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Sad shit pt7

@deadat18
@sshinju

senpai where the fuck is the taco bell?!?!?

Why’d you date me why you hate me?
Where’d you take me why can’t you face me?
Are you still stuck with our memories ?
Now you feel how I feel

Now I’m on my own again
The only difference now is your not even a friend
Texted me it was over I didn’t know what to think
You left my life so bleak

And I don’t know what to do with myself
You left me fallin calling for help
I wanted to tell you how I felt
But now that your gone

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

I wonder if you still think of me
Cause I still dream what we could be
I always think about those times
And to this day you’re still on my mind

Why did you leave me that one night?
I still have no clue I just cry
Why did you make me think we were fine?
I just wanna know

i just wanna know </3 [shinju x deadat18]

inspired by lain


tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i know its really hard
on you
so you can leave the blame
on me
this time ill play my part
for you
so just go and leave the blame on me

tear me apart again
dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

tear me apart break me down again
i dont want to think of all the things you said again
and ill take the blame for it all
just leave me be

(just leave me be)

i have nothing
except myself to blame
you have something
so leave the blame on me
i have nothin
so it is clear to see
i have nothing
so leave the blame on me

leave the blame on me

prod number48 <333

waking up with tears on my face
guess i had a bad dream
couldn’t be a nightmare cus i got u here with me
it’s hard to taste this love
i can feel it
the scent is thin 
i can smell it
u can’t really spell it out
it comes from within us
when i try to talk to u
it feels like i’ve gone dead
take me to the doctor
get me in a hospital bed
i cant feel my heartbeat

can u feel my heartbeat?
i wana walk around like ain nobody staring at all
baby i’m sorry
i know i promised u i’d never let u see me fall

lately i wake up n i’m scared
wishing u were here
never leave my home
i miss u on my phone
every single day
fading into grey
say it once again
everything’s the same

i’d rather be alone pls jus stop ima take this shit til i drop dropping dead i regret all the shit i ever-_

i promised u id never let u see me fall

prod. @drmabeats @johnnyfriend

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

will u be here while i run up a check
i'd take a red dot off ur neck and onto mine
baby i love when we're intertwined
baby just call me anytime
i'm gon get us right
if u wanna go then we can go, 
u aint gotta tell no one @ home <3

idk what's gotten into me
all i make is enemies
and i feel a stigma when u talk 2 me
i know some shit just ain't meant 2 be
but i feel like she's meant 4 me
i can't get her to listen guess we'll wither away

i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental
i said baby i'll work on giving u attention
only one on this earth that's getting it from me, from me
'cause i don't deserve what we have, girl it's special
if i lost that i'd sure go mental

SPOTIFY

a little attention

prod me and @delto
ft @mental

[lyrics]
it depends,,, didnt do it right but thats okay ill try again.. i dont rlly wanna fall asleep, ill lay in bed,,,,.,.., guess ill lay awake and think about my life instead. i cant run away cuz ur just stuck inside my head

i dont get the point cuz everyone will all be dead,, dont think ill forget about everything that u said,,,,,,,every week i get myself into another mess.. but its all the same, loss and gain, more or less

you cant fool me twice, i control it!ice frozen, idk ur motive,, i got shit to do but i cant focus. idk him so hes getting ghosted....talk, talk, talk, do u ever stop posting? you have no thoughts of ur own stop posing.. you must think i like you, i was joking,, i cant stop idk where im going,,

spotify ^w^

hollow +mental prod. emorave & delto

NOW ON SPOTIFY 
https://open.spotify.com/track/4RLuPXDBrihzYqlZWUovw0?si=0b2b136c3b464c12

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d_kMBavXTEQ
@freddieskinz
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Take A Picture +Freddie Skinz [Augury]

@prodandrey
art by @swagcidal on ig

i Wish it was Still you
i wish it was Still you
i Wish i could Steal you
I Wish i could Steal uuuu x2

like i Wish u were the 1
i Always liked it When it was u And Me
Long Adventures in the Sun
and Now i hate Being where Ppl See >.<
i Bn Trying so Hard but i Can't fix It
i Haven't taken One Bar but i've been thinking
everyTime i think of u I Get sickened
the Things i know #nnow i Wish it was Fiction

chops

(Chorus)

wishItWasStill#you 😢 (Andrey)

needles w/ emorave (donttrustlando)

“Ghost in the Heap” is about memories that refuse to be erased. Even when everything is freed and collected, some fragments linger — haunting, unremovable, like love that never truly disappears.

Ghost in the Heap

promise ft. mental (taylor morgan)

lyrics:

let me talk its my turn
ion wanna die in return
took my life out of the dust
breathe in too much feels like rust
where did u go in the first place
pain to my name in my grace
i tried to run i tried to chase it away from this
head to the pavement its always this storm
thoughts come crowd up just like a swarm
another day another pill in this moment
always in despair i need to think i need to own it
another stutter
i-i-i tried to learn i tried to forget about it all
i-i-i tried to run im standing alone in the mall
im never bored but im bored with others
they tried to chase me im running away
i am so tired
i want it (need my pills lol)
dont need it
i need it (i just want to sleep wya pills)
forget it
im dead now
forgive me (im sorry)
i dont want it
i need it right here 
im going my own way
i dont want-im made it too far (sorry)


art by: @n9kki on instagram

conclusion (prod. greentop)

(omg) cant handle it p elxnce + midwxst

leave, dont try to bring me down
oh will you please?
cant wrap my head around
from what it seems
oh i dont even know if its a dream
it aint what it seems, seems...

and i 
dont need any bullshit
tonight
just leave me alone
inside
i try to keep it going all the time
should i even try?
try...

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is.

 - dont tell me what to do, ill try to let it go -
 - you tell me everything but i know, i know... -
 - i wonder bout my worth, if everythings absurd -
 - i know that everything will be gone -

be gone.

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is

you say i dont mean too much
what the fuck you see in us?
i will tell my future self
not to let you go
"dont waste a chance,
hold her hand,
dont say you wont love again,
when it all comes crashing down,
then it will start making sense"
like what it is..

leave, dont try to bring me down,
oh will you please.
cant wrap my head around from what it seems.
oh i dont even know if its a dream.
it aint what it seems.

seems...

give yourself a hug

@sanriorose
prod me

(mental)
i hope u dont hate me
lotta words that i'll never let escape me
oh oh
yea u drive me crazy
made a bag spend a rack on the daily
oh oh
everyday im having bad thoughts
everyday im tryna get lost
everyday i get so pissed off
everyday they told me kick rocks
everyday i try to get up
everyday i wanna fall off
everyday i try to bring up
that ur not the one that i want

i get too defensive i kno it
hurt cant show it
eyes wide open
second chance but ik im bout 2 blow it
in the background treat me like a token
im not saying sorry
i dont got a reason
tell me that ur lyin
dont even wanna believe it
sillyteam yaa its our season
lookin at my opps yea i gotta get even

(dolly)
treat me like a dummy but u kno i need it
butterflies all in my tummy i hope u dont see it
n i saw u running i guess im the reason
n u learned it from me gotta watch what im teaching
every day i have a bad day
i feel like a dead man walking
i did what i did its ok
u treat it like it was nothing
u did what u did its ok
i treat it like it was nothing
i jus wanted it all the same
ur lying if u say u want me

[@1sillyteam]

repeat feat dolly

the only lyrics i ever sat down and write 🙏 i always punch in yea.



you gave me a feeling, i never thought i had
somehow i keep dreaming, although it never ends
oh if i had the chance, i think i would be you
oh i would sing and dance, why cannot i be you?

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

oh i scream and shout, my recklessness
its so much worse, when i pretend
i hissed and pout, all my regrets
its just my curse, that i live with

if i could change things, if i could change things
then i would maybe, figure you out
im sick of chasing, im sick of waiting
im sick of chasing, oh how i need this

he didnt notice, he didnt notice, he didnt notice
that she is
she didnt notice, she didnt notice, she didnt notice
that he is
now they both notice, now they both notice, now they both notice
but they have gone too far
i wanna know
if i can be you?
(x2)

i lay awake
its hard to take
i sleep away
i wish you stayed with me...

be you
be you
be you
be you
why cannot i be you?

i just wanna know </3 [shinju x deadat18]

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