I try w/ nxvy (atez)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

Dear Emo Rap, Love ninewaters (prod. @ninewaterss)

everything by me 
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lyrics:

(hook)
she wanna hit up my line
said she wanna go 
but I cannot trust you
one too many times i've been hurt 
cannot love you
I got the heat in my pocket 
you gon bust we gon bust too
and them boys so lame 
i'm so sorry couldn't be you
and it hurts but i'm okay
all these memories inside my head stuck on replay
back when it was only me and you I was okay
if I overdose on all these pills what would you say

(verse)
sorry that shit ain't for me though 
still drive around with my eyes closed
still walking around on a tight rope
still going down in a spiral
told you they couldn't be me 
its only me when I step on the scene 
I can't believe what they saying on me
don't even know why they still after me, yeah

all of these people that say that they with me 
I know they gon switch up
I cannot trust anybody but me
I know they all fake yeah
they see me wining they always so salty
they see me go and they all wanna copy
sorry this shit is much more than a hobby
I'm going up and nobody can stop me

step to the side slide in this bitch you gon die 
I gotta choppa that shit gotta light
came in with a strap bitch i'm not gonna fight
she telling me that she don't gotta type
take 'em out quickly like shit is a vine
empty the clip and it's hitting your spine
I know he bluffing he ain't really try
all of shit but I'm really just shy 

(hook)
she wanna hit up my line
said she wanna go 
but I cannot trust you
one too many times i've been hurt 
cannot love you
I got the heat in my pocket 
you gon bust we gon bust too
and them boys so lame 
I'm so sorry couldn't be you
and it hurts but I'm okay
all these memories inside my head stuck on replay
back when it was only me and you I was okay
if I overdose on all these pills what would you say

icannottrustyou

Complicated

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
yeah, i got the world in my hands
had to get up and go get it
i keep my dick in my pants
i leave a girl and forget her
she wanna have me, won't let her
won't even send a a letter
she say she hate me, whatever
i'm on the move, i'm on go
sipping on voddy, i'm slow
let it control me forever
making a move on the road
do anything for the cheddar
i will not love her like ever
only really wanna kill her
can't fall in love with no hoe
if i leave it's for the better

put a hole inside of my head
everybody want me dead
knock my tower down with lead
take my hand and end up dead
hide that body in the shed
should've never trusted me
looking back at what i said
run her over with my car
i can't really see the light when i'm stuck behind the bars
everything i see is dark
yeah, yeah, that's why you see me with the stars
i'm going up like a rocket
if i see a girl and she's annoying then you know i have to block it
i've got demons in my head, she can top it
all i see is red, see her crying, tell her stop it
yeah this shit is just the worst
i just wanna die, stg it can't get worse
i got demons in my head
think i gotta go to church
go to church

heavily inspired by 83hades/sedah38
https://soundcloud.com/sedah38/red

Killer

Killer (prod. @prod.blossom1)

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

Moving Psychiatric (prod. @ninewaterss x @glok1d)

heavy inspiration from selfish - juice wrld [p. red limits]

ig: @0yukixx

p. [@ninewaters x @gregory-beats]

selfish [p. greg beats x ninewaters]

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Count it Up

Count It Up (prod. AURA)

Prod. by Odece

Lyrics:
Two shots to the head, blow my brainz out
Walk a lonely path, I need to get out
Kinda tired of this planet, everything is sour
Intrusive thoughts that plague my mind like every hour
Finger gun to my head, rest in power
Middle finger to the feds, I'm a coward
Feelin like Sayaka, jump out the tower
Life is like a meadow with a single flower

Give me a break, I'm in pain
All these fakes got me strained
Need a cig, I'm insane
Pull the trig, blow your brain
Take my heart like a sweepstake, make it break
Idk how much more of this I can take

I try w/ nxvy (atez)

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