"new heroics" the album soon i hope
prod. me as always
all sounds from scratch

every day i wake up i just wanna die
if i showed u the real me u couldnt look her in the eyes
why they all look so surprised?
but they swear they knew the whole time, time, time
cant fuck with no pick me aint no coal mine, mine, mine
cant fuck with no pick me theres a whole line, line, line
they were gonna leave and i knew that the whole time, time, time
cut em off instead
i dont like to fight but if u swipe ill leave u dead
talkin all that shit on me that shit got to ur head
ill leave u in yo bed
aint it sad they got killed for what they said
kill khiri they all wanna see em bled
i dont do nun i just sit up in my bed
i dont do nun i just sit up in my bed
i dont do nun i just sit up in my bed
kill me yes, kill me yes
eat sum more to burn the stress
eat sum more never enough
aint no point in stoppin yet
aint no point in keepin on goin
i aint gon get nothin done
say ill finish album then i beat it to another one

I swear if I wanted, I could've grown to be number one
I almost touched the sun, but good ideas are best for giving up

every day i wake up i just wanna die
i had infinite potential but i gave up my whole life
just imagine where id be if i even fuckin tried
imagine where id be if i never found hentai
imagine where id be if i never found hentai
cant fuck with no pick me aint no coal mine, mine, mine
cant fuck wit nobody i been on defensive
lately i been scared that everybody tryna press me
even my bros thats why i cut em off instead
i dont like to fight but if u swipe on me u dead
just need a reason why i love em at my neck
just need a reason to pretend its self defense
before i put down all my friends and dead em in my head
im in my head

i almost touched the sun

Kasane Teto.
Lyrics:

(hook)
Good riddence, run away
Free me from my cage
I'm not lost today so come and find me
You see now, now
Hesitant and shifty
Take my hand I can wash away your fear
So don't waste sulking here
Go on and dry your tears
Obfuscate
The shifting ley line

You wore that mask
But it slipped fast
You throw a rock
Then hide your hand
In plain sight
You show your plan
So tell me why you do this dance (x2)

Sow and then we reap
Don't repeat
So free
Outgrow defeat

You wore that mask
But it slipped fast
You throw a rock
Then hide your hand
In plain sight
You show your plan
So tell me why you do this dance

(hook)

What you seek
Is with me
It seems bleak
Nurture the tree
Shade cools thee
Love the breeze
Drown in glee, it's enough see?

OBFUSCATE W/ Teto

original track 2 of Dreamcatcher

notes -
"i wanted to make a song with kirisaga for a long time. i actually made the first version of this beat as a part 2 for a different beat i was making. this was probably the one of the first beats (except for tmwyw) that i actually finished for the ep, the earliest file version says april 16th. this also was before My Reality, me and kiri's first song, was uploaded. when i made the second part (this) i thought itd be cute to make it kinda dancy dance so i msgd kiri if shed be down to have a feature on it and she actually recorded the rough version of her verse BEFORE i even started writing for mine. this upload uses the rough version she sent me, which was the only version she recorded. along the process of making the ep, she brought up re-recording her part and trying again on it, and i thought id let her, however by that time the ep was in a rough spot and i had decided to put it to rest. i ended up recording my verse on it july 26, 2025. the ep was shortly scrapped afterwards sadly."

soulsequoia - love like you w/ kirisaga

original track 3 of Dreamcatcher

notes -
"the very first song i made for this ep. this song was made off the start of a long line of personal issues while i was in a difficult spot creatively. at that time, i felt as if i havent made something that truly meant anything to me, and seeing the songs uploaded before then, it shows a bit, with "login and hate" being my most recent track. the difficult personal issues opened my eyes and made me seek out what truly meant a lot to me, which in turn helped me make music that encapsulated that sentimentality. "someday", along with many songs on the ep were made with a handful of people in mind, people that meant a lot and still mean a lot to me.

on another note, many demos came after this specific version. all of them mostly just keep the same core structure and add a few things here and there. i thought this version (demo 2) is the best one though."

soulsequoia - someday (April 2nd 2025 Demo)

original track 1 of Dreamcatcher

notes - 
"i always think its really funny thinking back on how long i took meticulously putting together the songs for this ep. many demos and versions were made of this song over a few months, but the funny part is that most of them are the same exact length. i think the funniest part is that some people i showed this song to dont even talk w me anymore. thats how long this shit was being worked on

the first part i made of the song was the granular piano chops"

soulsequoia - rockstars (intro) (June 12th 2025 Demo)

original track 5 of Dreamcatcher

notes - 
"before i started work on dreamcatcher, i had a few other concepts for projects i wanted to pursue, one of them being an ep titled "agnosthesia." While the sound of it changed from month to month, i knew i really really REALLY wanted to include various video game-y, ost sounding songs on there. my two songs "Locust" and "The Tracks" were both meant for the ep, however, i started becoming unhappy with where it was going, and as i started getting better at production, i let go of the ep and the sound from it altogether. when i started work on dreamcatcher, i was revisiting a lot of my older sound in a way, and that eventually led to me circling back to agnosthesia. this song doesnt only mean something in relation to any personal things i was going through at the time, but also to my old sound. as small as an artist as i am still, i appreciate everyone whos stuck by from those old stupid songs i used to make, like "no time to be sad" or "deep in the cut". i keep those songs up because of the people who still can appreciate them, even if the production and vocals arent up to any standard that i wanna keep up nowadays.

this is the only song on dreamcatcher that reached a stage where i felt it was complete"

soulsequoia - gently open my door (interlude)

EVERYWHERE

#HURT PROD ME

i just made a move and it turned my ps2 into a ps3

skin like satin
it held you captive
doll to a matchstick
melted plastic
i know you're acting
we're out of time
cables carry lies
you can't hide
there's no symmetry
when will we be set free
it'll just watch you bleed
i can hardly breath

cables

AHZRAK

perdon VS lo siento

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@zerowidthjoiner
@jadenetwork
@zipbomberz

soulsequoia - rockstars (intro) (June 12th 2025 Demo)

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