imalwaysinurdreams!!! :3

fallin asleep

self gratification (demo 2)

ur so far @projekt

guys please this is my first time singing and playing at the same time guys please guys

shitty east coast cover (might priv later yipee!!)

i wanna know (demo 2)

standin in front of u

summrsdead

throwthisdogabone

allinreprieveof

self gratification

thank you for passing by, im so grateful to be a part of your life
and no words, i could ever write
would even begin to describe
the wayy
i saw you
nd i 
while i might miss u
that doesn't mean that i ever want to see u again
againn
don't soon forget, your memories safe w me
put u on the shelf 
somewhere safe to keep 
nothing i would change, nothing new for me

thank you for passing by

methodacting

no use being sad when i can play wii sports

i bet u think ur so fucking smart dont u

i watched this pigeon fall from the sky and splatter on the ground on my way to 7/11

i hate my job even though its the most stable thing in my life

drive by the ocean to see what i've forgotten
dont let me go too far it reminds me of u
drive thru the noises im tired of rotting 
don't let me see you
fucked up opinions and a strange moral compass
those things that would turn me off of anybody else
you creep your way deep inside my subconscious
i guess its because i just cant love myself

dont fade away
dont fade away so soon

its how the water feels on my skin thats bothering me

apathetic with a silver spoon

scott pilgrim vs my gpa cover

ur everything i've got for the time being

i know u hate it when i tell u all those thoughts in my head
im callin anyone who'll listen can u tell im upset?
i get u cant ever forgive me for the things that i've said
im stuck in endless fuckin mazes gotta try n repent
it's not a problem that i've made its a habit that i cant shake
i wanna tell u but im scared that u wont see me the same
dont wanna hate u im so sorry think im starting to change
my structures crumbling if i call u would u carry that weight

im kinda fucking terrified

i think im going back to a place i hate n im freaked out

see it 2 believe it
im tryna chase that feelin
smoke thru the ceilin baby
said i been healin lately
thats not entirely true
still feel adrift in my room
i just wanted to see u
it's so confusing
just need to get some room n
think all these feelings thru then
maybe im not for u then

maybe i should've chose
the words that i once spoke 
with some more clarity then maybe i'd feel less alone
keep diggin my own hole
it's something that i loathe
been tryna get to me but i cant seem to get a hold

see it 2 believe it

i did everything that i told myself i didnt want

it all just kinda sucks rn (acoustic)

just wait until im gone
cus u wont want anyone else
just stay, until im gone
cus u wont need anyone else

and i understand
u dont want anything to do w me
anything to do w me
i understand u dont want
anything to do w me

and i hate, how i still think
and i hate, that i still think, still think about you
from time to time
you blur those lines

need a mint my breath fuckin stinks

ahahhaa

i wanted to be everything u needed fuck that feelin
i gave u everything that i could be but you're still grievin
its somethin im not seein
break me down into pieces
been begging for some meanin 
every option so decievin

dont tell me that its nothin if its somethin i can see
try not to be a bother but that look just speaks to me
thought you were what i need
cut ties and watch me bleed
been livin through a screen
keep tryna find some peace

i said it and i froze 
i knew i should've told you
turn poetry to prose
the words i always spoke through
been tryna crack the code
god just give me a re do
theres nothing that can hold
me up now

turn poetry to prose

the excess that ruins the fold
the breakneck speeds that you hold
i cant keep up with the way that you hold yourself

fake dead, so i wont have to
disappoint, but i dont think i'd come with you
you'd hate to hear it
cus ik it sounds stupid
nd i feel so useless 
cus i cant change what i hate

its just not so simple and easy
with all of the praise that you've been seeming to give me
the words that you glaze over swiftly and promptly
cus you know that they'd haunt me, but i know we're both thinkin the same

sorry for cancelling those plans i just couldnt bear to have anyone look at me

cover art: himadanaka

when you call
and no one answers, what do you say?
when you fall
whats your secret to keeping sane?
it breaks my heart
to know that your so far away
to know that i wont be the same again

wockhardtbeast2015

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