is anyone surprised that i turned out like this
crying in the night when i come off of the shits
crying after shows when i’m dipping with my chips
everybody thinks that i’m always so lit 
when i’m really always crying
i’m really always dying
so done with the fighting 
my urges lay divided
when i’m really always crying 
i’m really always dying
so done with the fighting 
my urges lay divided

is anyone surprised that i turned out like this
crying in the night when i come down off the shits 
crying after shows when i’m dipping with my chips
everybody thinks that i’m always so lit
when i’m really always crying
i’m really always dying
so done with the fighting
my urges lay divided

IS ANYONE SURPRISED___ - purpledemon

(prod. crystalgems2002)
we have first found primal cannabis!

(lyrics)

getting stoned
all alone
keep it low 
in the function 
smoke 
all my dro 
while i’m listening 
to dumb shit 
say i’m the devil 
but that’s just an assumption 
stumble when i’m zooted 
so i never seem to run quick 
hold up
talking dumb bitch 
don’t wanna you to come
bitch
808s be thumping 
i’m afraid of somethings 
turn nothing to something 
green all on my thumb tips
looking for my sanity 
wont show up on a compass 
i buy a 20 and 20 and two 
shrooms in my pasta eating my food 
hypothetically 
would you still love me 
if i went and took l s d with you 
needles 
and needles
hear in my walls
my mind is a blur
i’m tripping on balls
eerie and dark 
but i’m hearing your calls 
hearing your calls 
hearing your calls
imma travel round the world 
w my kyoto and my girl 
bar and blow im finna hurl
i be smoking ender pearls 
love the way youd look in my sweatshirt 
like earl
when you die imma make you a whole mural

stoned all al0ne (ft. valley grimm)

MISERABLE w/ 99DROWNTOWN

{75% n p c} VXvkinGS 33333M3D1VALm@410BR0$

running out the function #acidsplash

super acid (prod. boolean)

allergies (prod. attemcandoanything)

22 particles ##interlude (prod. dmtrees)

Up Now! (feat. Stxpid)

Bad Decisions (prod. rilzo)

she’s not good for me.
but i still check if she’s online.
every night.
⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

used to lay on her chest like it healed my mind
now i scroll through texts i should’ve left behind
she cry for attention, not to be saved
and i loved her more every time she misbehaved

told her, “go heal” — she said, “stay still”
i stayed, got bruised, now i pop no pills
just pour, just think, just burn in silence
wish i could miss her without this violence

her eyes say “help,” her hands say “stay”
but her lies hit deep in a sweeter way
she ain’t evil — just never healed
and i played doctor in her warfield

⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

she told me “forever” just to test my pain
wore my loyalty like it was her chain
now she out tryna break the next man too
while i still pray she gets better soon

i hate how i miss her, but i do
every red flag felt kinda true
she needed therapy, i gave her me
now i’m the one who don’t sleep in peace

postin’ quotes like she found new life
but i see through all that pretty light
she ain’t healed, just hide it well
and i’m still tryna climb out of her hell

⸻

i miss her bad, but she bad for my health
she don’t want love, she just want help
yeah, she broke me, then blamed herself
but i stayed ‘cause i thought i could fix what she felt

she call when she crash, i still pick up
knowing damn well it’s gon’ mess me up
i sip just to silence her name in my gut
but her voice come back when i sober up

⸻

i loved the version of her i made up.
the real one needed saving.
and i wasn’t god.

Bad For My Health

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running out the function #acidsplash

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