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i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

so i remove my self
i hope it solves the issue
you dont care abt my health
you only care about urself
its it in my mind i try to escape
i say its fine im just stuck in my ways
im so stuck
im so stuck
im so stuck in my ways

i try to move on it dont work 
you said its okay but it got worse
you said some bad things but i did to
i think the problem might be me

it might be me

fuck it might be me

im the problem

fully prod yours truly , i love you all

i have a problem; she's not getting better
how will i know when to leave her?
im so damn scared of this.
the feelings you dismiss
goddamn, they make me sick

got a couple problems, and nothing seems to solve them
how will i know if you're still holding on, when i get back to you? back to you
she's not getting better, she's not getting better

how can i know if i should let you go or stay right next to you, right next to you
she's not getting better, she's not getting better
promise me you'll keep holding on, and holding on, never turn my back to you, ill pull you through
keep holding on, keep holding on, keep holding on, keep holding on, 
keep holding on, keep holding on, keep holding on, keep holding on

when all of the things that i do, go wrong, i
i try to play my guitar
look at where we are

star

keep holding on, please

this song doesn't solve anything

i hate this kind of music
i prefer the original speed

ill group the two different speeds together

when all falls

the song is about basically loving someone but losing them, realizing that even though it hurts, its better to have loved and had that kind of experience to know what its like to be happy, whether its temporary or not, than to be forever unbroken and never see love for what it truly is: painful, but worth it.

than not loved at all

Big blue baloon FT. Cosign

OUT EVERYWHEREEE https://open.spotify.com/track/2bXQbYGD1TKrhV0muYdUb5?si=901c07a4422a43f0

dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
oil slick kisses no friction between us 
sunday drive with the top down freedom
under your hood ima classic desire 
rollin so deep you my four wheel fire
dashboard lights grow like city street signs 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite 
damn i really miss this youre my favorite 
drive drive yeah we could take a drive drive ride ride yeah we could ride or somethingx2
i see you on the other side like youre the passenger 
all i wanna do is ride my feelings have arrived ill be the messenger 
ill say it all out loud the angels seem so proud
the angels seem so proud x4
just keeping it honest with u 
i cant get comfortable bae cause u was in my backseat
just seen u last week im finna die in the backstreet 
i get a call and u ask me- yeah
i drive my whip to paradise i put my toes in the sand 
go back to ur city drvin 90 jus to see u 
u my hotride my fav drive no one could be u 
lets get in the whip lets drive alone fuck what ur friends do 
every single mile with you feel redefined 
fuck all the side effects i never mind 
we can drive in a car or take a bike ride 
it dont really matter is what im saying 
you could be whatever and ill still taste it 
strawberry lips kiss youre my favorite

DRIVE

prod bashful

@ggyaru
locked in my room getting faded
all that I've done is feel hated
messed with my touch, my persuasion
all that I've touched has been tainted

I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

@fiestivals
they ask where I've been like they care now
but I gave them my best then I tapped-out
drown the room in my smoke, its my hideout
then I melt in the haze till I blackout

I gave them my time, my time they'll just borrow
they show up for highs, but not for the sorrow
they act oh so sweet when it's good for they're ego
it's another fake hug, one more fake hug tomorrow

@ggyaru & @fiestivals
I hate all my friends, but hate is a strong word
I try to pretend, but I cannot foster
you used me to lend, I wish you'd act proper
I hate my friends

pa viejo

Worth (prod. okayjml)

prod me
cover art by benjahmen

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(im getting tired of talkin, i told you it was your turn now)

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all
ima show the art im makin
all the pictures that im paintin
all the fishes in the sea 
drink up the water when its rainin 
but they have what they crave
they drownin over nothin
its right in they face
no i hope

i built a rocket ship
so i could fly away
out of embarrassment
no i hope
got scared you would hurt me soon so i
took my passion with me to the moon

im getting tired of talking and talking and talking again
cause i said it was your turn no
i feel so
fucked up inside
i cant go
go back this time

i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
will you catch me when i fall
i was here 
left my mark on the wall
i have a question my dear
did it mean anything at all

i hate your guts i hate the way you talk
i want you dead up on the floor i want you gone

i said all the things that i wanted to say
held it in everyday
hold so close hand on your face
when i thought it was perfect
and nothing could change
(3x)

i was here prod me

Carved your sigil,
Just a little too deep,
Just a little,
To the point I can't leave.
Girl, the words you cast are spells,
They just trap me in this hell.
I'm so in love I can't rebel against you,
Against you — no, no.

All the memories don't outweigh bad,
All your melodies just make me sad.

It's only you
That leaves me screwed.
You treat me cruel,
Texting these dudes.
What does he have I don't?
You make me sick, but with no antidote.
Trapped in this slumber, and I can't be awoke.

spell

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrr better on my own :p
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 

ride on every shooting star
hope that it can take me far 
to get
close 2 u

i look out my window
in hopes to see flowers
if you knew this
on dandelions
i made my wish
i had to do it
i just need a kiss

love is so terrifying
you’ll never hear me crying
i’ll wish on my dandelions
im neverrrrrrrrrr better on my own 
i wanna grow old with you
a love so true 
a love so true

dandelions

mend

NUMBERS [feat. sijyorriii]

@revivle 
oh baby i
ive seen all the signs
oh, have i lost my mind?
oh, have i lost my mind?
have i lost my mind?
have i lost my ?

i dont understand
you leave me stranded
left me here where i am
did you find a replacement?
tell me, are you complacent?
we had so many plans
now my heart is in your hands

oh baby i
ive seen all the signs
oh, have i lost my mind?

baby its been so long
so i say how i feel in my songs
and you cant take back what you said
oh, you put my feelings to rest
know that i would have taken you back

maybe ive lost my mind

revivle - signs

CYPHER 2

“memories” - (secretadmirer x zombie) 🧟 

this feeling I get 
I cannot replace
the way you made me feel
that day it feel surreal
but now I cant relate
can we go back in time
and rewrite our story
it cant end this way

I loved you that day
you felt the same
but I cant… take it anymoree (feel this way anymore)
I want you more than ever

memories w/ ilyzombie

interlude demo from my album "dear, love.", coming soon

Maia (demo)

a 5 song ep about my birth month 
my failed relationships in that month 
and reflecting on my past
fully produced by me
love from april to may

san francisco

(prod. duskydemise)

[dusk]
[fuck you, you creep],

blow my brains out on the floor,
i wanna touch your face cause i know your skin is warm
leave my room a bloody massacre, blood on the door
leave my body cold, when you're dead i'll miss your corpse

(its you that i adore)

i'm just a druggie put my body on the porch
and get the lighter from the bag and light it like a torch
i'm such a creep i know you hate me "yeah of course"
fenix is a fucking loser i know soon he'll meet the lord

you can see my crimson rivers start to pour
arteries cascade, bloody red you shook me to my core
apparitions circle ‘round me whisper secrets of the war
lamentations in my chest until my lungs begin to sore

i'm such a shitty person yeah, i'm like before
maybe i think we should put it to an end and get divorced
i know i wasn't enough cause you clearly wanted more
and i'm shackled to this torment and i'm here forevermore.

trapped within the labyrinth inside my fractured mind
haunted by the twisted choices, and the sins i can't unwind
i reach for fleeting solace, but it's out my sight
put the rope around my neck and tie me up, i wanna die

(seen me i'm gone you would never know
put the pistol inside my mouth and it blow
hang me on a tree, i know you're watching like a crow
and i'm sorry that i care so much i wished it never showed
never show, don't die
i can't handle it, please take away my knife
i never should've fell in love but you were way too nice
shoot me in the head maybe i'll forget the times)

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