me again, it starts and i'm back at the subway station, feeling myself rotting, and ironically riping my insides while smile. thanks for the unrecovery fuck that reallyy happened

This song is now a bonus track on my record “Heart” on Cherub Dream Records, go check it out:)
a sloppy lil cover I made after a not so good day:D hope u like it
-for max<3

Head in the Ceiling Fan (cover)

antibiotics in the water
they’ve poisoned someone else’s ’s daughter
slaughterhouse floors painted of the boys blood
look what you’ve done
seems like they’ve won

(chorus)
beaten up, fallen and blue
your eyes deceive you
swollen shut
i don’t love you any more 
peel yourself up off the floor
stop tearing into my skin
i won’t let you in x2

defibrillate me
shine a light into my eyes
see if i’m still alive
or am i just a walking corpse in disguise 

(chorus)
beaten up, fallen and blue
your eyes deceive you
swollen shut
i don’t love you any more 
peel yourself up off the floor
stop tearing into my skin
i won’t let you in x2

Antibiotics Demo

i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines

i pull on my hangnails
until they come undone
until my finger unravels
until I see some bone

haven’t been touched 
in quite a while 
forgotten what intimacy is like
back to being a child

i keep choking on that smoke
you blow in my face
you never learned how to treat someone right
why am i still with you in this place

i like the taste of flesh
there’s nothing like it
someone needs to teach these boys some manners
before i hang them up by their spines
stand up straighter x2

fetch

lyrics-
compose your thoughts
feel the breath of life in your chest
everything some day falls apart
everything must rest

i don’t like sleeping without you
i close my eyes but feel the fear in my chest
i don’t like sleeping without you
 blankets aren’t warm enough 
i’m losing sleep i’m giving up

slip

the song that made one love two

sawyer dust - the song that made one love two

dust

slippery slimy 
amphetamine brain
walk back and forth until my ankles are sprained 

buggy eyed frown
sorry i don’t got any money
ask someone on the north side of town

(chorus)
you’re a wishy washy 
timid little shadow at the end of the day
the scum at the bottom of the shower that
remains 
it’s dirty in the city
clean yourself up and look pretty
no one wants a frowning face

forged signature
but the check still cashed in
maybe it works with confidence 
a big smile and clear skin

collect my life insurance
its worth more than i am in the flesh
i’m tired of this shit , it’s always such a mess

 (chorus)
you’re a wishy washy 
timid little shadow at the end of the day
the scum at the bottom of the shower that
remains 
it’s dirty in the city
clean yourself up and look pretty
no one wants a frowning face

no luck

i saw the flowers i gave you
abandoned in the can near your front stoop
guess that was the sign
(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

you know why 
i moved away
so i don’t have to see your face
every corner , every street
has been walked on by our feet

(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

i can’t escape the memory
i j feel incomplete 
it’s like you have a part of me
inside you, slowly dying

(chorus)
i should start leaning how to pick my fights
or that it’s better being alone sometimes

Sometimes

clean up the docs
put on your socks and your shoes
i hate you and how you always have nothing to lose

true blooded freedom
something i can’t taste
as long as you’re still aliveey
as long as i’m awake

i look in the mirror
and i see your face
it’s one i’m the same as mine
we have the same shit in our veins
that venom that venom 
it’s one of a kind

let me be something 
let me be something
just anything but you

please let me be something
just anything but you but you
anything more than the nothing i see in you

Venom

shout out to nick longo and rachel visitacion aka the other 2/3 of the fishermen narcs for all of their help with the song

you can get this song on cassette, among other classics, on dandelion hands is dead!! vol1 from my homies over at drip tapes http://driptapes.storenvy.com/products/11177292-dandelion-hands-is-dead-vol-1-cassette

Antibiotics Demo

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