Being stuck in denial is inherently dangerous, however, sometimes it’s better for the heart.

Lyrics~

Calling up my phone bitch I will click the decline
Walking on a tightrope bitch it’s do or fucking die
Love me or hate me, I still will hate despite
All the efforts inside of the people for demise
The innocence dies while the hellish ways rise
Sipping on the lean while I’m shutting my eyes
It’s better to just cry then to stay in denial

It’s better to cry then to stay in denial
Better to cry bitch than stay in denial
Sick of this world bitch, I’m stuck in denial
Better to cry bitch than stay in denial

Family lies, doesn’t even matter who would love you despise 
I hate all you people, you listen to lies
I’m stuck in denial, I’m short of demise
Got blood on my four six, moving the slide
I’m sweating out toxins, down to my eyes 
Please I’m asking you to hear me out
I know that you’re absolute in doubt 
I feel the same when it comes to life 
When you’re stabbed with the knife by the ones who tell you to strive 
I never wanna love again, I don’t feel alive.
Unless I’m on the drugs that I keep until I take my flight

All that we did was fight, this could not be life
So I made a fucking slice, let it drip down all the way to the rice
I’ve been busting my ass just to please all these people
But this does not last, I’m still antisocial 
I don’t talk to people, I’m separate from life forms
Burning down dorms and I’m ripping floors though
Moving so slow before I’m going solo

Denial (Prod. weloveyouty)

thank you to the talented katie o'connor for her vocal contributions to this track, as well as @vaygrnt for the photo creds

ANOTHER NiGHT

original: https://soundcloud.com/lostmp333/beauty-and-a-beat-lostmp3

beauty and a beat

mym8_prim8

Baby Boy

NOT A REAL GIRL (DNB EDIT)

My submission for Libre Music Challenge #23: Helm
https://linuxmusicians.com/viewtopic.php?t=26255

Just made with Helm as the only synth.
Perhaps I went a little crazy and pitch bend and mod wheel 🤷🏼‍♂️

u-eh-lie

[part 1: food]

hey max, take your shirt off
it's overworn
aren't you almost 18?
relax, i wont judge
tonight i'm yours, plus
you've got a nice physique

now you're talking about hungry you are
"trust me, it goes once you start"
and you're walking around the fight i've endured
i guess i hide it too well

so i won't worry about
any name you call me
when you like how it sounds
so dont worry about any of my feelings
just call me food and eat me tonight
i can rid your appetite
just call me food and eat me

take off my wrapper
kiss my tender golden shell
just be careful, i'm soft
and i know it doesn't matter
but im not here to loosen belts
just to take some shirts off

now they're on the ground
and we're dancing in dark
trust me, i know you've got a good heart
you're a glutton and proud
i'm envious of everybody else
i guess we're going to hell

so i won't worry about
any name you call me
when you like how it sounds
so dont worry about any of my feelings
just call me food and eat me tonight
i can rid your appetite
just call me food and eat me

[part 2: alcoholic]

on my way home late at night
high school forefront of my mind
something about is making me numb
somehow i can't get enough

oh i just wanna put you down
but you're glued to my hands right now
grab another, further down the gutter

just noticed how often
these thoughts are in my head
something about 'em is making me think
i'm addicted to these feelings [x3]

you just wanna put me down
but im glued to your hands right now
its forever, maybe its for the better
cause its been worse but now this is better, right?
right?

cant stop drinking empty feelings
think this bottles deep as deep ends
cant stop drinking empty feelings
i think im an-
cant stop drinking empty feelings
think this bottles deep as deep ends
cant stop drinking empty feelings
i think im an alcoholic

oh i dont where id be without
everything i put in my mouth
i just wish we could put us down
but our bodies are glued to our hands right now

its forever
drown me out

food/alcoholic

One hand 

Vase

Ebony / LDSR 217

So in this new challenge, I wanted to play around with my MPC Live 2 and sample stuff again. I took songs made in Italy and sampled them. This was track 8 of 9. 

il sol va vive

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