music to listen when suicidal thoughts (not active)

this title is based off of a dm an artist friend sent me back in august, in which i turned it into an art piece i did after getting reminded of it, but then there was the idea to turn it into a song.

Samples used:
www.youtube.com/watch?v=leJyAXehj_o
Full Metal Jacket (movie)

she isnt the norm. she is the exception.

tired

the garden this could build us a home slowed reverb instrumental

duster - me and the birds (instrumental + sped up)

Structure- Odd Sweetheart slowed instrumental

memo boy - insomniac instrumental

original by @bryandeister on tiktok. i looped it and wanted to post it here just for archive purposes

i went through hell and back trying to upload this. soundcloud if you dont upload this right now im sending a pipebomb to your mailbox

white space | omori (lumatone)

everything written, recorded, produced, mixed, and mastered by me

wonder if you care

doesn't matter now

visual : https://youtu.be/8lZ67DZMVzs
thank you guys for the continued support on spotify. i never would of thought to see these types of numbers. i am excited to announce two albums. ambient vol 5 will be releasing as a free download on my bandcamp soon, as well as comet, and album with my friend castle hearts. i hope you all will enjoy the new music. thank you for listening. a word about my health. i have been having alot of computer issues lately and its been very stressful. my computer is how i make money and when it wont turn on its very stressful for me, i probably should get in to get an MRI soon to check for more lesions, ive been having alot of anxiety attacks and stuff but i'm just too afraid they will find more MS activity. i need to get checked, i'm just too afraid of what they may find. :/

ambient vol 5

novocaine

spotify link

spotify link: https://open.spotify.com/album/2l3ANiwcFEBo8P2IZImxKK
visual: https://www.instagram.com/p/CxBgfTTpEdx/
thx for listening

familiars

cats (breakcore edit)

https://open.spotify.com/album/47r3322kHDasMS04TNX2N6

again,

thanks for listening<3 i hope you'll check out more of my music like this song.
this song + all my ambient tracks on my playlist here
soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/tidecruz/sets/my-head-is-ambient
spotify version: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4IB4U1ieSUcEor3LQkOAIy

music to listen when suicidal thoughts (not active)

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