A little different-ish?

Lyrics

Every Day
Wasting away
Nothing to do but decay
I swear I’m okay
I’ll lie til I break
Call it all fuel to the flames
Even in dying
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after

(I’m)
Getting my footing a little bit
(still)
Biting my nails til I get the chip
(stuck In hell)
Anxious as fuck while I’m testing my luck
Cause I’m mixing my potions like alchemist
Tell me what should I get out of this?
Tell me how should I get out of this?
End of the day, It’s all ending the same 
You know I’ll be calling your name

Know I’ll be calling
Darling, falling faster
I’ll meet you in 
Ever after



fuel (wraithontheporch)

Yoyo :) part of a new group and I'm very thankful.

Lyrics
(I know it’s been a while
How are you, my friend?
How bout you stop for a while?
You should rest your head)

[Chorus]
Ask how I’m doing
I say I’ve been well
I’m on some new shit 
only time will tell
I have been hiding
And shedding and prying
Myself and I’m finding
What's dead in myself

[Verse]
So set me on fire
And watch as I burn
Extremities
Twisting oh watch how they turn
In agony
Tragedy, something to learn
Just a lesson
To lessen how much of a burden
I am on my self 
And everyone else
I’m done playing dead
While you're trying to help
get a hold of myself
I know how you felt
To see me like that
You were dying as well

[Chorus]
Ask how I’m doing
I say I’ve been well
I’m on some new shit 
only time will tell
I have been hiding
And shedding and prying
Myself and I’m finding
What's dead in myself


deadwood (loneliness孤独)

YOOOO
I'm posting my ass off rn and got the fucking king web to hop on this
INSANE BEAT BY LEAN TEEN

Lyrics
_______
[Wraith]
I’m unfaithful call the martyr
I’m too lost to hear a father
All that’s in my head’s about her
I’ll just blend in with the fodder

Try to find my way for better
I just can’t seem to forget her
Train of thought like reading letters
Heartfelt words she can’t remember
I’m still glad that I had met her
But I couldn’t take the pressure
Take my heart, cause I surrender
Wrapped in velvet, gone forever

Don't dare look back
I’ll hide my eyes
Away from hands
That once were mine

[web]
chill out by the pond with the homies
really fond of the nights when you hold me
this time last year i was lonely
but you came into my life now you got me feeling holy
asking for a piece of my heart girl i'd give you the whole thing
yeah you really helped me focus i dont think you noticed
writing down my feelings girl i want you to know this

chill out by the pond with the homies
really fond of the nights when you hold me
this time last year i was lonely
lowkey i know that you hate me moving (slowly)
ok i guess i could pick it up now
you know i dont ever wanna be a let down

chill out by the pond with the homies
really fond of the nights when you hold me
slam the door leave my room where you going?

velvet.heart w/ web (lean teen)

Song with my friend AVXiD :) Check them out here, they make literally incredible music : https://soundcloud.com/avxid
beat made by MY GOAT wraithontheporch : https://www.youtube.com/@wraithontheporch

I've been sick for a minute so I'm happy to post again <3

unjustified w/ AVXiD (wraithontheporch)

2 tracks in 1 day, lets go for 3?

Lyrics

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this

I’m feeling sick
Sick to my head
No antidote
When I’m already dead
I couldn’t notice
Slipping me potions
Under a spell
Like I’m fucked on a med
I think my conscience is
Starting to slip my grip
I need you tied at the hip
I need to shut my lips (fuck)

I gotta make sense
No fake shit
I gotta get back to my basics
Baby, face it
This aint it
I think we’re just replacements

You know that you’re deadly, baby
I can’t get enough of it
Toxins in my system
Got me feeling like I’m losing it
I swear I’m hallucinating
Lost within your venomous
Touch I think I’m overdosing
No way to get out of this


I could never be ready . . .
Hold your tongue
We’re better off forgetting
If you would let me
If you would let me


hallucinating (Teyyks x Pizzle)

YOOOOOOOOO IM STILL ALIVE MFS
I LOVE YOU ALLLLLLLLLL

LYRICS
<3 - <3 - <3
Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)

Now she don’t talk to me
Honestly
Probably never had wanted me
Why am I bothering
Bother me?
Why would you think that it bothered me?
I make a mockery
Copying
Everybody that I’m following
I think I’m hollowing
Wallowing
Every word that I’m swallowing

I won’t pry
Every tear has dried
I stand with open eyes
The ones you always lied to
Memories
The way the
Pressure seems
Will you remember me?
At all

Think I just need to let this headache pass
Alone again with these shaking hands
I hear the words as they manifest
Killing me through your sharpened breath-
Wait
Just a little longer
Would you please stay
I wish I was stronger during
These days
I’m feeling like enyu how I 
Decay (Decay)


manifest (tiedforsilver)

I may or may not have been sitting on this one for a little too long, my bad haha.  I really love this song :)

Check out enyu here : https://soundcloud.com/enyusroom
Check out secre here : https://www.youtube.com/@prodsecre

Lyrics
<3 - <3 - <3

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

My trust was all mistaken
I tried to count my blessings
you tried your best to tempt me
and now the walls are breaking
take me to better places
help me forget these faces
I can not rid them from my head
I'll leave this body vacant

(enyu)
(I'll leave this body vacant, I'll leave this body vacant-)
if i
would leave my selfish past behind
maybe then you'd finally see me
as i am
as i am
right

grab on my waist and play pretend
i'll light a flame, you'll find me then
i'll take the blame to make amends
so you dont break my heart again

i'll rest my soul, youre taking it
i guard myself to keep it in
although your trust is running thin
with time we'll make it right again

(Wraith)
Don't go, don't go
My hearts breaking for you
I've done all I can do
and more, and more
I make the same mistakes
like over and over I
can't stand myself
let this be over, just over why

don't go /w enyu (secre)

ITS BEEN TOO LONG SINCE I DROPPED
GOTTA STAY ON THE GRIND >:)

LYRICS
<3 - <3 - <3
Raining and pouring these thoughts never end
Not getting better at making amends
Or being a friend
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel your touch on my skin
I regret everything
Thoughts of a wedding ring
Now just a memory buried within

I am pathetic, I hide behind eyelids
Gun to my temple, oh why with the violence
Death of a tyrant, stuck in this mindset
I'll pull the trigger to prove that I'm righteous

Don't talk so loud
Oh calm it down
You're breathing fast
And lashing out
Oh who's to blame?
Who's talking now?
We'll work this out
We'll work this out

Raining and pouring these thoughts never end
Not getting better at making amends
Or being a friend
I hear your voice in the wind
I feel your touch on my skin
I regret everything
Thoughts of a wedding ring
Now just a memory buried within

righteous (wraithontheporch)

uh hello again

Lyrics

We should talk when it’s over
I just can’t in this headspace
I cover up mistakes
To keep out of harm's way
I can’t with the judgement
Is there ever a good day?

How is everything okay?
Cause I’m fucking broken
My anxiety’s got me
It’s hands on my neck
It’s forcing words that I’m choking
But I guess I should say it
And I guess you should know it
Oh well
What's it like dragging me to hell?
I hope someday I’ll break my spell

Nothing hurts me anymore
I barely recognize me
The eyes that reflect
I don’t ever feel remind me of me

Hope my soul is with the trees
And has finally found peace
Pack a bowl full of leaves
Just to rip it til I green

Fuck the party, make a scene
Never sober, never clean
Honestly don’t even care
To get on track cause nothing seems

Any more than make believe
Anymore than just a dream
Soon I’ll wake up
And I’ll take up
My own burden in my wings

uncanny valley (prod. wraithontheporch)

ty 4 listening

Lyrics
-
You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

You could tell me that this lasts forever but I
Wouldn’t lie you shouldn’t lie

You could tell me that it’s now or never but I
I’m Trapped inside, I’m trapped inside 

Say I’m okay but I’m sick of it baby
I miss the times when your voice didn’t break me
I think I’m sick of my own hesitation
Constantly changing, I fucking hate me
Hoping this dagger will save me
Dripping this blood off my wrist
I feel like shit
I got a stain on my fit
Finding a vein and I’m hitting a crit

You don’t know me at all
Wait til you witness the fall
I’ve got these scars on my arms
From where you tore me apart

Just wanna get in the car
And drive as far as I can
I’m just a shell of a man
I’m just a corpse tryna stand

Kill the pain
But it’s hard with these hands of mine
I shake too much when I grip that knife
I don’t know how the fuck im supposed to live my life
I don’t mind but I don’t mind

trapped (godonline)

hey again

<3 Lyrics <3

[web]
i know they're cowarding out
they're always counting me out
i'm on the rooftop listening
and i can hear you counting me down

hop off the bridge and i drown
water is filling my mouth
people will call me an artist like god damn
how does this shit even count

i know they're cowarding out
they're always counting me out
i'm on the rooftop listening
and i can hear you counting me down

[Wraith]
Wait
You don’t wanna talk
You want a break
Hate 
Every single word inside your brain
Days
Go
On
By

Maybe I’ll leap off the side of this rooftop
Maybe I don’t give a fuck if the fall’s soft
Maybe I don’t give a fuck what I call off
Maybe it’s part of the problem

You will never find a day that you skip my mind
Cause obsession like this never finds a way to die
If I lean a little further could I touch the sky
Maybe close my eyes,  It’ll be alright

I hear you
I hear you
I hear you talking to my back
I hear you 
I hear you
But I’m still never looking back



<3

acrophobia w/ web (wraithontheporch)

(wraith)
You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

I’m just tryna keep my head above the fucking water
I’m fodder, sorry father, another goner, a bother

Everything I speak about
you swear is in my head
Rewrite everything I said
Just to spin it into weapons
I’m feeling reckless
All on the offense
None to the caution
Hell with defenses

You called it
I managed to make it worse
I guess I never learn
I guess I never learn
My problems
Bounce around my head in words
A repeating verse
All I’ve ever heard

(grace horn)
you didnt want me at my worst
so you dont deserve me at my best
or even when im mediocre
i dont wanna spend another day sober
but
drinking the pain away never did work
for me so im puffing between every breath
maybe its me cuz im fucked in the head
but maybe its you cuz im trying my best

gettin better
spent years in this weathered
old shell of a body
im torn and im tethered to earth

bury me 6 feet beneath all the dirt
frequent assumptions that stick to the worst

if i had the chance to run it back then i would take the lead and run it differently
and ive been slowly goin goin thru the motions no emotions stick it to the mission please
im too lethal toxic can u step away do not approach come back whenever tensions eased
you could get a wrench socket power drill and still cant find a single point in fixin me uhohh

i tried to talk to you
but confrontation never works
i guess ill eat my words
before you eat me first

still waters of
corahbeiy have caused the dearth
the plague wiped out our fertile
ground and killed the birth

tethered w/ grace horn (dash)

enjoy <3
check out MisFiiT!! -> https://soundcloud.com/4135876

Lyrics
<><><><><>
(Wraith)
I think i’m cursed
I guess that’s the wordage
I think I’m the worst
I know I’m a burden
And you’re not the first
To give me a purpose
You’re just a verse
While I’m stuck in the chorus

That’s right
Just another fucking tragedy
Hold tight
While we make it through reality
I cry
But there’s nothing really stopping me
I try
But this lack of will is blocking me

There you were
With your hands on my neck
While I’m fighting for breath
I see the pain in your head
I was not what you needed
Fuck, you needed a friend
I saw that look in your eyes
Now, I could never forget
I’m just trauma again
I was something for sex
I was just for a fix
And now I’m giving you stress
Because I’m nothing to you
And I’ve got nothing on him
Cause, I’m just stupid and ugly
And he’s so talented
I’m not competition
I should quit while ahead

And I should kick all the meds
But god it helps the regret

(MisFiiT)
make it out of here i don’t wanna come back 
your sweater on my neck yeah i’m sure you’ll want that back ya
your tears falls in the back of a wraith 
you didn’t care anyway 
so why tf you actin fake bitch 

your not sweet bitch 
your no milkshake 

i think i broke my wrist tryna hold this phone straight 
i gotta message that im tryna send you aye
i want closure but i know your not like that 
like why tf did i tap that 

pills in your drawer
i think i need the key (locked)
cuz ima steady be poppin till like next week (fuck)

my legs weak and i need sleep 
my vision blurry livin drunk on the cold side
and your frozen queen
you let me take a peek
and then you lied 
then you told me that your mine and i cried cuz that’s not true 
your not my boo bitch

make it out of here w/ MisFiiT (godonline)

yuhhhh

lyrics
- - - - -
Wraith
- - - - -
I think I’m losing all emotion
Hit a stride and now I’m coastin
I’m just double dipping potions
Bitch it’s hard to stay in motion

Baby I wish we were closer
es mīlu kad esam kopā
Couldn’t count for when it’s over
tagad paliku kā loser

In my asics
Lines make it a rave fit
I just say shit
Active like its J 6th
I just make shit
It don’t even pay yet
Tryna keep me sane I
Take it by the day 

What have I become
I’ve been here so long

- - - - -
dawple
- - - - -
viss ko es saku paliek vējā
esmu lūzers, viņa saka man sejā
kur manas emocijas? kur mana zāle?
dūms aiz dūma, kur ir manas domas??
viss ko viņa teica mani vālē

aye
no baby i cannot wait
have to see u cannot wait for another day
take these pills but imma die another way
"vai es tev patīk" man liekas, ka tas ir bait

aye
es domāj esmu slims
man nepatīk viņš
domās es slīkst
es pis
viss, kas man acīs
es zin, man nesanāk tevi lasīt
viņa ir vampīrs

asics w/ dawple (anaviluxx)

- - - - -
lyrics
- - - - -
I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 

Bridges fall
And castles topple
I promise the walls wont help you
Not enough to move the oceans
It’s so hopeless

Dropped a couple pills in my drink
Threw the rest in the sink
This’ll be the last night
That I pop like I eat
Gotta drop what I can
Gotta pull on the weeds
So the burdens I keep
Aren’t encumbering me
I’m sick of talking
That’s how all it happened in the first place
Verbages and word placement
All in the worst way
And you say it’s mistakes
I can’t see it that way
You keep saying sorry but you’ve picked the fucking wrong day

I don’t think you know me
Like you say you do, you phony
I cut ties for petty reasonings
I feel the armor weakening
The flesh is so soft
Watch it come off
As the blood falls
Take me home 


armor (tiedforsilver x sorrowbringer)

produced by hero <3
mastered by neerdowell <3

I like this track a lot :)

Lyrics
- - - - -
I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)

I remember the good times
I remember the bad
All the things we would talk of
How u hated your dad
All the plans for the future
How I’m happy I knew u
I was talking right through you
Now you don’t message back

Hand in hand
You led me back
To lands where in
You left me stranded
I’m the puppet
My heart manned it
I cant go against demands its

Not up to me
So baby spin that fantasy
I’ll lose all reality
As long as you keep feeding it

I love when you deceive me
Love it when you need me
Greed is the poison
That seeps from my needle
Feeble and weakened
Dead by the weekend
Toss and I turn to return to my grieving

Leave me for the graves
Fall into decay
Not another way
And that’s okay
I don’t need to be 
More than memory
Behind your faces
Replaced with
The next one on the chopping block
The places
Vacations
Maybe that’ll rid me from your brain
It’s escaping
Every fucking step you’ve ever taken
Piece of your creation
A mangled demonstration
Of coping in this matrix  
Hoping there's a day
Where we make it to oasis

I’ve gone through everything at least a thousand times (a thousand times)
Why don’t you tell me what you mean and save the time (and save the time)
I threw apologies, as if they weren’t mine (so wastefully)
And after everything you said, you weren’t mine (Just make-believe)


make believe (hero)

thank you guys for the beat, love all of you deadwood

lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t mind
When you don’t find the time
I think I like sometimes 
to be alone
Cause you just twist my words
And you make sure it hurts
I never get hopes up
That you’ll atone

I been back on the pills, shit
I don’t wanna feel this
When the thoughts all flood back
I just kill it
I been up and restless
Hoping for a check in
Praying for a message
Knowing damn well it’ll never come
And I’m not the one
You made sure I knew that
Hearts go flat,
It’s just time that proves that
That's what you said
Misconstrued? 
That’s every word by fucking word

I think everything will turn out for the best. (wraithontheporch x NE'ERDOWELL)

lil track with the boy MisFiiT, hope u fw it

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling

Set me free from what was home
I can feel it in my bones
Everything I’ve ever loved
Everything I’ve ever known
Was a blur inside the dream
Never meant for me to own
Maybe soon it will be over
Sooner than we ever know

I envy u
And u just pity me
I grit my teeth
And hold my tongue between
Girl when it’s over
Maybe you’ll know what I’m feeling
Bumping to my music
I’ll be hanging from the ceiling
-=-=-
MisFiiT
-=-=-
i envy you but your not much better
you got a way with words that make me feel hurt
i been more lost then i have before 
and you use that to your advantage 

hanging from the ceiling 
i might catch a suicide
workin on my music 
yeah this shit is do or die
my thoughts are tongue tied so i write
get it off my mind
good times good times wish i could rewind

to me and you in a wraith
the daydream at least that we talked about daily 
you lied you lied to my face said you’d save me
now i’m fucked up goin on a binge full of envy

envy w/ MisFiiT (ionas59)

I genuinely love this one so much

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Locked out of my house
And its 20 below
I could go back to you
But I’d rather the snow
Winter winds, hitting skin
And I’m cold to the bones
Now it’s all sinking in
I was always alone

Look what did to me
Grabbing the mic and I’m spitting epitomes
Thought you were digging me
Making a mess and and then blaming me
You fucking kidding me?
Talking to you like are you even listening?
Gucci on me diamonds wet like a christening
Feel like I’m solving a mystery
Every time you even speak to me
Tell me what's happening

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home
its cold but i dont got a coat
i feel the blood sinking down in my throat
i feel the ache in my ears and my nose
when the winter time comes make december my home
i see your name when it comes on my phone but i dont wanna talk so i leave it alone
i guess im staying locked out
im trenching on through the snow
like baby i know that its cold
im out here in 20 below
and im trynna find my way home

december w/ web (wraithontheporch)

thank you NE'ERDOWELL and AVXiD for helping me with the master

lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
Time ends
I can hear the sirens
Baby you’re a vulture
Baby you’re a tyrant
Cut me where the line ends
Shape me with the pieces
I can’t find a meaning
I can’t find a reason

You deceived me
“Baby you believed me”
I can’t trust my shadow
Hiding in the evening
I can’t fix the mirror
Showing how they see me
I’ve become a monster
Ripping at the seems

I feel it in my veins
I’m not okay
I turn away
I can’t w face 2 face today
I take the pistol
Maybe this will
Take the pain away
I’m feeling awful
Cause this cost will
Put me underneath the clay
I’m losing focus
Thru the motions
Pray I make it through the day

I wanna side with you
But I’ve witnessed the truth
I can see through your eyes
You’re just stitches and glue

-=-=-=-=-
IcarusLurks
-=-=-=-=-
I guess it's fine if I change my mind
I don't wanna rewind time
And I don't wanna be around if that's fine
I'd ask if you mind
But I don't think that fact would change my mind
I changed up switched the tides 
I'm not sinking this time
Go down low, I'm not tryna feel you though
I've been free for a minute and I know that's not good for me
I know everything ain't that good to see
I watched myself bleed, coughing up blood
I think I'm dying, it's over
I'm not tryna run from shit that can't be undone
Running a race that's already been won
You remind me of silence
While I cry through these low ends
Think I need help now, I'm not coming around
Anyone else now, and I think it's over
Oh I know it's over, but over and over
I lose my composure

deadwood <3

CYBERDEATH w/ IcarusLurks (2NighT)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (wraithontheporch)

deadwood

Lyrics
-=-=-
Wraith
-=-=-
I barely manage
So how am I standing
It’s already tragic as it is
I struggle to mention
The weight of the tension
I feel as it all builds up again

I need a way out
Heaven come down
I don’t feel safe inside of my skin
I need to calm down
Kill it all out
You don’t need to witness all that I am
I need a way out

-=-=-
web
-=-=-
i can still hear you when you dont make a sound
i feel your presence when you come around
we in my room keep on blowing this loud
with the fans on they keep on fanning it out
say you dont know how i function
girl im barely functioning now
say its all water right under the bridge hope i drown
i hope god comes down to kill me right now
everything stressing me out

got a bad bitch hitting up my cellphone
trynna chase funds acting like i dont know
trynna stack guap i been getting peso
got a bad bitch she do what i say so
i just took pills 
im about to take mo
i just drop bills 
im about to make mo

Lexapro /w web (wraithontheporch)

ty ne'erdowell goat for always helping me fix my dogshit mix

lyrics

-Wraith-
Girl don’t you know that
The words you have spoken
Throwing emotion
Are heavy and potent

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

I guess we don't get a happy ending
After all
All that happens always has to have the 
curtains fall
All the tragedy I kill away with alcohol
Try to numb the fucking feelings ‘fore I end it all

Dead on an impulse
Hate all my wishful
Thoughts cause I’m sinking
Right through the soil
Right through the armor
I thought I could guard her
Just another missed call
I can’t ever bother

I tried 
And I don’t know how to fix me
I’m dying to find the path forward
Her eyes paint all that she’s seeing
She’d leave but I’m such a hoarder
I adore her
Fuck no I just scorn her
Make a good fight
God the fucking war hurts
Shot right through the heart
Got the blood on my t-shirt
I don’t feel the love girl
I just feel the recoil

-yungcray-
all the damage that you done
you pierced right through my chest plate
I could never let you go
but if I did I might fade
ur the last piece to the puzzle
ur the key to get out the maze
and in my dreams I see the fire
im trapped below the rubble

I cant seem to help myself
I get into this trouble
is it hard 2 love me now 
got bruises on my knuckles
this shit seems 2 really get the fucking best of me
I cant seem 2 help myself
I get into this trouble

a new high
I said imma reach a new high
a new lie
that you're telling under blue skies
its alright
I said imma do my best to try
a blue night
I said imma reach a new high

I really want whats best for us
but you just think about yourself
you don't care about it
but its all I think about

theres no escape from this place 
I think we'll die here
what is love
its just fake
you said you'd try here

recoil w/ yungcray (dash)

lyrics
Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

No I never was supposed to have enough of you
But closer only helps as much as patches do
I swear I’ll try it all for you
I’ll bare the weight til
These weary legs fail
The wires tangle
And I’m stranded, mangled

I’m doing all that I can
What is it all for
All for the damn war
I feel the blood on my hands
I feel like less of a man
why do we do this
Wasting the meaning of human
Already know that I don’t wanna do it
Girl 
Raising the blade isn’t worth what it’s proving

Do you hate it when I chicken-scratch
These paragraphs
I could hit the backspace
Trust the sword, in your two hands
And say your half
I could care less these days

swords (hero x emptychest)

deadwood forever, deadwood even in heaven

lyrics
How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Thinking I need medicated?
Baby I’m done with the pills I’m just dealing with stress
Never believe when I say I’m depressed
You say I’m blue and should come to my senses
I see the posts in my mentions
Why don’t you stick to a message, huh?
Don’t even cover intentions
Stick in the knife and I see u enjoying the blood

How did time get away from me now?

Don’t even care what you said
Don’t even care for the ending
What are we trying to mend?
Nothing is worth the protecting
I’m so fucking close to the edge
Baby I’m sick of pretending
Quit being friendly
You’re fucking deadly

(Time falls down
To the bottom of the well I drown)

How did time get away from me now?
I always hoped that it’d be better than this
She’s in love with the ghost of me now
I never thought that I’d be something to miss
Losing composure
When you’re pulling me closer
Can we stop with the faces
Faking every emotion
I feel better at distance
At least better than coping
Baby everything’s broken
Who the fuck are we joking?

Maybe time will heal the wounds
But fuck it better fix it soon
Cause I’ve been slowly losing sanity
I trade it all for you
All the change up in the wishing well
It’s never coming true
I give it all for you
I give it all for you
After everything you did to me
I finally see the truth
I still fall for you
I still fall for you

(I still fall down)
-
P.S. I spend a lot of time tryna write well so thank you for reading <3

times up. (prod. dash)

deadwood

lyrics
_
Ice in my veins
Heat in my cup
Puking up liquor
For keeping a buzz
I’m sorry baby it’s never enough
You call it love
I call the bluff

Weapons and armaments
Kill what my carbon is
Temper my temperament
Waiting for karma it’s
All in my head oh no isn’t it dear?
Feet on the ledge like there’s nothing to fear

Anxious and
Stressed bout’ the burden of faceless-ness
Chasing perfection and hating it
I’ll never reach what I’m aiming at
I’ll never be what I’m needing it’s
All just a means to an end

I’ll keep on feeding the cycle again
All while these years eat away at my skin
I feel as if it had never been meant to be
You’ll be the death of me
Coming the end

<3

ice n fire (prod. farber)

ty mistral for the guitar <3

original song <3 : https://soundcloud.com/guardinmusic/inside

Lyrics

I bet you like the way that I
Sit inside on a Friday night
Doing nothing with my life
While you're out partying with other guys
But I'm not wise and these aren't lies
According to you it's all in my mind
But I see the things that they post online
And it makes me sick to my fucking spine
I worry a lot about the day you leave
'Cause the day you leave is the day I leave
And I think too much about suicide
About killing time, about time I try
Something new
'Cause this shit gets old
But I love the way that she says "I love you"
And I tried many times to rewind to the days you were mine
And I tried many times to erase what we made, what have I done?
'Cause a part of me died when you left in November that night
I think he's right, beside you telling you what to say to me, why?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?
Do I think what I think 'cause I think I'm in love with a lie?

inside (guardin cover)

lyrics

I feel like the dirt
I question my worth
I wear and I tear
My favorite shirt
I hope that I can
She thinks I’m the man
I’m letting her down and
I feel like the worst

No it ain’t safe to say yet
Hung up on yesterday its
Still in my head
I’m sorry 
Hate when I’m so mistaken
Trying to savor faces 
Hoping you don’t replace me
I can do better baby
I can do better maybe

Maybe heavens worth the tests
But fuck, this smith and wesson
Has a way for testing what is next
Swallow my breath
I put the world in my hands
I feel like a mess
But she swears I’m the man
I’m doing my best
At least as well as I can
I barely stand
The fucking shell that I am

The Man (prod. wraithontheporch)

i love u deadwood

[wraith]
Friend
I’m seeing red
You took the words right out my head
And yet again
I make a mess of what is left
The way I tend
Take the punch out of my breath
My heart out of my chest

Darling you just wanna tempt me
Okay
Why’d we have to bet it all on today
I just wish that you would mean the words that you say
Praying that we let what’s meant to be fade

You
left me strangling on words
So I’m left coughing up the verses
What is it worth?
What is it worth?
What is it-

I guess you’re the enemy
I try to see what’s happening next
Y-y-you mangle intentions
With your hands on my neck
E-Easy prey to deception
And I’m caught in the trap
Yeah I keep falling like that

[vampy]
you said trust the pain it'll pass
but i've been counting ghosts in the glass
half empty bottles 
late night calls 
scrolling through my fucking downfall

and i hate how you still smile that way
when i told you that i might not stay 
know your ego is death
rip my heart out my chest
swear your love is a curse
vampy, blood on your neck

i tried
i lied
gave up
two times
saw you
go by
your eyes
like knives

soul numb
i died
can’t run
can’t hide
the truth
won’t slide
it cuts
inside

Friend, I see the fire in your eyes
Burning bridges while we live in lies
Every word you spit, it cuts like a knife
I’m just trying to hold on, survive the night

if you read this when i'm gone don't cry
really i'm just tired of being alive
deadwood forest gave up
kicked the chair and said goodbye

red w/ vampy (cxrter x ryan kelly)

💀🪵

im so tired

deadwood collective : https://soundcloud.com/deadwoodcollective

Deadwood discord server : https://discord.gg/deadwood

email is wraithwilldie@gmail.com

wraith

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