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Knumears/vs self Split

knumears- I Love You Now, I Love You Never

under the influence (speed up tiktok ver.) /"You don't know what you did, did to me "

02 - I Don't Need You, Or A Drink

is this all that well be - catalyst

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I can't wait till I'm asleep
I can't wait till your asleep
In your coffin bed that I wish was mine
I see you there lying so comfortably
I can't read your mind
not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

Come on let me in
I feel left out every time I speak
because you don't listen to a word ill say
you don't care at all

I opened up my door
you're walking out
don't even bother to look at me
all the things that I do
the things that i care about
you just pushed them aside and never looked
never looked once at all
it really doesn't mean anything at all?

Come on let me in
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
Just a few kind words
Just a few
Kind words
to me

Not that anything's inside
you hurt me so
don't wait up all night

You dare to say I love you
but you never showed it
you never showed it
now I'm left wondering why
It really doesn't mean anything at all

Come on let me In
I feel as I'm being pushed back every time I speak
just a few kind words
just a few kind words to me

To me

I'm sorry for the awful things that I've said
I'm sorry for making you cry
you made me cry
I wish I could hear those words from you
I'm sorry
plead for forgiveness

It's Been A Long Time Since I've Spoken to You

Dreams suddenly feel real
You know that feeling when your memories collide and you’re lost on what’s real
I fear I’m just a memory and my existence is apart of a blank paragraph
I existed, but I can’t grasp onto my reason to question it

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

Suddenly grass feels stale and trees make no sound, this is not the picture I painted

Hold onto those fragile written stones, you don’t know how happy they make you
When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Even if the stars start fading, I could handle watching them die out with you
I would choose to live forever if it meant to spend eternity with my half self
Even if my life starts falling I will hold onto our dreams and never let go
I know our memories will fade but they live on forever and ever like the stars

When we’re dead we won’t know how happy we were
Take my hand, let’s grow a tree and let it sprout through our skulls

Eternity With My Half Self

hermosa, the only one i love

This song by departmefrombearisland was released on the compilation 'those that fall will flourish again', a compilation to raise money for the Palestinian Childrens Relief Fund.
Consider picking up the full comp or support the PCRF if you can.

Also support the band directly where you can.

Free Palestine.

Departmefrombearisland - Snowflies In The Fog

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 03 The Home We Built Is Gone

Idialedyournumber - Hourglass - 01 Bunny Goes 2 Business School

little stuffed shark

don’t hate me
your still still in my dreams
and torturing me
it’s the only thing you do

i’ll miss you 
but i can’t change you
and i can’t have you 

i don’t hate you
but i cant save you 

i’ll miss you 
but i cant change you 
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i should hate you.

A fucked up amalgamation of mental health struggles, addiction and heartbreak. With heavy bass, melodic synths and deep vocals making it a greatly disturbing but comforting sound.

For the Future

This track is celebrating a 20 year birthday today.  I wrote it on a lonely weekend in 2005 while missing my old friends.  Later on, I had some new friends sit in and help me finish it.  It's old news to anyone who knows me, but I still love the vibe of this track.

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wont stop dreaming.wsd

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