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@1sickboi

i don't think you told me if you were even sorry
why'd you let me OD off those drugs at that party?
it's killing me slowly
don't know how it started
i wish i had knowledge
of how you could be heartless
i needed your shoulder
but you only got colder
i'll try to get over it
but only once i'm sober
been looking for closure
all the secrets i told her
i'm living a nightmare, it's not even october

needa know what i'm doing?
losing track of me and where i'm moving
hold each other watching horror movies
yeah i miss but won't get into it
why you needa know what i'm doing?
can't keep track of where I've been moving
feels like your trust i been losing
but i know my faith is gonna get me through it

go stream!

horror movies

Disguise V2

bunii - solitaire cover

(prod. neverforever)
lyrics;
"This place shall be your grave"
Watch my head fall on the ground
No, I swear, you're not around
All this pain, it drags me down
Lost my soul, it's never found
FUCK
I'ma put a bullet in the chamber
And I know I'm a bad neighbor
Never better, maybe later
"Fuck you, you creep"
Never meant to break down
Wasn't tryna mess around
Wasn't tryna test your patience
I'll be dead when the sun is down
I'm a fuck-up, yeah I know this
Didn't think I wouldn't know this?
And I'm crying, losing focus
If you really loved me, then you'd show it
You're never around
And you wonder why I got a fucking frown
Maybe 'cause I show up and you shut me down
And you never wanna fucking hear me out
I'll go...
I never feel welcome anyways
I guess this is where we split ways
I never wanna see your fucking face
FUCK! DON'T! GO! DOWN!
Don't wanna see your face
NO, FUCK!
Show me anyways!
FUCK!
Guess I'll leave this place
FUCK! GO, OH GOD!
FUCK!
I'ma put a bullet in the chamber
And I know I'm a bad neighbor
Never better, maybe later
"Fuck you, you creep"
Never meant to break down
Wasn't tryna mess around
Wasn't tryna test your patience
I'll be dead when the sun is down
I'm a fuck-up, yeah I know this
Didn't think I wouldn't know this?
"Fuck you, you creep"

bullet in the chamber

all plats soon..
ft. @pursuitofreverie

exo:
baby can you get up out my head
can i take back everything i've said
i'm so fucking useless
i stay in my bed
i haven't left my house in a month so i might as well be dead
just save yourself
what's the point
i'll just end up ending myself
just save yourself
what's the point
i'll just end up ending myself

rev:
Yeah girl it's true
Yeah girl I like you but damn,
You might find my body hanging from the roof
Oh I try not to kill myself
These drugs won't work and you can't help
I take back everything I said (damn)
I should've left you on read
But it's too late
And we got so deep into it
Now I can't get you out my head
But girl I'll try not to waste your time
But, It's too late for me

#rott4ever

i want u but all i do is bedrott w/ revry

bullet

tonight prod. me

lyrics;

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life 
ive never been down so deep.
everything that you wanted to tell me
ive never had wounds that cut deep
ive never felt promises keep
When every single word would just repel me
ive never felt nights that don’t sleep
And im Buried in the ground where you left me
Buried in the ground where you left me
You left me broken, like a record on repeat
I'm dancing in the hallways, and im falling off my feet
You left me choking, on the words I couldn’t eat
Swallowed by the silence, sinking deeper in defeat
You left me hoping, for a love I’d never meet
Running through the fire, but collapsing in the heat
You left me spoken, in a language bittersweet
Tasting every memory like poison on a sheet
You left me broken, with a pulse that skips its beat
Dancing with the shadows where our hearts no longer meet
Wandering the halls where your ghosts and mine still meet
You left me speechless, with a coldness sharp and neat

You left me tired, and i fired up my life,
Cut me like a wire, like a razor to my knife.
Just tell me everything that you wanted to type,
All those late-night secrets bottled up too tight.
You left me stranded, in the middle of the night
Told me you were broken, but you never told me why
I’m chained to these memories I’m too weak to fight.
if your fucking round with me ima take my life

(prod. sickboi)

bittersweet

prod me

it’s too late to go back
wasted all my time on you and i can’t make it back
i’m losing myself for you my bad

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody's there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

i hum through the quiet like it answers me back
and i've been sleeping through heartache pretending you'll ask
your name's in my throat but it don't wanna leave
i carry it softly, like something to grieve
now i stare at the ceiling like its talking in codes
i see the lights flicker once and then forget how to glow
i wanted a reason, you wanted escape
now im stuck in a loop you dont want me to break

i shouldn’t have to take the blame for your hesitation
want all our problems gone but
you’re mis-communicating
it seems you hate me that much
you wanna see me fade away
and now you’re calling my bluff
when you know everything is ok

so i’ll fall out slow like the lights in my room
keep pretending im fine but im breaking in two
you don’t say what you mean, and i don’t think you care
but i stayed, yeah i stayed — now nobody’s there
and i trace all the fights like they’re scars on my skin
if i gave you my heart, would you lose it again?
i keep hearing your voice like it’s caught in the air
but it’s fading, it’s fading — just like you were never there

trace

prod. @duskysdemise
lyrics;
carve my name into your skin,
i wanna be included—can you let me in?
i want you to be tortured, and to reminisce,
if i were to die tomorrow, i will not be missed.

put it on my checklist: to hope i die,
in my tombstone, that’s where i’ll lay.
i’ve tried to pass away so many times,
i know you want me gone, so this is my goodbye.

i tried to vanish a thousand times,
you’re so sick and twisted, i’ve seen your signs.
you left me begging all day through the night,
i’m so fucking miserable... i hate my life.

if i jumped off, i won’t survive,
and you told me that you cared—i know it was a lie.
you want me dead or alive? make up your mind.
you can scream for help, but no one will reply.

i know you’re suicidal, baby—don’t you die on me,
i’m sorry that i’m in your life… i’m such a tragedy.
you left me begging all day through the night,
like every word i ever said just led to jealousy,

carve

everything repeats
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i want u but all i do is bedrott w/ revry

marceline

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