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stvn and pinkblxxd - money coming in (prod. swampkill)

up (prod. reidsixx) #greed

lungskull x pinkblxxd - rick owens freestyle (prod. lungskull)

i think that she’ll love 
if i was dead on the floor 
i think that she’ll love
when my soul isn’t here no more
explain how i feel
i don’t everytime its a chore
i need some more drugs i’m really tryna overdose 
i need some more drugs i’m really tryna overdose 
i need some more love 
is it selfish to ask for more
u will see my blood 
dripping inside u in ur dreams
regret everytime that u didn’t hear me speak 
i speak so damn much than afterwards feel like a freak 
i think that this might be the last fucking week
i’m numb and i’m done this living shit isn’t for me
u should try to be me 
tell me how it feel
u should try to feel me 
tell me are u real? 
i’m starting to hate
ur face i wanna fucking peel
ur skin from its base 
blood sprinkler tears 
we live in a system 
and no one can escape 
but me i’m close
i feel a essence in my veins 
but me i’m close 
to the end of my pain
so i will cope
until i lose my brain

misanthropic strungout loser

i just met medusa 
i jus wanna do ya
let me unscrew ya
the voices are stupid
but sometimes i listen
at my skin i be picking
u touch it than lick it
i know that u miss it
u wish u could kiss it 
the feeling the sadness
u wish u grab it 
u wish u could have it
u wish u take it
u wish u could make it
u wish u could save it

medusa

prod @deadyami

i don’t listen i threw my phone
hate the ring the dial tone 
can everyone please leave me lone 
theres a peace i’m searching for
chemicals react my core
conversations seem to soar
to places that opens doors
tell me why u closed ur door 
i loved u my heart it tore 
sometimes i sit on the floor 
the cold marble feels like u
all these drugs they feel u
does anyone feel just like me 
helping u to count to three 
in ur eyes ur soul i see
love ur eyes ur soul i need
the beauty that they don’t see
love ur eyes ur soul i need
the beauty i see they don’t see
the beauty i see they don’t see
and if it was up to me
i’ll take ur pain so u can see
how i gave u everything
my essence formed a wedding ring 
i burned it in spite of we
remember when it was just we
remember all the simple things 
give a bandaid i’m gon bleed

bandaid

u could use my body as ur canvas
give u all the tools to inflict damage
so many to pick show me how will u manage
i say fuck them all and go savage
cut my eyebrows off don’t wanna look like u
cut my whole heart out don’t wanna feel like u
isolate from the world don’t wanna be like u
i’ll never be like u

alien

i feel it everyday
don’t know what to say
i’m nonverbal 
the external 
shows my sorrow 
need more bottles
but i ran out 
and u ran out
this feels so dead
ur in my head
everything u said
it hurts me deep
my body seeps
and i can’t breathe 
my body seeps
and i cant breathe

nonverbal

why does the sun seem to talk to me
i’ll lay right here and i’ll watch u breathe 
u breathe
u breathe
u breathe 

my baby my ruca she ran away 
had visions of her it was yesterday 
break free from ur shackles u could disobey 
obey 

i don’t understand why u pout ur face
i don’t understand why u left the place
guess something bout me isn’t that great


when the sun falls asleep for the night
babies roaring u could hear their cries 
born in a world where we all die 
distracted we please our mind
to numb the pain we feel inside 

get my time right
get my mind right

u can disobey ruca be a rebel

a letter to my best friend, i love you, j

who gonna watch my back now i got my brother to watch my back
all goth dressed in black 
got a problem bitch get off my sack
damn i miss my niggas like damn bro where my niggas at?
damn i just got his number damn that nigga aint callin back
nigga why this shit jus happen to me summer ass
bitch i hate this summer wasnt doing work but i had a blast
gotta do show this summer throwing up black jetlag
come in LA wit a prada bag have these niggas mad
come in LA coppin the dutt pack and the beat prod makk
damn he hated all these beats the 808s so ass

bitch im making bread all day im needing all the summer
nigga want me to keep striving im not leaving with no drummer
nigga he want me to get lit im not leaving with no bummer
nigga im always thinking about this shit everyday just get tougher
i took the DMT everything wasnt clear i saw frames buffer
lil bitch im high as fuck im watching them cartoons
niggas biting swag niggas copping CRTVs (CRT TVs just in case you wanna be a smart ass) too
what? shoutout to my nigga damn that nigga was a coon
yeah that nigga wouldnt sleep that nigga would stay up til its noon
man i wish that i can see you we could stare up at the moon
we could talk about the bitches that we loved and fucking screwed
damn he wished that i was there with you and icemop that shit cool
i remember chillin wit yo ass on mlp tycoon
i was there for every drop, even when you dropped lovefool
i remember when you told yo dad never taught you tools
now you keep a fuckin chop on you and robbing all these jewels

long live my nigga bro greed goth

goth a song for j prod makkgin

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8P7erFbKbEg

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

came out the womb so i’m looking like a mummy 
can u speak louder i’m tryna hear something
i’m the best to do it rlly wish that i was frontin 
when it come to truth all these rappers they got nothing
came from a world that isn’t here
that probably explains why i shed these tears 
i want the syrup sip it just like beer 
so theres a reason why i stumbled here 
everything be possible 
tell me what’s impossible 
i got a goth shawty black hair kim possible 
meant to say shego
lemme calm my ego
i feel like a god i don’t even think we equal

bass hits harder than the backshots i gave her
hit it from the back than she call me her maker 
so many hoes but i save them for later
came out the coffin feel like undertaker 

i don’t know where i came from
i jus came to show u passion love
i know one day i’ma go astray 
so i leave some songs with words to say
and i live in a dark world with hate 
and i be drugging up just to escape 
and i know i’m torn to save this place
i’m just a dying rockstar kurt cobain

prod purls & awakeagain

coffin

prod @sincerely_dre

she a sinner bb she put cocaine on my gums bitch 
having sex everynight simply cus its fun bitch
i knew that it wouldn’t last i ready knew u would switch
daddy made me a bastard i could never trust shit 
please just call me daddy i beat caddy count the sum bitch
skinny nigga ribcage showing i’m on fuck shit
never gave a fuck about myself thats why i run bitch

spotify

gums

i sleep in fetal position 
so much time i’m time missing
i feel it all 
all of the pain ur inflicting 
i smoke it all
puddles of tears where i’m sitting
in the corner 
the darkest corner 
its so alone here
nobody will come here
i’m scared of people
are u smelling my fear
in my room 
where nobody can see me
cus when i’m outside
it seems that nobody sees me

prod @932q

fetal position

and theres blood on ur gown
as u run with a frown 
my mental illness seems to leave u in doubt
the wedding crashed and theres brains in ur mouth
i’m isolated from those eyes 
they roam and scratch on my tissue at night
cold sweats that drip down my v line 
like me 
iv 
strap me 
posion ivy
hurt me 
i bleed 
i smile 
cheese
so frail so weak
skeleton knees 
its hard to breathe
when u just speak 
and speak 
and speak

prod @EPaloma

gown

i’m not a fortune teller
thats one of lies i tell her 
my presence it seems to melt her
explained every word i felt her
something bout it not simple 
i wish that it was can’t lie tho
in circles swimming in cycles
i told u that ur my idol
she more’s my new rival 
there’s something bout that side eye tho
can’t seem to find something i don’t know 
maybe its all the pixels in the photo 
i hate to seen i bleed loud
everybody just talks they loud mouth
sing with passion that burns ur house down
the brand new devil paint the whole town
with expression and pain that ties down 
and eats away cause u feel let down
but everything infront u see it? 
pick up the mirror shards the pieces
hopefully it helps with ur thesis
cause to be honest ur gonna need it

it's just not that simple

i met a narcissistic women who broke me down
her ex boyfriends tell me bout her guess i’m a clown
they never really were her boyfriend she goes around
for a light for ur soul to strip u down
i heard about her at a party
asking for coke
well baby come over here this for ur nose
i never reply to ur text’s please leave me
everyday you’ll feel a string tugging ur core
so self centered with mask shes such a bore
can u still hear my voice calling u whore
u took my innocent and left me on the floor
and i'll never get it back as much as i want 
but what do i want?

u can disobey ruca be a rebel

goodbyesolace

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