boywithahalo - story

Car Caught Fire !

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reverie

The Arbiter of Creation

The Arbiter Of Creation

a part of me knew
And the rest of me
Now hates
Me for not changing the fate
For not listening 

A lack of power, wisdom, intuition
Curse my inability to understand and speak my mind
Curse the human being for its sensitivity to change

And the fear the claws around the spine
Fueled by the dirty ones barely alive
Causing one to shrink away 
In urgency to tend to aches 
that shrivel the conscious 
to states of unwellness
Far away from the 
inconsequential present 

The predetermined destiny 
Of this ultimate failure 
Incompatible broken hearts
Unwilling to try and start 
With new perspectives 
Through words and eyes
In the past you would stare
But now you flick and flitter away 
Unnatural for a moth and flame
Forced resistance
History will always repeat itself

All i want to know is why
All i need to hear is why
And how it
And what it meant to you

As i pass the venue
We were meant to have seen 
Would it have been any different
And was this always what was meant to be

Covet the possibility 
Of what could have been
From a twirled and spiraled fantasy
seeking the retired eye within
One much more comforting the further i get
And the more that changes and becomes clear 

Envv the naivety of a wishful soul
One i no longer can see as myself 
I can no longer see myself
I can no longer see yourself

From all that what has it become
I miss the future that never was 
And never could have been
yet every now and then i look
to see the gaping hole that looms behind
reflecting the question why

i look back on an alternate reality
refusing the truth in my memories 
but when the pain begins to suffocate
remind me please
they still belong to me 
they still belong to me
they still belong to us

poke out my eyes
i no longer want to see
pierce me through the heart
i no longer want to feel
intoxicate my soul
i no longer want to be

i want to burn away the unease
swallow the blossoms of an early spring
Choke on a scent so bittersweet
I want to drown in blissful reminiscence

snuff

g4rim3$_synopsis

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TRACKLIST
LTP - NICKI GARAJ
MPH - Music Sounds Better With You [Bootleg]
Big L - Put It On (MarsWALKZ UKG Remix) 
Pj Bridger - Dont Know Where I'd Be
Ollie Weeks - Hot For You (Original Mix)
Hyphen - Jackpot Dub 
R!PT!DE - Man Wanna Talk About 
NinetyNine - Give it to me (99's Cheeky Garage Flip)

RADIO VOL. 01

@RAWCXX - RADIO VOL.01

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GENESIS (grimes cover)

wow it feels so good to finally release this wtf

Cherry

curse of knowledge
illusion of truth
evolution of soul

"please hold while I forward your call"

snuff

wisperia

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