prod. deadyami

lyrics:
in my brain there are some thoughts i js cant get out ^_^
want it js to stop, but i cant get it out T_T
wna put my knife to ur neck and watch the blood come gushing out.. :3
pls dont scream when i stab u, ur soo fkn loud ()_()
im rotting in my bed im thinking of precautions in the midst of thoughts! O_0
everything is coming to my mind, js like u being a thot. ;-;
gave my life away, i stopped everything at a moment. -_-
i gave u my phone, so why wuld u make dat up? ><
had enough of every lie you've told this past week!
thought ts wld js get better, but im down on my knees.....
"pls dont fuck this up 4 me?" its all delusions honestly.
i hate everything so im down on my floor.

(chorus repeat)

it was 3 in da morning, there was blood on my wrist
when i tried to speak 2 u, it seemed like u dont want me to exist.
u said u didnt care? kept him even if i said it was a fucking risk..?

pls dont miss me now that im gone.
cuz i js hate it now.
i fucking called u, but u didnt pick it up. (3x)

i hope the next pandemic kills you like you killed me

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i was lying when i said i didn’t care at all
starting to get fucked up off this adderall
im choking (choking)
ur white dress getting soaked in all dis blood
can u stop it? ik u never gave a fuck
my bloods spoiled, i can feel it getting worse everyday. (everyday)
so ill get down and pray 4 better days (better days)
i looked into her eyes.. in that cold gaze

ill tip over in my seat
u were looking so fine, u were pretty and petite!
nothing lasts forever, u were down at his feet
ill js rot in my bed n play it all on repeat

(chorus)

bleeding

@deadyami @killrattlesnake
probs 1 of my best songs

(me:)
there's blood on my mattress
bathroom cloth is covered in my blood

she stepped on my foot, i couldnt run away
i'm covered in blood...
why do u look so afraid?

if i cut my wrist wld u look at my face..?
i fucked up so many times that i'm a disgrace
i thought u loved me, i did one simple thing

i dropped down,
i'm bleeding,
i'll say goodbye for one last time!

(rattlesnake:)
razors in the classroom
you dont know what you meant to me 
ima bleed out in the bathroom
and post my corpse for you to see 

bitch im cutting everyday 
i dont feel like im okay
i just want you to see me 
want you to need me 
hit a fucking vein 
getting numb to all the pain
blood pouring down my window like the motherfucking rain 

everybody all around me keeps saying im the worst 
my life has just been shitty i feel like i was cursed 
i dont know what to do 
im just rotting in my room

all the lies you said 
i dont know what i should believe 
i gave you all my trust 
but in the end i was just deceived

(me:)
is it right id run right back 2 u if u were gone?
fucked up once, now im the bad guy?
i would do anything to have u right by my side.

she said she dont love me, i js dont understand
theres pills down my throat, didnt go as i planned

loser girl in an incel world w/ rattlesnake

wna let yk that im done w all ts
put a gun to my head
i was acting like such a bitch

wld u care if my body was lying down in tht ditch?
my head hurtss
a bullet can fix this itch

so ill fuck it up, cant get enough of it
so im done, have it all
im drowning in my bedroom

take my heart out
leave it on the ground!
swear u wouldnt make a sound

left here dying on the ground
suppressed bullet in my brain

i cant get it out

box cutter

prod deadyami

im so fucking tired bro

y does my love nvr last?
she said i was a brat
spat on my face, she ripped up the page

cant even cry, so i jus begin to laugh
i cant get better on my own
pls js dont throw me away

ill cut my wrist just to stay
y wld u look @ me that way?

cut my wrist, its bleeding theres blood everywhere (where)
pretty girl, i luved her from da start!
ik when shes done, she'll rip me apart..
is there anything i can do to make it mine?

(chorus repeat)

ohhh-o-ohhh-ohh-o-oh

i was makin conversation.
(oh-oh)
u had no obligation to talk to me that way
so ill save my breath. nothin' left 2 say

...fuck

u kno what ur doin'

tomato!!!!

lyrics:
im so fkn dumb
i don't wna text u back
im pickin up that razer js to go cut my neck
i wna hate u so bad but i cant no matter how i tried
now its just a matter of time
but would you love me back?
wish that you loved me first

come and take me back
back to the day
i know that i shouldnt talk
but if we dont then im lost
cut my wrist it cant get worse
ive been this way since birth
but baby all those words they hurt

wished u love me back
go n stab my back
why would u do that?
i wanna hate you so bad
what does he have that i don't have?
i don't fucking get it, i dont fucking get it

another

@bloodsekai

staring at each other in the back of class
who would've known that tryna love wld be so bad
so my wrists bleeding on the ground no one can go help
bc no one wants to help a lonely reject
i hate the words that i said
i feel so sick i regret that
im walking in on you two
who would've known that love is so cruel

i was so infatuated w ur smell
i don't know if u can tell
but im starting to get fed up aswell
there's no going back go n stop that
i don't want ur help u already know that
i wanna cut your head off
wanna cut ur head off

i said we had something special
now my hearts on the table
i swear to god didn't mean to do this
i have the gun and i had to shoot it
you were mine, i was sad
this schizophrenia can't be that bad
suffocating, medicating
the only thing that makes me

i feel okay
i am mad
you're so angry, im so mad
i think ill kill you again

classroom romance w/ lovecupid prod bloodsekai

You said that you'd never forget me
"Make sure that you never come back to me
Because that's what you need, so"
I guess i don't mind that.
Never mind that
I Never stop that
You never stop shit, but you say you stopped that
Did i get that? "Did you get that?" I've been hearing you, I don't wanna get that.

i forced myself to say bad things just so she could move on
Do i regret it?
Yes baby, I already dread it
I-I always wanna see you smile, so I'll go and make you hate my guts
Cause, I know you'll come back
You've always been silly like that.

You've been gone so long, I miss your face
I've been tryna clean the blood up, but there's still a trace
You don't know me.
You don't know that.
All this fucking dumb shit you don't get that.

You've always made me feel so good, i cant explain it.
You can paint me as the asshole ,
If that means you can get better.

I hate it, its always in my mind
always replaying thoughts that i cant make you mine.

Want it all to stop-stop
Never wanna talk-talk
Crying alone at night cause you never give a fuck
"You're annoying." Trust i get that "Disappointing." I already know that-that
I can't stand, when you talk, when you lie, its always in my mind

I'll confess cause you're not around that i made you hate my guts
At least at the end.
Always wanted more than friends
So i guess it sucks i had to take another step

Hurt me just so you could get better.

being over obsessive and dependant ruined my life

forgot prodd
(woah-woah)

do i drive you
do i drive you
do i drive you crazy baby oh nah
do you hate me?
learn to hate me
knowin' that im gonna drive you crazy

i know its so hard 2 manage when ur fkn fkn around
dont wanna talk 
but i guess you wont
its so hard to back up, well i dont know (well i dont know, baby oh fuck)
i dont know, i dont know, oh well i dont know

i dont know
just go and talk, but you find it so hard

aye, i cant manage baby
i hope you know
i cant stand this baby
i hope you know
i bet you dont really like how i speak
and im putting out the cigarette cause u got me weak
oh, it hurts (baby oh fuck)
i dont know how to stop my feelings (i dont know)
i bet you wanna get back on me
i cant take your company i swear
i bet you wanna get back on me
and now im done.

you got me weak.

(chorus repeat)

wake up and not talk anymore
because
i dont want to bite my tongue
ugh, show my face but maybe a little bit less
and all through out my life
i never say goodbye

and then wtv i said i dont rememberrrr

misery

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