spring '20

40 MISSED CALLS W/ LIL PEEP BACK ON SOUNDCLOUD:
https://soundcloud.com/sowhatimdead/40missedcalls2025

FOLLOW ON IG: @sowhatimdead

@lil_peep
@lilskil features on the hook
@dietrich2003

w/ lil peep - black fingernails (40 missed calls w/ peep back on page go stream)

Gustav Ahr's Album

giving girls cocaine w/ lil tracy (prod. horsehead)

Dance in the Moonlight..I know the mood is right.

moonlight [prod. sidepce]

my life is like a movie (prod. pvscale)

my life is like a movie (prod. ☆ ultraviolet ☆)

Reminds Me

Prod. Heartful
SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/3pXVmZh293nWtqxildz9jf?si=3KU0DGfyREKz1w5nDx5uXA
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=clnIeauiVDM
I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY  FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

SHE OPTIMISTIC, NOT ME
NO QUIERO ESTAR AQUÍ
WOE IS ME, L'APPEL DU VIDE
SHE STILL WANT ME, C'EST LA VIE

I CAN'T EVEN LEAVE MY PLACE WITHOUT HIDING MY FACE
JUST A GLAMORIZED DESK JOB ROTTING AWAY
I AIN'T EVEN GOT FRIENDS, FEEL LIKE EVERYONE FAKE
REALLY PRAYING FOR THE DAY THE REAPER TAKE ME AWAY

BREAK A MIRROR, YEAH FUCKIN BREAK A MIRROR
GLASS SHATTER, GUMS BLEED, OFF THE FUCKIN EVERCLEAR
EYES RED, MIND RACE, FUCKIN WISH THAT YOU WERE HERE
I WAS REALLY FUCKING HOPING IT'D BE DIFFERENT THIS YEAR

I DON'T WANT TO LOOK LIKE THIS
FUCK
I DON'T WANT TO FEEL LIKE THIS
FUCK
WISH I DIDN'T MISS HER SO 
MUCH
KNEW THAT THIS WOULD HAPPEN, FUCK
LOVE

MISS YOU!

라벤더 [lavender]

lyrics:

look at my eyes
what do you see girl
are you alright
do you need me girl
i dont wanna fight
with you every night
ive been doing drugs that you dont wanna try

and i know that its been rough
lifes hard just shape up
this sprite all in my cup
smokin on backwood blunts

and i miss you
very very much
i wish i was with you
so i could feel your touch

my eyes

SPOTIFY: https://open.spotify.com/track/4SPBwOTXgku4QvmRtMEGfW?si=8zTWWKteQjiyD-b7ajKzDQ
AMV: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yl6t_8pldzU
Prod. Oxygen Beats
Cover art: https://twitter.com/2SpooKay

MAKE A STACK, PEPELAUGH
GOT ALL OF THESE BITCHES MAD
SHE SUCK ME AND I DO NOT GIVE HER BANS (BANDS),I FEEL LIKE TWITCH STAFF
CLIP THAT, AYE
THIS BITCH FINNA GIVE ME WHIPLASH
TOOK MY FUCKIN BREATH AWAY, I'M FINNA TAKE THAT SHIT BACK
BITCH YOU CAPPIN AND YOU BIG MAD
I'M JUST FUCKIN TRAPPIN GETTIN CAT GIRLS AND SOME BIG BANDS
PULL UP CAUSIN HAVOC JACKSPEDICY HOW I WHIP THAT
MAKE MORE THAN YOU DAD, BUT I KNOW YOU WOULDN'T GET THAT

x2
MASKED UP, GOT ME LOOKIN LIKE NO FACEEEEEE
MAKE IT RAIN, LEAVE HER WET, LIKE A SNOWFLAKE
I TELL HER GIMME SPACE, SHE LIKE NO WAYYYYYYY
THAT'S A RED FLAG, BITCH, OLÈ (sorry)

FINE LASS, NICE ASS, CAT EARS AND SHE UwU
FUCK AROUND DO SHADOW PUPPETS, BACK OF THE SUBARU 
I GOT CHIPPED BLACK NAILS, AND A BADDER BITCH THAN YOU DO
ONLY WANT ME CAUSE I'M SAD, BITCH, I AINT AFRAID TO LOSE YOU

SHE ALWAYS GOT HER COLLAR ON, SHE ALWAYS FUCKING CALLING ME
WHAT SHE CALL ME SENPAI FOR? DON'T CALL ME THAT I'M NOT A WEEB
SHE LIKE THE WAY I LOOK AT HER, SHE LIKE THAT I AM HARD TO PLEASE
I CANNOT FUCKIN HELP IT BRO THESE CAT GIRLS ALWAYS FALL FOR ME

THEY ALL TRY TO FIX ME
FUCKIN SWITCH UP, LIKE A BLADE ON ME
GOT HER HANDCUFFED, PUT CHAINS ON ME
BITCH
I DON'T GIVE A FUCK, DO NOT TRY TO CHANGE ME

CAT GIRLS ARE RUINING MY LIFE!

Mimosa Sunset (Prod Darkboy & Atis)

Dribble (No8)

Jump (Prod Ovve)

Covid (Prod Objectt)

Lil Uzi Vert - Lotus (foxwedding remix) 

GO STREAM ETERNAL ATAKE https://open.spotify.com/album/7IyoGB8J31fvQDwGtHAq9m

DYING LOTUS

HATED THIS BUT PEOPLE KEPT WANTING IT AND IT'LL SHAKE YOUR CAR SO ASKFASFLQWEAS
REGULAR VERSION ON SPOTIFY AND ALL THAT SOON MAN THIS DISTRIBUTING MUSIC STUFF IS TOUGH
Prod. Oxygen Beats
SPOTIFY:
https://open.spotify.com/album/5gJEkk1zcfeQYHv1hOVhrm?si=g6kPRr8ESROIyYWc9i5rmA

I SPILLED WINE ALL ON MY WHITE TEE, BITCHES LIKE ME
CORPSE YOU OFF THE DEEP END, WELL BITCH I MIGHT BE
THESE GIRLS THEY TRYNA BLIND ME, FUCK OUT MY LIFE PLEASE
I AINT GOT NO TIME, IF YOU AINT BESIDE ME

GET UP 7AM, BUT I HAVEN'T SLEPT IN DAYS
ACID ON MY VOCALS, THAT'S THE PRICE I GOTTA PAY
KARMA TRYNA ROB ME, ALL UP ON ME, FUCK AWAY
DEATH ALWAYS UPON ME WHEN I COME UP OUT THE SHADE

WHAT YOU TRYNA SAY, HUH?
WHAT YOU TRYNA SAY
OH YOU LOVE ME AND YOU MISS ME? YEAH I GET IT THAT'S OKAY
RELUCTANTLY I GET YOU, BUT YOU KNOW IT AINT THE SAME
ONCE YOU FUCK ME OVER, NO DO OVERS, WE DON'T PLAY

I SPILLED WINE ALL ON MY WHITE TEE, BITCHES LIKE ME
CORPSE YOU OFF THE DEEP END, WELL BITCH I MIGHT BE
THESE GIRLS THEY TRYNA BLIND ME, FUCK OUT MY LIFE PLEASE
I AINT GOT NO TIME, IF YOU AINT BESIDE ME

9 LIVES ON 8 CAT BITCHES, 7 WITCHES FROM THE 6 (ice barrage)
5 ARE TRYNA FIND ME, WANNA FLY OUT 4 THE DICK (UwU)
3 TIMES A BOYFRIEND TRIED ME, HAD 2 TELL THEM THEY AIN'T SHIT
1 BE BLOWIN UP MY PHONE, TRYNA FIGHT ME FOR A BITCH

DON'T FOLLOW ME BABY, SWEAR I'M GOING TO HELL
THINK I'M LOOKING FOR A PIECE OF YOU IN SOMEBODY ELSE
CAUSE EVER SINCE I'VE BEEN LEAVING, I'M FUCKED UP ON SOMETHING ELSE
WE JUST HOOK UP ON THE WEEKEND, I KEEP HER UP ON THE SHELF

I SPILLED WINE ALL ON MY WHITE TEE, BITCHES LIKE ME
CORPSE YOU OFF THE DEEP END, WELL BITCH I MIGHT BE
THESE GIRLS THEY TRYNA BLIND ME, FUCK OUT MY LIFE PLEASE
I AINT GOT NO TIME, IF YOU AINT BESIDE ME

WHITE TEE (Bass Boosted Alternate Version)

4 LIFE (prod skrapdollazz) %#SPABOYS%#

taken from the forthcoming tape - MORE SONGS ABOUT DROWNING. 

pre-order tapes, shirts & special editions here - www.cremationlily.com

spring '20

lauren