I WANT TO FEEL REAL BUT EVERYTHING IS PLASTIC

MAKING FRIENDS WITH STARS 2

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WHEN IT RAINS

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n i don't give af at all
anxiety been killing me
the meds they do not help at all.
i'm so sick of all these chemicals
and every day the withdrawals drilling straight thru my skull

years gone by
n i can't believe it
i still want to die
i wish that i was anemic
been in therapy for hours
wish that i could just leave
but i can't get out of my seat
wish i could rip out my teeth
maybe then I won't breathe.
maybe then I would die.
and ion wanna argue back n forth
so i'll just stare straight at the floor
you can't change my mind at all.
why tf am i here at all?
bc every day i waste away
inhaling smoke like it's my saving grace
i'm taking pills
don't even know their names
i lie n say i'm stable
tried to kill myself today.
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teeth (acey)

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going to be dropping every week.
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prod @prodacey

n i'm so sick of the way that i hate on everything
wish i could find a purpose in this fkd up life i live
i'm taking medications just to try to get a break
intrusive thoughts are killing me n i can't get away

one man army i'm the last man standing
but
if i take this pill i prolly won't see the morning
half pound on me idc if they find it cause
i gotta cash out before i lose my mind.

ketamine n marijuana make me feel better
but
i'd be better if i was sober forever
rainy days i medicate i can't feel at all cause
when it rains i'll prolly think that i'm home
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one man army (acey) [songs dropping on my main soon :) ]

MAKING FRIENDS WITH STARS

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