Last day's I did things that let a lot of people down.
The thoughts I think are not appropriate for me or my personality, I don't know what to do.
I need help and no one can help me, I have to fly or be buried, you know... I have no power to finish anything. 
Even I don't have the power to finish myself.
You know I have to have an end, And what is that?
I'm not on the wrong track, my thinking side is wrong and that makes me fall all the time.
So I wish I didn't get up from the next fall.
I don't have the losing side, I want to win the game, that's what I did. Fuck it Im not in a raw anymore ^^

FAUN