non-profit song

 enjoy it's my first song my bf mixed it for me <3

i'm not fine (prod. wvysel)

pluto (prod. pasca x pb carlo)

where's the sun now ft. lostangel (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

til I cant breathe ft. lostangel (prod. nothingtodo)

(prod. canyouseetheghost)

Lyrics

witch's tale


I've always been the one to love the hardest
even when its harming me

i had to move across the country
just to find myself again 
cause i couldn't in the place where I lost it

it's way to late to help me
cause i dont fucking need it
let me tell you what i mean

yeah i was a kid who had no fucking hope
just another depressed kid wanting to die
i didnt have no fucking hope
everyday was harder I wanted to die
i dont wanna live this life

i didnt want to be alive i had no hope

I had no hope
i dont wanna be like that
I wanna be happy
but i got these thoughts in my head that stop me
i been smoking up way too much

I been greening out but i dont give a fuck
i dont give a fuck
ima roll up and spark another blunt
ima roll up and spark another blunt

cause these voices have been to loud lately

find myself (canyouseetheghost)

r.i.p cookie (jolst)

(prod. jerry the producer)

lately life has been kicking my ass
someone help me out cause im suffering
its been taking everything inside me not to take that blade right to my skin
so i can feel alive again

don't know whats going on lately
cause ive been so angry and i dont know why
no i dont know why

and im sorry if i get too snappy
i dont mean too
i got this anger that haunts me
it haunts me

my mind is like a minefield
i got to watch where i go 
or i might explode
i might explode

lately life has been kicking my ass
someone help me out cause im suffering
its been taking everything inside me not to take that blade right to my skin
so i can feel alive again

oohh..

angry (jerry the producer)

(prod. dead spyro)

a minute with you
is like a thousand in my head
clinging to all hope and 
hope ive put into you
like its my last leg
and im hoping it doesnt end

and i think the stars
realign when we're together
and everything that seemed wrong
started to turn right 
as i got lost in your love

listening to your voice 
like sweet symphonies 
and i cant help 
but fall for you more
cause im lost in your love
you're like a blue crayon
the one i use to colour my sky
the one i never have enough of

a minute with you is 
like a thousand in my head
clinging to all hope 
and hope ive put into you
like its my last leg
and im hoping it doesnt end

lost in love (dead spyro)

(prod. gxm)

fuck this shit

this mental shit has been weighing me down
so much on my mind 
now i gotta let it out
constantly waking up everyday
im starting to get stressed out
stressed out
im getting fucking stressed out

what i gotta do to get this off my mind
cause lately ive been feeling stressed out
my mind is a fucking mess
wake up everyday and that shit is already pacing
already thinking
like can i get a break?

nah really can i get a break?
i just wanna fucking break
just give me a moment

cause lately ive been crying 
and im fucking sick of it
i dont wanna cry
cause that shit wears me out
it fucking wears me out

i dont wanna sleep no more
cause i cant drown my feelings out
no i cant drown them out

im so fucking sick of this
someone let me out cause im suffering 
help me before i fucking drown

constantly waking up everyday
im starting to get stressed out
stressed out
im getting fucking stressed out


stressed out (gxm)

(prod. jerry the producer)

witch's tale

tired of feeling low
i'm tired of feeling low
i'm tired of feeling low 
              
i'm tired of feeling low

this room that i sleep in never sees sunlight
blacked out curtains
while i roll up this dope

running from the pain 
but never running from the drugs
i'm never running from the drugs

but if im being honest
these drugs help me think
these drugs help me think

can't touch the alcohol 
cause i'll collapse with a relapse
i'll never become what my mother was
i'll never become what my mother was
nah fuck that

the universe blessed me 
with the gift of my words
but cursed me with this pain
so i can let them out
so i can let them out
the universe blessed me 
with the gift of my words

tell me 
whats the purpose
if i cant see where i'm going
feeling like a deer in headlights
questioning my next move
a deer in headlights
questioning my next move

this room that i sleep in never sees sunlight
blacked out curtains
while i roll up this dope

running from the pain 
but never running from the drugs
i'm never running from the drugs

[Outro]

witch's tale

drugs (jerry the producer)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say 
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back 
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..

old wounds (hero)

(prod. thersx)
this is another witch's tale

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

all i can remember 
was the first time 
that blade touch my arm
and i remember getting told
to go on instagram live
so i could prove to them
i was killing myself
so they watched me
take 9 pills

but my mind wont 
let me remember much more
i can't remember much more
i really wish these traumas
didn't make me forget 
who i am
"who i am.."

it left me questioning
is there something wrong with me
i feel like everything is falling apart
i can't do this alone
i don't wanna be alone

but everyone is leaving me 
like what the fuck did i do?
what the fuck did i do?

i'm just gonna move on
i'm just gonna live my life
cause i don't have time
to worry 
about the ones
who left me 
clearly i didn't need you

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

wtf did i do (thersx)

(prod. soprettyanxiety x gusuck)

this is another witch's tale

I stare at you 
and my problems disappear
i never felt worthy of love
i was so lost
yeah i was so lost

and i became
scared of love 
so when you came 
my trusted was guarded
until i looked into
those eyes

now im not so scared to love
i love when you hold me
when you kiss me
love how you love me
I love how you love me

and i will fight for you
even if every piece of me
was shattered 
before you
i will live for you
and that says alot
'cause i wanted to die
for years

but i will live for you


l4y (soprettyanxiety x gusuck)

(Prod. Jerry the Producer)

you're listening to another witch's tale

when i couldn't write poems
i started losing myself
but making music
helped me find
who i was
and now when i sing
i can feel my past
healing

i grew up believing
i was nothing and
that i had no one
i thought i
would be alone

cause back then
i hated everything
and everyone
i just wanted
to be free
but i had chains
they held me back
they cut me deep
but ill never be
that low again

no ill never be that low again
cause im free
and im healing
finally healing

healing (jerry the producer)

(prod. lostangel. x 4punkk)

lyrics:

lets fly far away 
from here somewhere 
in the clouds
where we can float
away from the trauma

i'm so sick 
of being broke
i got nowhere to go
i'm hardly getting by
i'm holding on for dear life

some don't know 
what it's like
it ain't easy 
no it's not easy
struggling to live

don't know
where to go
unless if i'm with you baby
you let me open up
about my feelings
you heal me
i know that 
they're staring at us
when were walking around
i know that they staring 
i know

hold my hand 
we're gonna be okay
nobody gonna hurt us
no-bo-dy
gonna hurt you 
nobody gonna hurt you

lets go

so lets fly far away 
somewhere in the clouds
maybe we can reach the stars

it's not easy (ft. lostangel.)

(Prod. lostangel. x jackruss)

witch's tale.

my visions gone blurry
and everything feels
unreal

trauma hit so bad
my brain started
splitting and now
I got different alters
that make me question
who i am

im lost
im so lost
and im feeling
trapped
in a body 
thats not mine
feeling like 
so many people 
but the energies 
is off

so believe me 
when i say
im lost
my visions gone blurry
everything feels
unreal

im feeling so
lost

im feeling so lost.

lost (prod. lostangel. x jackruss)

(prod. unknown instrumentalz x goldgrain)

this is another witch's tale.

"im gonna be real for a second,
 ima tell you a story i havent told anyone" 

I came from a long
line of addicts but
i'll never be that way
i'll never give myself 
back up to those 
hard drugs

i took that path
and i let it get bad
but i dont wanna live like that
cause that was never living
i was just trying to get by
and cope with all the pain i had

my mother had it bad
she was doing all the drugs
that she could get her
hands on
that she could get her
hands on
as for my father he never cared
he had the chance to meet me
but me left me waiting
not once
not twice
but for a third fucking time
and now im looking like a fool
for thinking you cared

oh why couldn't you care.

"ugh parents."

i've spent countless
nights in tears
because i had
nothing
i had fucking nothing.

i came from a 
line of addicts
but ill never be that way
i wont give myself back up 
to those hard drugs

i took that path
and i let it get bad
but ill never be that way
anymore

"im so fucking sorry".

parents

(prod. 2001)

witch's tale

watching my like
go by like
its a movie scene
i feel like
im not living my life
and someone's taken over

im fine i say
while i draw that blade
across my arms
these waves of
emotions got me 
barely breathing
nowadays its hard to
 put your trust 
and faith in anyone 
cause even your
best friends can
betray you

life's fucked up
i can admit that
i tried to make amends
but i couldn't deal
with that
no i couldn't deal
with that

and i cant believe 
i fucking trusted you
i begged you 
stay but really 
i just wanted to leave 
i just wanted to leave
ive been watching my life go by
like im a movie scene
that doesn't end
feels like someone's
taken over

its feels like this life isnt mine.

like a movie scene (2001)

(prod. 2001)

witch's tale.

i grew up in a 
stressful home
i had to learn
to take care of myself
cause i couldn't depend
on anyone else

i can not understand
why the universe
chose this for me
was i fucked 
from the start
was i fucked from
the start?
was there ever
really any hope
for me

i was raised in the system
i never had a family
connection
my foster mom 
left me questioning
my worth
do you know what its like
being emotional abused for years?

it starts to tear at your mental
it tears at your mental
so tell me
was there ever hope for me?

was there ever hope (2001)

(prod. lostangel.)

this is another witch's tale

life has me by
a fucking chokehold
losing my shit and
no one even knows
cause i keep to myself
i'll struggle with this alone

i dont need your opinions  
i dont need your help
ill just take it
day by day
guess ill figure it out
when i see 
the eviction notice
at the door

tattoos are the 
only way i cope
so i dont collapse
into a relapse
but no amount of tattoos 
can make me forget
all the hurt i been through
all the hurt i been through

3 point 5 grams 
thats all it takes
ill smoke another joint
and it'll be okay
i dont trust alcohol anymore
because the taste of it 
lets reality set in
the taste of it
lets reality set in

life has me by
a fucking chokehold
im losing my shit and
no one even knows
cause i keep to myself
but i dont need your help

no one even knows (lostangel.)

(prod. dead spyro)

witch's tale.

feeling like 
an outcast
my hearts heavy
and i feel like im stuck
in one place

thoughts started 
getting so bad, i thought
relapsing might be
a good idea, pop a few pills
just to numb the pain
even if its temporary 

even if its temporary
the pain will be gone
and i can move on
but i cant resort
back to then, no

but my brain is 
telling me to 
pop a few more
and call it a day
maybe it'll take me
somewhere i can cope 
with this (2x)

take me somewhere 
i can cope with this
only cause im feeling 
like an outcast
my hearts heavy
and im feeling 
like im stuck
in one place

so maybe relapsing 
isnt a good idea
cause ill just fall deeper
and my heart will just get heavier
my heart will just get heavier

i cant deal with this but i'll fight through it

outcast (dead spyro)

Prod. lostangel.
(hello is anyone there?)
(come in you're just in time)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

my life was feeling like a maze
and i got stuck in one place
but i gotta make it out 
i'm making progress

i don't wanna fall back 
no i don't wanna fall back
i gotta keep this up 
i gotta make it up 
i can't stop now
i'm finally getting out 
even if i fall again
i know how to rise
 
fall again i'll fall again 
as long as its with you
i'm so tired of life but
i won't relapse to the knife

no more, i'm tired
of fighting this war
inside of my head
get these thoughts 
outta my head 
i don't wanna 
fell them any fucking damn more
i know i won't 
cause i know time heals

even if i fall again (fall)
i know how to rise(rise)
i know how to rise (rise)

rise i rise above the sea
even though i can't walk on water
but that's how this feeling feels 

i know nothings in my way
i know how to rise...again
(i know how to rise....again)

rise (ft.lostangel.)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

you pull the trigger
just for fun forgetting 
i'm a loaded gun
this world has become too 
fucking cold for me
i can't trust in anyone 
anymore

the world is fucked up 
i grew up without my parents
i did it independently
i did it independently
guess i didn't need anyone
after all but i'll admit i'm weak
yeah i'm weak

just shut the fuck up
your words are looking see-through
all i'm seeing are your lies
i'm seeing right through you

you pull the trigger
just for fun forgetting 
i'm a loaded gun
this world has become too 
fucking cold for me
i can't trust in anyone 
anymore

but i'll admit (dead spyro)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

every mistake 
lead me back here
every scar i had 
became a map that 
led back to myself
who would've known
i would made this far

i can't believe 
i made it past 
my teenage years
i can't believe this person i become
it's like it happened overnight
but it didn't it 
took years of healing 
it torn me down

i had nowhere to go 
but now i found my home
i found my myself 
i can't believe this person i've become
every scar became a map 
that led me to myself

i guess i now
know the person who i've become
and i'm sorry it took me so long 

but every scar i had became a map that lead me back 
to myself.

this person ive become (dead spyro)

(prod. thersx)
this is another witch's tale

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

all i can remember
was the first time
that blade touch my arm
and i remember getting told
to go on instagram live
so i could prove to them
i was killing myself
so they watched me
take 9 pills

but my mind wont
let me remember much more
i can't remember much more
i really wish these traumas
didn't make me forget
who i am
"who i am.."

it left me questioning
is there something wrong with me
i feel like everything is falling apart
i can't do this alone
i don't wanna be alone

but everyone is leaving me
like what the fuck did i do?
what the fuck did i do?

i'm just gonna move on
i'm just gonna live my life
cause i don't have time
to worry
about the ones
who left me
clearly i didn't need you

there's parts of my brain
that i shut out
it's hard to make out my childhood

wtf did i do (thersx) - Bonus track

you are listening to another witch's tale.

tell me how am i supposed to live
when everything is 
weighing me down
i've been manifesting this 
new life to work out
but i can't stop the clock
i just gotta keep up
the world doesn't stop spinning

and i can't fall behind 
so i guess it's time
i took this armor off
i guess it's time
i took this armor off

it's time i heal these scars of mine
and get a hold of myself
i haven't picked that 
blade up in a minute
which is crazy cause 
that's how i felt alive

so i guess i'm doing alright
i guess i'm on the right tracks
get a couple tattoos 
to hide the past

i found feel ways to alive 
i made music 
and i found love another place
life can't weigh me down no more

who know music could save a life

heal these scars of mine (dead spyro)

witch's tale.

i've been given
so many chances
at life, so why 
am i wasting it?

i didn't mean 
to take it for granted
i had a lot going on 
my mental was fucked
and my education went to hell
i was skipping class
i was taking drugs
i didnt care no more 
i let myself go

i can't believe 
i let myself go
but i burnt the past 
and from the ashes
i bloomed
yeah i bloomed


i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed
i've been changing everything
sometimes i look into the mirror
and i don't recognize myself

and this person i've become
i burnt the past 
but from the ashes
i bloomed 

but from the ashes
I bloomed.

from the ashes (carmspace x Nihil)

let me tell you a witch's tale.

never had the chance 
to settle down
all my life i moved around 
i went to city to city,
state to state
now i'm over it 
i'm so over it

yeah i'm so over it
in my last move
i threw away 
everything i owned
i left with nothing 
more than my clothes
and things that
 had importance to me

now nothings
holding me back 
anymore

since i never had 
the chance to settle down
all my life i moved around 
and i'm so over it
so now i'm home
i found a home 
in his heart
(his heart)

so over it (dead spyro)

(prod. hero)

this is another witch's tale

i tried to be real
wanted to switch it up
i opened old wounds
just so that i can heal
and let you know
what i feel
but thats when
the hate rolls in

but you can hate
you can say
what you want
cause those are old wounds
yeah i been bullied all my life
so that shit dont really phase me
anymore

i just wanna live my my life
i dont got time to
worry about you
i'm finally putting myself first
im putting myself first

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

never wanna be back
in that apartment
scared for my life
cause that man was
knocking at my door
i had no one
to keep me safe
and thats why

i gotta keep this relationship intact
because i cant handle
another heartbreak
and i cant handle
being alone

i never wanna end up alone..



old wounds (hero) - Bonus track

(prod. natebatez)

witch's tale.

i'm not used to the quiet nights

i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud
guess i got addicted to the sound

i swear
i'm getting better 
but the ghost still hum
yeah the ghost still hum
somedays i bloom
other days i break
guess healing comes in waves

when you found me 
i was halfway
through the fire 
and you held my hand
till i realize it wasn't a dream
you pulled me out when 
i forgot my name 

now when the storm 
starts to whisper 
i just smile 
i'm not the same 
as i was back then 

if peace is a stranger
i'm learning their face 
if life's a circle 
i found my place 

i'm not used to the quiet nights
i still flinch when the thunder hides
even the silence gets too loud 

guess i got addicted to the sound.

quiet nights (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale.

you don't know what its like
to lose your glow before the dawn
to be a child in body
but feel your soul 
move on

i stitched my soul 
with melodies turned pain into art
but the mirror kept asking
"will you ever be the same"

you took my story 
but i took control
you don't know what its like
to lose it all and still rise

my innocence is gone
but i found my light inside
they tried to write my story
but i changed every line

what they took from me that night
I'm taking back this time
every tear i buried deep
became roots in my heart

they broke me down to nothing
but i built myself divine
i built myself divine.

taking back what's mine (natebeatz)

(prod. natebeatz)

witch's tale

the world moves fast
but i move alone 
i walk through fire 
i didn't light

learn to speak in 
whispers not in cries
every smile is borrowed 
every touch felt unknown
i stitched my soul 
with broken threads

i rose from the shadows 
of that time 
everything that was 
stolen is now all mine 
my reflection felt like someone else
i was too young to know the world 
but it showed me it's teeth anyway

i've found my voice 
reclaimed my life 
i carry my past
but it doesn't define 
i found my light 
this soul is mine 

(woah)
(woah)
(yuh)
life's not easy
when your sensitive
tired of this shit
its so repetitive 
why do i have to be so vulnerable 
so gullible

i know you wanna 
leave it all behind 
watch me rise 
we gon' be alright 
don't leave your life behind 

it's worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
worth living for these moments
said it's worth living for these moments

this soul is all mine

this soul is mine (natebeatz)

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