Fleur Du Mal

Lyrics:
Can you feel it
The fish smacking inside
Against the walls of these halls
The edges of it's spine

As the grey of November
Breaks bone against the sky
Trees rock from swollen stocks
Pointing Westward
Eastern on the released turn
Somewhere dry

Steam escapes him
Like a Pike in the Northern wind
Cut me open
And I 
I can see them
Twirling brandy against the rim
Sitting in
And seeing nothing in everything

Can you feel it
The fish smacking its spine inside
Against the walls of these falls
Casting stones into this night

And I wish that I could make sense of it
I wish that there were words to be read
A scale lining
Teeth for prying
Red paling yellow into the sunset

Can you feed it or shall I bleed it dry
Can you feel it

Cut me open
And I can see them
Twirling brandy against the rim
Sitting in
And seeing a nothing in everything

Can you feed it or shall I bleed it dry
Can you feel it

Atlantic

I improvised a song and made something atrociously fucking weird I hope it hurts.

Clawtooth

Intentional Chaos (Amber)

The rain on the tin roof
Oh to open my chest like a phone book
Let it cool me, drumming smoothly

I want to be that tree on the hill
We can climb her, swing from her branches
Or just sit still
Reaching for the sun
I'll never though I'll never
Dance beneath tangerines in the December snow
No I never no, I Know

Can you hear, the world spinning slow
Can you see, the birds longing to go home
I could have been a small pond
I could have found grace in the waves of motion
Pushing against the rocks

I want to be that tree on the hill
We can climb her, swing from her branches
Or just sit still
Reaching for the sun
Though I'll never, Know I'll never

There is an old oak tree
Laying on it's face in the river
She is growing old and tired
Of the things that sit on top
Dipping their feet in the water

An Old Oak Tree

I close my eyes
See your words
Poured cherry icing in cursive
Sugar roses blooming
I let a lone leaf sit on the tip of my tongue
Tasting the beauty
As it melts
Sweetening my mouth into a smile

I'm here tasting roses
Caught between your lines
I wonder if you notice 
How you soften my mind

Smooth on sweet velvetines on your lips
Candy floss, summer peach, all the shades I cannot fit

You've got me in soft tones
When I'm used to being always red
Musing to slow songs
When my mind sank all ships

And I
I want to dress you slow
A button-down shirt the colour of my eyes
Rose and baby blues

My perfume beating soft drums from your wrists
To wash your hair in my shampoo just to slide my hands

I want you in my shades
All my favourite drinks
And I bet that my wine tastes
Sweeter from behind your lips

I'm here holding roses
From between the lines
I wonder if you notice
How you soften my nights

Make my head fall quiet and silence the night eyes

I'm here holding roses
From between your lines
I wonder if you noticed
How you sweeten my mind

How a soft song shatters me as his voice crackles 
Warm like yours
How my arms tire beneath the music
A coat of small flames

(This song is sickening, here, have it then)

Confections

A bunch of song improvs I somehow rolled into a cohesive tangent.

Stones Under the Waterfall

Bruise me
Crush me
Use me
Brush me on the corners of your eyes
I am prettier on you

Just don't paint me black and white
As you burn so slow through every shade of blue

Oh I know you
The speed of which you dress
Oh I know you
The pause you breathe between pages

But darling you're a star
And I'm a passing comet
I only fly so far
Until I burn out on the impact

But darling you're a star
I only wish to be so fucking perfect

How easily my feathers fall
Landing on the leaking roofs of every sleeping home
And I can't see at all
Any rest to call my own

Until the day breaks through the trees
And steals away your song from me
There
So small
And here
Everything

I only wish you could see your light through my looking glass
You're the closest bright I've ever had
The largest sun in a sky full of specks
You're so far from small

You're so pretty
How you walk about town
It makes me silly
How you pull your black hat down
With your eyes like a sleeping city
You're so far from small

It's silly
Silly
You make me
So very silly
Oh you make me

Bruise me
Crush me to dust
Use me
Brush me 
Anywhere you can touch
On the corner of your eyes 
I will be so much prettier on you

Just don't paint me black and white
As you burn so slow through every shade of blue

Oh I know you
The speed at which you dress
Oh I know you
The pause you breathe between the pages

But darling you're a star
And I'm a passing comet
Only flying so far
Until I burn out on the impact

But darling you're a star
I only wish to be so perfect
You're not small
Oh in a sky full of specks

It makes me silly
When you tear your whole world down
But I can't help but see
How you pull your hat down

That black coat you wear
It must not keep you very warm
But if I had a guess to spare
I'd say you like the cold to keep you numb

There
So small
But here
Everything

Burning Every Shade of Blue

Another over edited improv? I'm kind of proud. Recorded it outside.

Lyrics:
Don't be afraid of the white noise darling
I promise that I won't keep you from drowning
You can be blue, with me

You sank the city that I built around myself
All my treasures blue
Please don't force me to breathe out in the open world
It's too sharp it slices through

Thoughts of the sea wash over me
I am safe here where I'm not
In my pond I'll happily sink
I am sheltered from the sun

He smiles like he's dreaming
He breathes like he's sleeping

Dreams

Embraces that I've slipped slim
And the hills that I roll still
Circle me in glimpses
Pangs throughout the calls
Laden with a longing
So heavy they feel known

Deja vu

Because I go there so often
Where the grass is so tangible and green
Mountains a known (disdain?) 

The warm glow of a soul wrapped around mine

Dreams

Don't be afraid of the white noise darling
I promise that I won't keep you from drowning
You can be blue, with me

Please dont' force me to breathe out in the open world
It's too sharp is slices through
Thoughts of the sea wash over my mind
Because I'm happy when I'm blue

He smiles like he's dreaming
He breathes like he's sleeping
Dreams

Please don't force me to breath out in the open world
it's too sharp it slices through
Thoughts of the sea wash over my mind
Because I'm happy when I'm blue

I am safe here where I'm not
In my pond I'll happily sink
Because I am sheltered from the sun
Dream a little blue dream about me

Dreams

Better When I'm Blue

I drop in here when I need to float in a bizarre of torn diary pages.

Soft Rush

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