Wounder - Flight of the Mucus Seed

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there is a silence, that i cant cut out of my arms. 
this scathing nothing, 
pulls me in, claws in my eyes.
i wish to sleep so terribly

you will walk until ur toenails meet bone
then you will crawl, until those frail hands rot away.
here you lie the remanents of a failed man
and then you may smile
and then you may smile

the fool clambers on
the fool clambers on

never never never again, there is a silence i cant cut it out my arms. 
every time that you smile i feel pressure up on my cartilidge
never never never again
i burn, i writhe, at ur every resting twitch,
get the fuck out of me

Frail

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production vocals and engineering - @crimsonchvos
guest vocals @fatshaudi

under the sun we all burn down
i see a life of fire in the sky
alone like you, i wander on,
i wander on, just a grain of life

just like you
just like you
just like you
just like you

wading, slowly,
holding out for something else,
to take its toll
to take its toll

i wonder how you sense ur excitement
i wonder what you see in me
i wish you well, i crave your excitement
i wonder what you see in me

can we swim forever
belly full of the ocean
grey motion
in this veil of blue, comfort i found

just like you
just like you
just like you
just like you

Just Like You w/ Fatshaudi

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with great pain, i return from the abstraction,
the turn of my head robs me of my pretty cavern.
inbetween those sacred waves of nothing
her fucking warmth holds me captive

i am a prisoner held by interjecting colour
i am the curse of open eyes

i sink alone in my comfort abyss all i ask of you
my sodden lover
relieve me of the grey thats chained to my feet

that lingering touch, the touch of 10 daggers, 
a feeble attempt to carve feelings out of my skin

this bed is an inescapable hell scape
chained by the shackles of pleasure im prisoner again
the unrelenting filth it swarms me it captures me 
in embrace in embrace 

i awake, to this unbearable light
so thick it covers the stench of 
flacid conversation
my body is merely a vessel to discharge grey memories
i am pain incarnate

i sink alone in my comfort abyss all i ask of you
my sodden lover
relieve me of the pain thats chained to my feet

Pain Incarnate

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lights low, a glance thats colder than death,
the candle light bubbles stress, on ur beautiful smile, 
oh i wonder if the dinner knife can carve through bone
carve through flesh, the coldest of stares,
im sinking into a depth fathoms deeper than your eyeline
meet mine, do it worse, justify 
such as this such a cold shade of red
 
it burns
it burns
it carves my smile
i ache, i spill everywhere
tripping over my inards, i never felt more alive

i laze, inanimate, im golden

irredescent, the brightest light,
i love you all, i wave from the night sky   


loved , cleansed, asleep, at home

Forever Gold Now I Can Paint The Night Sky

art: (thank u Alessio)
https://www.alexfordartist.com/
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Today Was Such A Horrible Day And I Never Want To Live It Again

Isaacdomdubstep Master1

art - https://www.instagram.com/big.blackbox/

I find myself
Free of each and every chain
Washed away by the coral tones
Of your drifting breath
With your hand close to mine
Oh, I finally wish to live
Forever, forever

Oh my, oh my
Deepest ache will fall in your elegance

Sing me to sleep
Velvet retreat, wont you bring me there
Sing me to sleep
Velvet retreat, wont you bring me there
Sing me to sleep
a Velvet retreat, wont you bring me there
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep
Sing me to sleep

Velvet Retreat

And For One Moment I Felt The Whole Worlds Embrace

Wounder - And May Time Finally Eat Me Up

Wounder - I Can't Say That's Still True Now

a moment of bliss
its over now
its over now
a moment of bliss
it sinks away
its cold now
its cold now
well i wont hurt today with you
my friend, alone again,
with sore heads and sunrise
i wrestle with the glass,
total collapse please do me no harm,
i just want to sleep tonight,
i drink my pride
swallow you with me, glistening taste
our new home
swallow you with me, easy mistake
our new home
down to the bottom away we go, to our new home
to our new home
a moment of bliss
its over now
its over now
leave me to drown, i will gracefully sink
and as i lie, captive in the sodden bedsheet, laced in tears and bile.
serenaded by the pounding drum of forgotten warmth.
i, am still a man that lived through another day.
and for why am i condemned to this pain for embracing others in dance.
its over now
its over now
its over now
its over now
its over now
its over now
its over now

Wounder - A Moment of Bliss

a hollowing in my skull, you senselessly raped.
every thrust of dejection, every shed of tear you salivate
what void did it serve, in which orifice did it swear allegiance,
encased in wound and excrement, to where i go
oh so grievous .
every fucking entry, you bestow it to me like a gift
even still, its laced in absolute depth,
still some, of the prettiest, that i ever had
suspended fetal in mourn
you sculpt of me devotion,
arid flesh, my lips are a carcass
i long for your feed.
can we dance one more time as ribbons under your bedsheet
the weight is unbearable in your absence
sing me your song of exudate
I caress thee, a blemish on my skin, my beautiful abscess.
in tumor you have bound yourself to every flinch of my being
my innards ravaged, fucked apart at both ends, a kiss goodnight.
memory haunts my sleepless nights.
i wish yours to be my deathbed,
fill me slowly
with lingering memories, no remorse,
defile my whole, tease as you spread my ashes inside all of your holes

Wounder - Ash

track 2 of: 
 - Wounder - Flight of the Mucus Seed (2023)
- artwork : www.alexfordartist.com
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in swarms of fever, incessant need,
i replay yesterday waltz,
over and over and over again
amidst these ill fated writhings
i wish only to touch a memory of you
i sing for my velvet retreat,
and may it be the last song i ever sing,
its the only catchy one i know.

i have found a home
in the sodden pillow case,
in desperation a turn to the sunken visage,
now remains only scar and tissue
misused and misplaced,
readjust my woeful face,
i have cried up all my tears, thus i turn to bloodshed
will u recognise me reddened and disfigured
a lament for lost grace,
i hope to find you miles deep within my skin,
i bare my all, out the porcelain casket
with which we could water the path back to magnificence
as moonlight stretches over my sanguine torrent
held in embrace, we can dance to the pulse of my flickering conscious,
i am forever yours
(what have you made of me, sinking on, o my lifeforce)

Wounder - An Ode To Great Loss

Wounder - Isles of Woe

71_414

Commission for Beth Newman-Mosely's unreleased short "Wander/Wonder"

Wander/Wonder

@mary-mousetrap
the sun has past the days have lost
their surrender
the same old song,
no more wonder.

off white mermaid tales
diamonds in the ceilings scales
i clench my watery eyes 
dream of a place unknown

its not much of a life
counting all of the nights
i dont sleep i just wait
to dream of your shine

spend all my time
chasing, ur shine
hurt all my life,
away from your time

---------------------

brand new shoes
make you born again
start anew
life as food, the end

but its not, it never is 
for what we want,
bathes in piss

you’re my weakness
hold my little finger dont let me go
hold me close 
i like when you hold me close
i like when you make me see there’s a beauty in everything  
i dont do anything except think about u

No More Wonder (+ Mary Mousetrap)

still no actual tracks to put out. i got like a million sketches, heres some orchestral fuck it

*unreleased INDIE SHORT SCORE

@mary-mousetrap

my sweet nothin,
make me somethin,
cruel and disgustin,
make me brand new.

i collide into you.
sweet little nothin,
won't you do somethin,
wake me up from this dream

tell me somethin
if we aint nothin
kiss my red lips 
in the snow 

seasons speed
time slips by  
from these hands 
that hold mine 

life don’t shift
when ur gone 
but our dreams 
they live on and on and on

but heaven can wait 
a balloons wrinkled frown
some are so depraved

the nectar of life 
suck it back til the grave 
nights air thats thick
thank the will to crave  

tell me somethin
(sweet little nothing)
if we aint nothin
(won't you do something)
wake me up from this dream

Sweet Little Nothin'

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

and the way back home shivers and folds
shrouds me in the night
give me collapse for i must shake this tower's hold

beating concave heads until theyve bled resonance
hear this bellowing catastrophe of woe

i never said that i didnt mean it
cos i fear the light will cease to keep control

sweet resonance

i never said that i didnt mean it
my hopes and dreams of striking down all of my enemies

I Never Said That I Didn't Mean It

Dead Drop

verse 1:
intoxication, memories escaping,
hide my face, plz find me a replacement
this sensation forever changin
wrapped inside the fragrance destroys me i am shaking

shut my eyes i find comfort in the darkness
held within ur arms i was stuck inside the harness
the river bled scarlett
drown with me im harmless

take me home
inisde ur arms
helpless and froze
dont know where to start

Chorus:
sink tonight inside the river scarlett
im inside my happy ever after
dont look back
on what we never had

a thousand eyes on me tommorow night
no replies, mumbled goodbyes
im staggering, heart shattering
im back inside the old house

verse 2:
cctv
mistakes into a movie
ur basic symmetry baby im 3d
the way that i see
i see clearly
worlds so cold
the suns turned empty

vocalise the feeling in pretty oscilations
never spoke my heart, now im begging new placement
shapeshifter take a picture
flash cam obscures the light now its dimmer

ill be the agressor if ur feeling shy
prayers meant nothing i was staring at the sky
tick of the clock hands me pieces of the sunshine
yet im left a slave to the spotlight

OFFICIAL VIDEO

Scarlet

britney spears - everytime *crimson//chaos. gaff remix*

shoutout vk, i thought this song was lost
@cementhead1 - OG beat
where is uvex ??

-

dl enabled, gaff time

Picture *uvex remix*(CRIMSON - -CHAOS.,.3xPACK0224)

step outside where
the victim died
pale blue eyes
with that still green smile

all it takes is a magical moment
where the eyes set in red focus

beautiful image, still its only a beautiful dream 
i wanna be the man that did it, i only need the means
(need the means)

(i wanna know)
i wanna know what it takes to be a man that doesn't fear sleep

Official Video

Red In Focus

featuring - @820
production - @crimsonchvos
mix and master - @820 & @crimsonchvos

i wonder 
i slumber 
another nail in my palms
i fiend that darkness

wittled down to depths decieved
crave more darkness its the only relief
no sleep, no heat they provide all i need

grey pictures its fine i hate saturation
smite me apart, please i am complacent
an agenda? no child its in ur mind

thought you could save me
i wish you could
blacken it
sail away

a spider wanders
through my mind
let me sleep
jealousy

low life im callin upon u again 
feed sleep right to my scepter
i need ur everything i need ur every picture

i fiend that friction between our touches
that longing for something oh no im spiralling again

oh lord oh lordd dont make examples out of me
i seek i feel i reap the little that i can see

wittled down to depths decieved
crave more darkness its the only relief
no sleep, no heat they provide all i need

and all i cried for
was lost
so let me die
let me fly

Slumber Feat. Nosgov

so, so, cold
so, so, cold
carve u in

and all is lost, the curse of open eyes
this unrelenting frost, i call disguise
watch such grand structures writhe
the privilege to do such pure harm, divine

thoughtless warrior 
nervous, deface that love
chasing deeper shades of red 
its easier experienced at the end


so, so, cold
so, so, cold
in this cage of skin
suffocating carve u in

Perfect Catharsis

aghast my woeful heart
a cry in the dark I'm scraping off my guard

within membrane remains a suit of torture
within past memories wilts the frail orchard

Aghast

today, today, today
back inside the grave,
the coldest embrace,

i swear that im ok,
never one to take,
just one day onto,
forever

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

Today

it came again
freeing hands,
theres
more to break i
know

stale carcass, from skin to
blossom, its only a dream,

ill go back to sleep
lifeless nothing, i
writhe within bedsheets

theres
more to break i
know

lock the boy into the dark

no hurt, no feeling
lifeless, cold

talk me out of that place,

grey field, the flowers grow,
inside my fraile bones
leave you, a shadow
trying to, hold onto a ghost

i know, i know
its so so cold
maybe the water will clean out my eyes

lifeless eyes,
lifeless smile,
paradise

lifeless eyes,
theres more to break i
know

lifeless smile,
theres more to break i
know

- 
A cry for help. A fleeting fit of power.

Written/Recorded 2020-21
Artwork : https://www.instagram.com/sydneycrysell/

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