  A FROWN
I LOVE THE DARKNESS IN THE CORNER WHERE I DROWNED
HAPPINESS IS IGNORED BLISS TO ME

Verse2:)

NOW IM OPPRESSED WITH THAT, NOW IM DEAD FROM THAT
IM DEAD ALREADY GONE
NO MEMORY LIKE NOW THAN BEFORE
...

...

NOCTURNE

NOCTURNE [OFFICIAL VIDEO IN DESC.]

GORE DABI x H£LLR!D£R - HAUNTS ME!
prod. The Ushanka Boy
Artwork by - https://www.instagram.com/ofhellrider/

Lyrics:

GORE DABI:

Chorus:)
She haunts me till I die
Roll the dice, take a dive
She haunts me till I die
Take my knife, hold it tight
She haunts me till I die
Tonight she shines bright
Ghost devil in my sight
Roll the dice, take my life
X2
...

Verse:)
She's a poltergeist
She's a poltergeist
Take a outta victim of spite
Vamp teeth got me like
She so evil with the bite
Dead inside, lifeless light
Candle drip got me like
...

Hook:)
Triple six roll the dice
Roll the dice, take my life
Triple six roll the dice
Roll the dice, take my life
Triple six roll the dice
Roll the dice, take my life
Triple six roll the dice
Roll the dice, take my life
...

Chorus:) bridge;)
She haunts me till I die
Roll the dice, take a dive
She haunts me till I die
Take my knife, hold it tight
She haunts me till I die
Tonight she shines bright
Ghost devil in my sight
She haunts me till I die
Roll the dice, take a dive
. . .

HELLRIDER:

Verse:)
We're vampires burning in the night,
Our intentions burn so bright.
So haunt me till I die,
Watch me fly.
Take my life
Hold the knife.
Let the light burn bright,
So Haunt me tonight, yeah haunt me tonight, baby haunt me tonight.
...

GORE DABI:

Chorus:)
She haunts me till I die
Roll the dice, take a dive
She haunts me till I die
Take my knife, hold it tight
She haunts me till I die
...

HAUNTS ME!

HAUNTS ME! Ft. H£LLR!D£R

Ez Ê Te Bixwim (22/07/2023)

I Still Believe

Ultimate

I have had a middle ear infection with funny tinnitus in my right ear while creating this. I still don't hear right with my right ear. Otherwise: Created for the One-Synth Challenge #181 with the still great Wavetable VST Surge XT in FL Studio 21.2 Producer Edition. Every sound is created from scratch. Technical Details below:

Instances: 27 x Surge XT
BPM: 125, 127
DAW FX:
Channel EQ [4]
Fruity Delay 2 [2]
Fruity Delay 3 [1]
Fruity Limiter [3]
Fruity Multiband Compressor [1] 
Fruity Parametric EQ2 [4]
Fruity Reeverb 2 [11]
Fruity Stereo Enhancer [2]
Maximus/Soundgoodizer [4]
3rd Party:
kHs Transient Shaper [1]
Youlean Loudness Meter 2 [1]

A Relic From The Past (OSC#181 - Surge XT)

☆ 𝙳𝙾𝙽'𝚃 𝚆𝙰𝙺𝙴 𝙼𝙴 𝚄𝙿, 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝚁𝙴 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙰𝚂𝙻𝙴𝙴𝙿. ☆
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