digging my own grave (splashgvng/Irby)

giving my all still wasnt enough,
-+- mix & master, lyrics by me
prod. idly blare -+-
(lyrics)
i been lost again
these thoughts theyre freezing my brain
and the mirror is a portal to take me away
are you gone again?
always when i need you the most
can i call a friend?
or will they all be gone now

what did it really mean?
when you left here from my life,
why is this happening?
tearing me from the inside.
can we restart again?
oh how ive messed up this time
was that my final chance?
i guess youre gone for good now.

and now youre gone for good,
always thought that i am the worst
and its been killing me,
when you speak bad to your friends
i am sorry,
i was never the best
i was trying hard,
i really gave you my all.

made 7/7/2022

what did it really mean anyway (idly blare)

Me Being Alive Is Proof That This Is Gods Nightmare Timeline

first single off of BUNNYBOYCULT!!!
huge shoutout to my amazing SHAWTY for designing the cover art!!
hit up 4ddy for amazing dope art. 
video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bFc55D6FfV8&ab_channel=bunnyboy%F0%9F%92%96%E2%AD%90%EF%B8%8Fproduced by @okthxbb
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you have reached a safe zone (okthxbb) *video in description*

Main Artists: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure
Mastering: lil XipZ
Cover Art: SCAR$
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
it feels like im wasting all my time
i just wanna waste my time with you

i just wanna spend my time getting high
i just wanna spend my time high with you

cuz we were on your rooftop
while your dad was pissed off 
at us for fucking in his room
looking at my time watch 
i said we should take a walk 
on the dark side of the moon 

its so cold outside
but with your hand on mine, im fine
i always miss you at night
but when I wake up, im alright

[Verse 2: Crizzy White]
Told her to hit up my line, 
Mixing this shit with my sprite, 
Babe you're afraid don't you bite, 
I'm doing the shit that I like. 
Hitting me up waste my time, 
And I like it. 
If I die with you, 
Then I'll die when I'm smiling. 
Vibing don't matter the timing I know. 
Slide in I don't got time for the hoes. 
She love that I'm nerdy, 
And flirty, 
I'm with it tho. 
Feeling like Seejay cause I keep a thirty, 
I'm adding a ten for the scope. 
Shit when I flex, 
You shake head, 
And you cringe but you're laughing though. 
You think I'm goofy, 
Live like a movie. 
I been maxed out, 
While I'm chasing the Ruby. 
Send me your boobies, 
Need me a nudie. 
I'll fuck you good with a camera, 
Like shoot me. 
Pop. 
Making my jaw drop. 
I'm coming quick, 
Like I'm short stop. 
Playing the field, 
Till my lungs drop. 
Running these bases, 
With you, 
I'm on top. 
Hitting a homer, 
Baby come over. 
I'm tryna fuck you, 
Cause I have a boner. 
Wasting my time, 
If I'm spending it sober, 
I'm craving you, 
With your head on my shoulder.

[Verse 3: epitomeoffailure]
looking through the glass all i can see
is your eyes shining with misery
trapped in a state of codependency 
you’ll soon see there’s nothing left of me
i’ve fallen off a cliff and my life is a disaster 
i know my life is shit so i’ll beg to die faster
i’ve never wanted to end it so bad
more than right now i’m so fucking sick of wearing a mask
personality detached 
from who i am… or who i once was
this pain just takes and that’s all it does
now, i’m left with no where to go 
and no one to call a home

xipz x Crizzy White x epitomeoffailure - Waste Our Time Together

you pt.3 ft. yokai dreams (GAXILLIC)

Main Artist: lil XipZ
Production: lil XipZ
Mixing: lil XipZ
Master: lil XipZ
Cover Art: Physs
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LYRICS:

i think that u hate me, hate me
n baby thats the issue
way too late to save this, save me
im tired of feeling misused

i be in a prison inside of my mind
black roses rotting im dead inside, girl
im tasting my blood but thats quite alright
licking the tip of the knife cuz im done girl

sorry baby i said i wouldnt do this
but i guess i been cutting again
sorry baby that im so fucking useless
but i needed to try and feel things again

cuz i been feeling numb
im tired as fuck
i cant seem to keep my eyes open
running out of luck
god this fucking sucks
i cant see why i continue to do this

YouHateMeAndThatsTheIssue

your best is all you can do, keep trying

produced by eeryskies

cover art by Kensy Rose

LYRICS:
my words have never meant as much
as when i didn’t say them
swallowed comfort to abstain my thoughts when crying bout your heritage 
west virginia’s been a prison
locked between the maples and the
option to embrace forgiveness
from the ones you wish to love

i saw the signs, early on
tired of your monthly visits from the ghosts within the sticks
and darling
i know you’re exhausted and know time keeps moving on
from every time you heard your younger self in those old songs

and she said heal
try your best i know it’s hard
she said heal
it’s time for you to move along

every scene you acted out
i sat in the audience
watching youthful tragedy
translated to indifference
if my shaky hands could be the vessel for your soul
i’d never shake again to keep your spirit from the cold

so baby heal
no matter where you are
try to heal
remember who you are

heal [prod. eeryskies]

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron
Production: Crizzy White
Mixing: Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: Crizzy White
Cover Art: lil XipZ

Motion (w/ Crizzy White, Danny's Adventures & HeyLee Manzeron) [Prod. Crizzy White]

I thought this song was gonna fall into a cute surf-pop vibe. It did not and now it lives as a shoegaze math rock bb. 


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Watercolour skies stretch wide and thin
Last night’s laughter still on my skin
Cold waves crash
They cleanse
They sting

Oxford lights are fading
Dim
Salt and sleep
They mix and spin

Bondi wakes
I dive right in
Wash me clean
Wash me new
Bondi wakes
Where dreams begin
Cold waves kiss
Sky’s watercolor blue

Barefoot trails through the sand's soft sweep
Memories tumble
Too loud to keep
The sea’s a mirror
Secrets deep

[Bridge]
Who am I at dawn’s cool edge
A soul unstitched
A fleeting pledge
The night behind
The day ahead

[Chorus]
Bondi wakes
I dive right in
Wash me clean
Wash me new
Bondi wakes
Where dreams begin
Cold waves kiss
Sky’s watercolor blue

morning swim

Life is short - Take Time getting old and live your best life.

you pt.3 ft. yokai dreams (GAXILLIC)

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