there was no plan for this

and when everything moves, can i catch up
up (x7)
and when i finally breakthrough, will i be stuck
stuck (x7)
and i'm so scared and confused cause it-
and when i finally hear news, i don't matter
(it's a recurring dream, where you call me, and i don't pick up and i'm the one in front this time x 2)
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused
confused, confused, confused, confused, confused,
head hurts, head hurts, head hurts, head hurts,
no
i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-, i'm so-,
no
love you, love, love, love you, love, love,
not news, not news, not news, not
stuck

disappointment + everything else you're scared of*

laurel +achorda

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envious green

my other half

youre looking at me weird you can be honest
i can see your worry through my eyelids
if i could change so easily i would
but it always sounds so loud through the silence

i thought i left it in the past
and i was hoping i would never look back
but what was once my every moment
comes back in fleeting thoughts to remind me of my lowest

why dont you stay a bit for just a little longer
fuck me up and throw me in the corner
i cant tell how much ive really changed
cuz every now and then im stuck in the same old place
staring at the same old face

a place so familiar it hurts
a face so familiar it hurts

silence

Miss garlic cheese i love you please gome back

being home (demo)

i’m not 
making an album 
anymore 
sorry :(

i realized
i wrote 
most of it from a
specific perspective
which i now think 
is better if 
i keep it to myself

still it was fun
to think about a big project :]

maybe sometime later
i can think of another one.
thank you for your immediate support
and help,
you are all lovely and amazing people!

if you need any thing from me
please feel free to let me know
<3

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Love, Your First.

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