sideation [the cycle]

sideation

We Are Reasonable People

Orange Romeda

gonna work on some alternate versions of tracks of theTism over the summer, but here's one i made a while back

sideation [butterflied mix]

'theTism' is a sonic inspection and subsequent translation of my experience with neurodivergency, the ways in which it affects my art, my way of communicating with others, my experience with sound, and most importantly: who i am as a person.

It was important to me to honor my neurodivergency in the creative process of making this album, and thus it explores a wide spectrum (hehe) of electronic styles and inspirations that have played a role in the shaping and exploration of my mind, pulling from all sources of stims, like old youtube videos and television shows from when I was younger; a key reference to the era of early childhood in which I experienced a general abstraction from social expectations.

A loose prologue to my next album, 'theTism' stays true to the impulsivity of my workflow, working on it only when I truly felt like it, and never longer than it took to get my ideas out. There's some rough edges, but my brain has them too ...and that's okay

The album art, an ai rendered image generated with the prompt "stimming as the world decays" was the initial sparking idea that brought this whole album to life, and I think it is a beautiful representation of the variety of ways in which my neurodivergency has manifested, and on a deeper level, shows those colors freely jotting out like lightning.

The backdrop of what seems to be a lush coniferous forest is a familiar setting for me. The hikes in the woods behind my house back home served as one of few places of solace, a safe space for theTism to unmask, unharmed by the expectations of others that kept it masked for so long. It has also been a place of deep musical exploration throughout the past three to four years.

sideation [recurrence mix]

sideation [selfsoothe mix]

sideation [since passed mix]

tidalcycles performative structure built around sideation and introducing smalls bits of miniclip towards the end.

originally performed for rachel’s live-coding class

sideation [unalive-coding mix]

LIBRARY

#daMn SHawty!

fukurholsht_

messin

weary and tired
i stooped on the threshold 
of my sanity

thiscouldbe

first day of spring, ciaoo :^

Fern Gully - DON KING
La Primavera E Tutta Un Grido - Lucia Bosé & Gregorio Paniagua
I stop to rest on tender grass - Jacob Sachs-Mishalanie
Deixa a Gira Gira - Os Tincoas
Paga La Cuenta Sinverguenza - Manzanita
Cyril's Stories - A, C, and The Omni Ox3
dobby weed and relational frame theory w david - 4kfairy + Dogslam
malabou - ast midori
   =--unrecovered - RUBY
jungle software test - tropical interface
check1 - Apu Nanu
Cheese in my Pocket - Laada
I Wanna Roll (w u) - Ed Lalo
Blobbernaut - Audio Goblin
Together, Our Thing - Giant Claw & Holly Waxwing
Mochi Riddim - Torei
Hieratic Riddim - Slowglide
Crucifixion Bean - Giant Claw & Holly Waxwing
Nass - HEIMAT
Circuli - TRii Group & Hipolito

la messinscena x Radio Blackout - ep.02

this will make sense later

abigail zachko on guitar

elle's safari

of truth

last trip home

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sideation [since passed mix]

RUBY

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