i really love this song, but what does a heron russian mean?

dig into me w/ POPSTARBILLS & The Underd0g

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

spotify

i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

https://soundcloud.com/spookybands
https://soundcloud.com/haveonlyonechance

keepitmoving! [w/ spooky bands] [tenoji]

conceal [akasinceridad]

lyrics:

is that ur new man looking like a lineback (er)
i don’t really know how i feel n i don’t like that 
i just post in the crib blowing smoke fat
i just rather kick it w my cat 

baby imma get my racks up 
walk fast roll my rafs up 
give a fuck what u think 
n i laugh huh 
u know i don’t wanna link 
it’s a fact yuh
i just don’t care 
u don’t care what i’m saying

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit bussin
i feel like a heron russian 

i just want love i can’t have it
imma smoke till i drop
it’s a bad habit
pull up in my city w a bad bitch
now she pulling on the moncler jacket 

tell me why
u gon make me cry
i don’t wanna fight
imma lose myself in the night
need a new life
u don’t like
looking at my eyes 
yeah it’s fucking fine 
why’d i ever tell u ur divine
it’s a fucking lie 

all i ever got from u were lessons 
how to deal with my depression 
how to find someone who wants my love and not possessions 

ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
ya what’s up with that 
what the fuck is up with that 
always got ur name in a bad tat 
wow i’m dumb kid
imma chase a dumb bag 

it gets dark in the basement 
i just wanna get away from u 
but i became it 
falling face first on the pavement 
i don’t even know if i can take it 
take it 

u just mad we ain’t fucking 
i know that i’m nothing
but how i makin racks on this shit while u judging 
i been on this new shit 
bussin
i feel like a heron 
russian

bad habits

lyrics: 

all winter we can talk about the summer 
hiding from the rain it’s ur roof that i’m under 
i know that i’m boring and i’m sorry it’s a bummer 
maybe you’d be better with another 

i been goin down
put my feelings in the gutter 
u tell me u don’t like it when i stutter
cut me down 
nothing but a lost lover 
i don’t know u 
when ur lost in the uppers 


tell me why i’m losing all my color 
i don’t have the patience or the time to recover 
i can feel the cold on my skin when i touch her
she don’t know that the jeans undercover 

i don’t like her 
but she got her blood on my designer 
a line sure 
that shits all u need 
baby i don’t have the time 
gotta cut it at the seam 
ur a viper 

but it kills me 
no i’m not a fighter 

all winter we can talk about the summer 
hiding from the rain it’s ur roof that i’m under 
i know that i’m boring and i’m sorry it’s a bummer 
maybe you’d be better with another 

i been goin down
put my feelings in the gutter 
u tell me u don’t like it when i stutter
cut me down 
nothing but a lost lover 
i don’t know u 
when ur lost in the uppers

+streaming+

bummer

lyrics:

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

laying low out in japan i hit the lawson 
baby know i used to have a light 
then i lost it 
new jeans 
i don’t care what they cost bitch 
don’t know what i’m doing with my life 
i’m exhausted 

i’m expelling the darkness 
it’s hard task 
no i didn’t wanna start this 
give me flashbacks 
looking at ur scarred wrist 
wanna heal u 
i can see the stars in the night 
i can feel u 

i’m so catatonic 
i been feeling down
i need a tonic 
now i’m always fucked up
gotta stop it
with the blue moncler
look like sonic
i don’t wanna think
rolling up the chronic 

guess it won’t work out 
ur a flame princess 
i’m an ice lord 
i don’t wanna risk this 

feel like im not even here
ive been distant
imma have a crisis
ponder my existence 

hiding in the night
ur by my side
my eyes go white
ridden with blight

u can’t see me i’m a wallflower 
in the dream world 
queen of the dark tower 
take away my charms i got no power 
in the nighttime 
step out in the star shower 

prod wstdyth

🌸streaming 🌸

wallflower

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https://soundcloud.com/luvlxckdown

luvlxckdown - cant believe im gone (remix) w/ poorbryan [northeast lights x odece]

extremely inspired by nomu 
just hide behind the curtains </3

lyrics:
tell me if youve ever felt the same
with all these fucking vices drenching me just like the rain
and u care for all ur friends but they just dont care the same
and u dont wanna talk so u post up for the frame

these people making fun of me but they dont know my name
u act like u know me but u dont know my pain 
i pray to be enough for u like every single day
i wish that i could love u but everyones the same

i dont wanna talk now
im so burnt out
everybody lies to themselves
but with the lights out
there a different person
ppl never show themselves 
just hide behind the curtains
it always make me nervous

hiding in the dark
trying to build myself to something
but at what cost
cause now im always running
i find myself lost
always feeling like im nothing
honestly disgusting
i wish i could be something

im a different person when i hide behind the screen
and i know that its hard just to be a friend of me
i just wish a person cared thats all i fucking need
text me every morning so that i can feel complete

curtains (prod. northeastlights & cozin)

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